The best example I can think of to cite to explain how I say things without
meaning to diminish my concern or comittment to a matter, I'll point out that in
more than one place on this site, I mention that I was "tricked" into going to
the Alternative Media Conference in Santa Cruz, sponsored by 911truth and Project
Censored. It's true, in a way, but I was also thrilled to be there.
Now I'll explain. There's much more to the story than you might imagine.
So, I'm sitting there for months, knowing in my gut that I'm getting down to the
formula of things I could do to make a difference in the world that could not be sabotaged
by the Psychological Operations people, short of barring access to my website, blocking
phone calls, filtering email and mail, and all sorts of other things they've done already.
Still, when you're me, you do everything on a "build it and they will come"
basis. I have never known how many people or who comes to my websites since 1996. Still
don't.
Finally, I decide, I'm going to build Refusethenews.com and create a full blown
alternative news network that would be competitive with the Mainstream networks. I know
how to do that. But, I had to factor in a level of incapacitation due to electronic
attacks by the government, who have been trying to shut me up for a long time, and nearly
succeeded.
2 or 3 days later, I get this email from someone saying there's this alternative news
conference in Santa Cruz. I needed some time away from my little office. I looked forward
to seeing my old home town again. I thought, synchronicity, imagine that. The perfect
opportunity to form the network, and I had hoped I'd actually be able to convince some
people to lead a session or 2 impromptu style, or in my room after hours.
So, I proceeded to sign up. I had no idea it was organized by 911truth.org or Project
Censored until it came back and said the payment had been accepted. Further, it registered
it in someone else's name, who doesn't like being associated with controversial things at
all :}
That's the part I refer to as being "tricked", and I really want you to
understand this.
When I began my work in 2001, I was clear of the discrepancies of the news versus what
was actually happening because of the way I was chronologically tracking every issue by
topic. When 911 happened, there was a clear pattern of distortion. Even more, believing at
first, despite my suspicions because of the way the towers fell and the debris pattern of
flight 93, that our nation was under terrorist attack, I sat down and made a list of at
least 100 different ways the country was vulnerable if we were truly under a terrorist
attack.
And, I accompanied that with a list of supplies that would be required in order to
respond if my community required emergency assistance in case of a sponstaneous attack or
longer-term seige, and the government was not able to respond immediately, if at all. I
was preparing to be prepared.
The first thing on my list of vulnerabilities... and I can verify this... I said, the
easiest thing to do would be to send a biological agent in the mail. Then the
anthrax letters showed up. I continued to observe, and nothing else happened. I assure
you, if terrorists wanted to attack this country... do things to terrorize us, it would be
happening left and right. None of it happened.
I created my own 911 timeline, and checked out Michael C. Ruppert's analysis of the
stock exchange action, and continued to review to the tape f the pancaked collapses that
had to be controleld demolition. I heard about the FEMA inspections the weekend before
while the supposed computer conversions were occurring, the Bush family connection to the
building security... more and more and more...
I never dropped the issue at all, as you know. But I viewed it as "the big
lie"... and I knew from a propaganda point of view, the only thing that would prove
to people what was going on would be a clear set of examples, time after time... like, I
keep thinking about how to tell people how to decipher the Blavatsky code being spoken
behind those glorious political speeches... it's like learning a new language - anyway....
I also knew that preaching to the choir would not be helpful, and I relied on
alternative news to keep the choir informed. The question was, how to bridge the gap
between mainstream and alternative (which is weird given that mainstream is a lot of
unreality and alternativ is the truth).
And I decided to take the approach of connecting the dots in mainstream reporting -
because the info is there in little bits and pieces if you know how to look for it - it's
just that a fact is slipped into stories of a different focus about a bit of info that
relates to it in a story yesterday about a different subject - and then, after
establishing it in the mainstream, introduce those people to alternative so that they
would than see it in a more direct expression and a bigger picture.
Part of that strategy included observing and referring people to alternative sites, but
keeping my focus in the mainstream, where I would not be preaching to the choir. And the
work that's been done on the 911 Issues and all thethings being done by Project Censored
are absolutely awesome. I see my job as being that of "boiling concepts down" to
the distinctions of the issues, and then referring them out to news sources, and I depend
on you all for that.
I just wanted wanted yo to be sure to understand that I see 911 as an incredibly
horrendous and important thing to expose and deal with. But in the big picture, the war
that the battle is about, it could be the thing that ultimately exposes what we're up
against...but if we don't restore Democracy it will never be dealt with.
When I say I was tricked into going, trust me, I have no regrets, and I only say that
while laughing.
The other thing I knew about going to that conference is that it would put me in the
position of being exposed to federal agents, and while I wasn't afraid of them, I was a
little nervous, because you never know when they'll play tricks on you. There was a
great deal going on when that conference happened from a psyops point of view.
I believe I signed up for the conference in February.. maybe before... but the Psyops
guys used it, and incorporated it into a scenario that had been developing since October
2007.
When I'd say things about news channels that they didn't like, people would say things
in a particular context or run a related story using the "terrorists will use code
words in broadcasts" methods I use with the media and politicians.... one day, this
channel ran anoher one of those stories that basically translated to a threat...
typcially, psyops is what happens when you swim with sharks, in fact you can get killed.
So I recorded that.
Then, I hear this thing on a webcast from a source who isn't always reliable but
provides leads that lead to valid info that noone else gets. He says that the psyops I'm
subjected to is operated by Raytheon and E-Systems out of Huntsville, Alabama on a
platform called Stone-R on the Westar satellite sysetem. So I check it out... can't find
anything on Stone-R, but everything else about it checks out. I just stored the info up
because I knew all this was leading up to a psyop punch line - or sting, if I actually
responded to it before I knew what the intent of the dialectic was. E-systems is the same
company that essentially built and maintains HAARP, and has affiliations in the past with
some of the corporations that have participated in my psyops.
Then I registered for the conference.
Then I started seeing on the news tickers that an intelligence satellite had failed and
was going to crrash to earth. Remember that.
Christmas comes. Lynn calls her grand children. In the middle of the call with her
grand daughter, they all freak out and hand me the phone. It's saying: Attention, Westar
system failure. Access denied. Press 2 to continue.
Being the kind of person I am, I wanted to press 2 to see what would happen. :} I knew
it was just Psyops guys messing around. But, on Christmas? In a call with her
granddaughter, who, by the way, was screaming it scared her so bad...
Then the recording says: System failure, press 2 to reset. Then her father hangs up the
phone, and it stops... which means the tap came from their end of the phone connection.
This tells me that they are being surveiled as well, don't know it, and don't believe me
that this kind of thing is going on.
Then, of course, shortly thereafter, the satellite falls to earth.
So I go to the conference. I knew someone would make contact at some point. I was a
little amused at the idea of finding out if I could figure out if I was talking to an
agent in real time. I'm not real quick at that sort of thing. I always figure it out
afterward. (A couple weeks ago, a guy comes up to me, shows me his phone with the number
displayed, says he's with the guys from Virginia.. I said, sure I've heard of you guys.. I
thought he was talking the Catholic Church or the Templar Knights or something exotic... I
realized afterward he meant CIA, and I didn't take down the area code. It would be fun to
talk to him :})
I get on the plane to go down there, and this woman sits next to me... I figured out
later she had a digital audio recorder later... and this other woman sits next to me, and
proceeds to tell me she's an HR recruiter with oneof the corporations that seems to be
involved with my Psyops. I got the impression she was trying to offer me a lucrative job.
I old her I could have worked for them when they were a start-up company, but chose not to
for reasons of ethics. That kind of updet her.
The next thig I know, we're conversation about how her husband, next to her, was a CIA
agent,and that her aunt aunt was too... and that she bet I couldn't tell her aunt was an
agent if she were standing in front of me. Of course, I bet her I could. :} That really
set her off. Her husband kept telling her to "keep it down".
Coming home, this guy comes up to me on the plane, telling me he'd switched seats
putting him next to me... it's a long story, but he talked using key phrases related to my
work and syops that only someone who knew everything about me would know. He told me he
was a consultant to Raytheon as a contractor to the NSA and CIA... he kept telling me
that, I suppose thinking I'd respond by freaking out or something. I thought it was
interesting. So, we just proceeded with the conversation. I couldn't wait to see what he'd
bring up next.
He was a really nice guy. I liked him a lot, and hope I meet him again. Really. he told
me, though, that he'd been on dialysis for 8 years, and that he expected that he would get
a new kidney in June, which is, strangely enough, when I was supposed to be
"killed" according to the inside sources that pass me messages about the psyops
people. That's a typical threat that I don't spend much time worrying about. I'll explain
that later.
He also told me he had just returned from Alaska, collecting information about HAARP,
adn that the Colonel he worked for there said they were going to use HAARP to control the
population of the United Sates with mind control... psychotronics. I asked him. He assured
me he told me nothing that wasn't already public domain info.
Further, I don't believe he had a kidney ailment. He used that to tell me the name of
the ailment tha people who are targeted with microwave suffer and die from. A technical
name that I believe is the name of the disease a friend of mine has, as well as, I'll bet,
Billy Preston. This was one way of passing this info to me.
I also believe it was a way to try to get me on tape saying that I had mystical powers
of healing, and, that I was supportive of a militia ovethrow of the government, neither of
which I allowed myself to be maneuvered into doing or saying.
I did, however, give him an exercise about envisioning his own healing, and
"creating" his own healthiness after receiving a transplant :}Afterward, I told
him I didn't know if I should shake his hand or hug him. He told me he'd take the hug, so
I gave him a bug hug, told him I loved him, and then noticed a look in his eye as I pulled
away like - "I can't believe he did that." It was odd.
At the conference, it became clear to me that there wasn't a single moment that I
wasn't surrounded or beffered by someone. I fifnally realized it when I caught on that
even when I went outside andtook a walk, there was this security guard who always showed
up or followed me. A relaly nice guy from Watsonville. recently married.Sounds like he has
a great family.... we talked often :}
And I think I know which one was the aunt of the woman on the plane. And that lead to a
breakdown in communications with George Noory...
Anyway... life's been pretty weird at times... someone thought it was important for me
to be at that conference, and I'm glad I went. I wanted to be sure you all knew that.
Beyond that... here's the other part I think it's important for you to know.
The contacts on the plane ultimately lead me to the info I've learned about my
"bubble life"... at least the appearance that the people who have known who I am
all my life have kept me in a "bubble".. and at the moment, have me pretty well
contained. I can't rely on email, phones, etc, although I do not hesitate to attempt to
use them. As I told someone recently, if the intel guys let you receive this, it must be
because they want us to hook up... and who knows if that's good or bad, as dialectics go.
Because of my containment, it appears that a lot of people know something about who I
am, which causes a great deal of ridicule and disrepectful behavior that I don't
understand but have learned to ignore or be amused by... the odd part is that I don't know
why anyone would know who I am. I know I've been out on the web a while, but it doesn't
explain what appears to be general recogniton, at least in the Pacific Northwest.
So I'll just continue what I'm doing... and you'll see, as I expand the site, I will be
referring people t alternative news and independent artists more and more.
Also... I'm very serious about my write in presidential campaign... I know it sounds
unusual, but it has been done before... and I just have this feeling that if people hear
what I say, they will understand that I am sincere, and they will assist in making it so.
For whatever reason someone thought it was important for me to attend the conference, have
faith in that this alternative plan will work.
I keep getting the same feeling, how could it possibly work? I don't know. Anymore,
that's the beauty of it. :}
Don't ever think I miminze the importance of the issues you work on, and bless you for
your courage, strength and ingenuity.
We'll win.
