Hi there -
Ever since I saw Paint Your Wagon (Clint Eastwood, Lee Marvin) I'd sing the songs like
"I Talked to the Trees" but they wouldn't listen to me... "I Was Born Under
A Wandering Star" and all the rest... There was this one song I really liked and sang
alot of... "They Call The Wind Mariah", or is it Moriah? :} I always wondered
who Mariah was.. :}
The problem is that I get the impression a whole lot of people are always aware of what
I'm thinking and doing. Could just be a PsyOp - one to make you feel paranoid and induce a
schizophrenic reaction - but, whether that's true or not, I wanted to take a moment to
apologize to you and anyone else who may have been embarrassed by some of the strange
things that went on.. and still do.
I don't know if you know it or not, but one of the things they do with these PsyOps - 
Psychotronics
- is that they've learned how to induce sexual feelings. Who needs Viagra. Of all the
subliminal PsyOps there are, sex is definitely distracting. And destructive. I keep
wondering if Elliott Spitzer was hit with the same thing. I wanted him to be my Attorney
General. It's Woody Allen's orgasmatron. It really is.
I want you to know I wouldn't be telling you, or anyone else these things if it wasn't
important for Americans, for the world, to understand how truly despicably people can be
manipulated by these PsyOps. It's very destructive, and makes me cry a little just to
think of it. Because it takes all the beauty and innocence and surrender from love and
making love. And causes people to do criminal acts they wouldn't otherwise do... makes
them think things they would never have thought themselves.
I think of that man, Couey, in Florida, who kidnapped the little girl and put her in a
plastic bag and let her die. In court, when you watched him, when you heard what he had to
say, he said he couldn't believe he had done such a thing. You could tell that even he was
shocked that he would do such a despicable thing.
I know that feeling. PsyOps got me to do the most despicable thing I've ever done in my
life. Thank God I had the strength to resist what happened. And that I didn't actually do
what I was being pushed to do.Let's just say, for now, I know what happened with Ira
Einhorn. Talking about PsyOps and Psychotronics and all, trying to let people know about
it. And then, taking a baseball bat, killing his girlfriend/partner, and stuffing her into
a trunk.
His dilemma was demonstrated to me. That's why I know Ira Einhorn, and many others,
must be freed. More on that later, I'm sure. I think my PsyOps guys demonstrated all of
the torture being done to people... all the while I knew that what I experienced wasn't
half as bad as most people's attacks.
So, I'm writing to you about this because, like I said, I don't know what anyone knows
about what I think and say and write... in essays and music... I want to use this moment
to apologize to anyone who has been exposed to the "transcripts" or however it's
done... for any thoughts I may have had that embarrassed or hurt them in any way.
Your case is kind of funny.. there was a period when they were talking about "Who
would be the next James Bond?". Even the people I live with were kidding me, asking
me if I wanted to play the part of James Bond. I was so annoyed at the conversation.
Still, the subject was pressed upon me.
Lately, you may have noticed John Edwards talking on Colbert... "I'll give you my
support for president for 3 jet skis, and you have to make me a spy". That was just
about the time I was buying all the surveillance equipment to record conversations, take
video and photos of people tailing me in the car (which was always and everywhere).. to
get shots of chemtrails and all.. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry..
But the one that was most mystifying to me was watching Larry King one night... back
when you and Sean - P. Diddy were doing the walks in New York in favor of marijuana
and other things... (btw to Sean for taking it on to state publicly that, despite the
supposed end of Apartheid in South Africa, that what was/is occurring is passive genocide.
God Bless Ya. Took guts)
Anyway... I kind of related to the problems you'd had with Tommy Mottola...
understood more than you know.. it is lonely at the top.. I remember in King's interview
bringing up how you did the postings online - audio and stuff - reaching out to people who
may or may not be listening... just wanting to have contact and share your love with
people, even through the separation...
Even the people I lived with were egging me on, telling me we would be the perfect
match. Now, I wonder if they were just trying to get me to think about Mariah.. the
Wind... part of trying to get me to wake up and all... and whatever all that induced, I
want you to know it mostly wasn't personal.
Of course, not long ago, MSNBC ran a report showing you throwing out the pitch at some
baseball game :} That was right after Paula Abdul started talking about delusional Seattle
people :}
So I popped your tune - 
Now
That I Know onto the web site... I'm putting it here because I like it so
much... don't know what else to say really... (BTW: In the music boxes from/to my mom...
Que Sera Sera and Everything Is Beautiful... :})
Regarding hemp and marijuana.. I totally agree with you. In the 2004 election cycle, I
divulged that I smoke weed and believed its medicinal effects were significant. But, even
then, I didn't really understand just what a God given gift marijuana really is.
Shelly
Berman - Morning After (I think Shelley Berman may have been my father's favorite
comedian. This is about the problem with alcohol)
In terms of hemp, it can provide paper, fuel, clothing, mechanical and bearing grease,
the seeds are more nutritious than soy beans...it grows everywhere, easily... it could
easily provide answers for bio-fuel without harming food supplies depleted by the use of
corn and other food crops... I'll bet it would grow in the desert...
Medicinally... even better. Did you know that most anti-depressants are an attempt to
emulate the effects of marijuana. Pretty amazing when you think of it. All this money
given to pharmaceutical companies for drugs that don't even come close to providing the
benefit of marijuana.
Pain, muscle relaxing, depression, eating disorders... I know when I had an ulcer in
the early 70's, I'd wake up every morning vomiting for 2 hours or more... they gave me
this bottle of medicine to take a swig out of everytime I became nauseous... didn't work.
But, I smoked a joint, and problem solved.
Now, I don't mind taking a drink from time to time, and I actually really enjoy making
wine.. particularly sweet fruit dessert wines... but I come from a long line of alcoholics
and I didn't want to make the same mistake my elders did. And, until the PsyOps, I'd have
to say I've used it fairly responsibly. But, at least I never got drunk, violent from it,
and verbally abusive like we see so many other people doing. I could make some jokes about
it, but it's actually a very serious subject.
Like the Codex. Here they are, making God's herbs - medicinal gifts to us - illegal.
Gingko, to my understanding - which aids in memory and Alzheimer's and many other
things... is now technically illegal. The reason: this Codex thing. The pharmaceutical
companies have successfully lobbied to get laws saying that if you can't absolutely
control dosages on herbs (which you can't if they're home grown) then you're essentially
using a substance not approved by the FDA... it's the pharmaceutical companies' way of
making sure they can synthesize the same things with drugs, and get patents on them so
they can own and collect money for things that God gives us for free... and are better for
us.
When Stalin said one way to bring down the U.S. was through drugs, he wasn't talking
about illicit drugs, he was talking about using drugs - like anti-depressants and
anti-psychotics - to pacify us. Check out Bush's New Freedom Initiative. Giving kinds
psychological tests, and then forcing them to take drugs if they are deemed as having
anti-social behavior. Ya better hope your kids don't make their teachers angry.
And then, if a child is deemed anti-social, they can test the other children in the
family, and the parents, and if they are deemed anti-social in any way, the whole family
can be deemed as requiring anti-depressants and anti-psychotics.
These people don't care about your mental health. They just want to drug you and pacify
you while they take over the country. That way it doesn't look like an overthrow. It just
makes you look like you're crazy, because some mental health professional has declared you
have "a history of mental health problems"... how many times have you heard that
on the news, when people have been framed for crimes, like Cho at Virginia State, or
driven crazy by psychotronics... and they do these horrendous crimes... induced by
PsyOps... in order to cause gun regulation and fascist laws...
It's just sick.
Then you look at the fact that the original marijuana laws were put into effect to
control certain population groups who used marijuana... Mexicans, and black people. It's
insane. Even more, I couldn't believe it when I read it actually was used to control
people who listen to jazz. This, despite nearly every governmental and independent report
that tells us that - sure there can be abuse - but the fact is that marijuana is not
harmful. In fact, the worst thing reports tell us is that it gives you a "sense of
well being". That's obviously a harmful thing. :}
And then, there's this horrible thing about how, unlike alcohol where people have too
much and get violent and abusive, and say things they'd never say to hurt the ones they
love otherwise. With weed, you smoke too much, you eat a lot, maybe smile and laugh, and
fall asleep happy. The next day, you're in pretty good shape. Definitely no hangover like
alcohol.
Even Paula Zahn once said that she didn't use it, but she vaguely mentioned that in
terms of her mother dealing with cancer... (PS to Paula.. I still think you're great, and
your show on CNN got better and better. I loved the cello playing.).
Didn't mean to go off like this... but this is a perfect example of stupid laws
that serve only zealots and politicians seeking ways to control populations.
William F. Buckley said that marijuana laws served a purpose: to keep people who would
otherwise be productive citizens, taking part in civic and governmental functions... in
the closet for fear of being found out and publicly embarrassed. Same thing is true of
gays and lesbians. Can you imagine God approving of all that? I can't and won't.
Government PsyOps and malicious pharmaceutical companies have done me far more harm
than marijuana ever did.
So... back to you... :} I could say so much more on that subject, but I won't.. for
now...
I'm thinking of the perfect song to send you... hard to say, cause you really are a
cool person, far as I can tell.. and I hope we get a chance to meet and talk some say, and
you can tell me more about the things you're passionate about in life... personally, and
in projects you'd like to see come to fruition in the world. I know you have things on
your mind.
Who knows if I 'll get the chance to cruise over to your site for messages, but maybe
one day I'll be surprised and see a message there for me ;} That would be fun, though
unexpected.
Are you ready for the new day... I am. I know a lot of people are.. so let's "make
it so" :}
George Harrison - Pure Smokey (must be a Hafiz Robinson thing:})
Michael Jackson - Human Nature
Carole King - So Many Ways
Adrian Gurvitz - Love Space
And one more tune that I really love.. one of those universal kind of messages, a Dream
Lover kind of song, from a couple of brothers I got the pleasure of interviewing... real
pleasure... they told me, like me, that they just sort of "receive the music"
just like me and Michael... made me feel a bit more sane at the time.. going a little
overboard on the music, but a beautiful way to start the day... okay 2 more..
The Brothers Johnson - Love Is
Mercy - Love Can Make You Happy
-- Chuck
PS: I know you'll find it. So will I. That IS the Way of the World, ya know. :}
And maybe your tech guys could help me do a better web site :}
PSS: Been a long time since I've been in this kind of a music mood. Maybe you can teach
me to sing... they're trying to get me to write a new song, ya know.... bought some fire
works... maybe tonight... :} I've been thinking about... :} I can't believe I'm writing
this. Told you PsyOps works :} Check out Adrian Gurvitz.
I keep adding on to the PS's... :} There are some things I have learned to accept. I
think there's a song on my list of muzak for you. I wonder if you'll guess which
one. One of my fav's, maybe one of my best. :} Oh, the games people play Lord :} I really
have to get some work done. Do you play ping pong? Luther is great, isn't he. How's he
doin'? I've really been out of touch with the latest in art...
Wait.. one more... ya know, I went to talk to Gayle Roberts one day aout interviewing
Lionel Richie. I'm such a naive one some times... she asked me if I wanted water or a
soda, and I chose water, so she pointed to the cooler, you know the ones with the red and
blue spigots... I'd never seen one before :} Of course, I got the hot water. She left the
room (boy, was I glad, at least the plant got watered... in retrospect, I bet she was
cracking up. BTW Gayle, always loved working with you.) Commodores... when I first worked
at KFMI... and KNCR (the one Wolfman Jack came over the top of at night when KNCR went off
the air... made KNCR the #3 station in the market :}) Anyway... I'd be babysitting the
transmitter every morning, and I'd call the station in Eureka up and request "Sweet
Love" every morning... Lionel and the Commodores... love everything they do.
Individually and collectively. Se La. I'll pop Sweet Love online soon... it's on a 45 :}
Or an LP... or both :}
Now, I'm getting to work :}
Ok, so, don't read anything into this, but of course, I just enqueued some Commodores
and started listening, and heard this and couldn't resist. Maybe there is a song coming
on. This is the other song I used to call and request.. another dream lover song... I
always get all caught up in the idea that everyone would like to feel like this about
someone... can't explain it at all.... :}
Commodores - Just To Be Close To You
Then there's that Prince song... Dear Dad, things didn't turn out... :} Reminds
me I've been set up to look pretty foolish alot lately... at least this was fun :} Kind of
like Brittany Spears, but at least I didn't lose my children. I just know they were
zapping her with Psychotronics. Has all the earmarks... Brittany, it'll be over soon...
and there I go again... work.
I remember a news commentator saying "but we didn't think they'd cause her
to.." and then they caught themselves. I can't prove it.. no video, but it didn't
surprise me because I had been inquiring... Of course I can't officially bring it
up, but then, I just did. I'd mentioned her a long while back, too. Hope this doesn't
cause you trouble too. Damn them. Now I'm motivated to get back to work. Ciao.
But then there's this song I want to share with you and everyone that I dearly love.
Michael Tomlinson - By A Friend He's got great stuff. You REALLY need to check him out.
Tuck & Patti, too, if you haven't already...
And then I see this: http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/comments/0,22023,23967910-5012974,00.html
PsyOps are interesting, aren't they? I guess I'll let this stand, as nothing more than
an example of it, if nothing else. Still, it was a nice moment. Hope you're ok. Just
remember where you're from, and who you know you are. Be that. The one who always knew the
truth about herself. That's all anyone can really do right now.
7/12/SNL/ Great tune.. did you ever hear Marc Jordan, I Am A Camera... or was that
Michael Franks... something about freckles on somebody's knees... I have a song I Just
Want To Touch You you might like.. It's about touching the heart and the mind... btw.
Couldn't resist. :}
