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Forgiveness

Barack Memo Number 1
To anyone reading this, trust me, he and the other politicians know  what this means.

James Ingram & Patty Smith - How Do You Keep the Music Playing?

Don Henley - The Heart of the Matter

 
Dear Barack;

God IS looking out for you!

RE: Bible Codes:  http://www.worldmysteryrc.org/bible.htm

My Favorite: Xentao

6/24/2008 - PS. My real thinking on the emblem with the Yes We Can/E Pluribus Unum and the sun rising and all is actually pretty cool. In fact, I'm hoping I'll find a really nice jpg of it on your website to download and print and hang on the wall for inspiration. On the other hand, not sure I'd use it in a political campaign. It's kind of like the poster on the wall that my wife gave me... it's a greeen background, at the top it says Smurf in white, then it shows a picture of a blue guy (a smurf) with a really messy desk, and at the bottom it says, Genius Smurfing.   I'm going to   take pictures of various things soon, and I'll include that one for you. I'm thinkin' maybe we should get a place on myspace or something and exchange pictures :}   And what's with the guys at the New York Times?

6/19/2006 Dear Barack: God is still watching your back. Accidentally turned to
Proverbs 29:24... yeah, it was one of those synchronistic things. I was looking up a quote for Jimmy Carter and voilla. How's Jeremiah?

Updated 6/16/2008 - Check out the math on that one. Anyway, God is watching out for you, but not quite the way you hoped, or even I expected. Since we're all trading material, I thought I liked this one the best... a little smaller than yours but I guess it says a lot. PS. Love those Santa Cruzers, and the Humboldt County Homegrowns... love them to. Hi to HSU! They're sort of a mix of Green Party and Libertarians there. Check this out about Isaac Rehn. Told ya he'd be laughing... and you think you're surprised....

"This regionalization is in keeping with the Tri-Lateral Plan which calls for a gradual convergence of East and West, ultimately leading toward the goal of one world government.   National sovereignty is no longer a viable concept." - Zbigniew Brzezinski, National Security Advisor to President Jimmy Carter...

Now, back to our previous programming.

A couple of days ago - maybe a couple of my "sessions ago" - I chose these songs to try to get into the "place" - the "zone" to receive the wisdom of God because of all the issues that I realized needed to be addressed, forgiveness is the hardest part... frankly, I just had to set it aside because I knew I simply wasn't up to the task - to the redemption of atonement and reconciliation - that was required of me to fulfill the tasks of my "purpose driven life".

I thought about writing this page filled with all my thoughts and emotions, to demonstrate and share with everyone how painful it is to confront the truths about ourselves. And how painful it is to see it for ourselves and then to take the necessary actions to take responsibility for it all by correcting the course and moving on, leaving it in God's hands to cause what is right without condemnation and the damnation of anyone's soul to the hell of a guilty conscience.

I woke up this morning, you were on my mind, and I was going to make this a private letter to your media people just like I did before when I tried every back door channel to warn you and the entire political machine that I wasn't going to be manipulated into taking down the Democratic Party. Early on, I didn't know who the good guys or bad guys were.

And I got tricked and deceived and deceived and deceived.. and even this morning, I can tell you that the psyops guys keep zapping me harder and harder, trying to confuse me even more when I ask them "Do you believe in God?". Do you call yourselves Christians". And their response is always the same "We're just doing our jobs".

Bob Dylan - You Gotta Serve Somebody Funny. I heard this tune when I was in LA, and thought, he was right, you can't trust anyone over 30. I thought he'd sold out. Now I understand he simply surrendered to what he knew was right. Maybe I'm wrong and this wasn't about me at all. But, in the end, it's about all of us.   Unless we actually begin to make real choices.

The funny but bitter part of it all is that all I wanted to do was help, help and help and help, and everything was taken from me and used to further the work of the Devil. Interpret that as you will.

Yesterday, to waste my time, the PsyOps guys got me to spend a great deal of  time messing with iTunes... like so many other times they thought they'd get me to act in a way that would seem to make it look like I was just one more, pathetic but committed so called delusional like Charles Manson...  God's going to make him out to be the hero he is. To God's plan.

Ya gotta understand, this is one of those times where the PsyOps guys prove that the books my mother gave me to guide me in this endeavor ring true everytime. I'm performing no trickery when I "turn the tricks used against me" back on the people who have committed the crimes against me. The books prove it everytime, and I trust it. And that's why this song IS my life, as I prepare to join hands with Cat Stevens to do the important work that needs to be done. And I keep thinking about this song, which to me me appears to be for me - of course, since we are all sons of man, it might have been his own life, and that would not have been a coincidence either. And if you don't know what I'm saying, there are plenty of people who could either tell you, or who will continue to lie to you.

See, from where I sit, Barack, you've been set up. If you read the Bible, you're supposed to be installed and made to look like the modern day messiah who ends up having the final war to end the world in your 7th year. That would mean, they want to make you out to be the Anti-Christ so I can save the day. Only, Mr. Wiggle here broke through the defensive lines as always, and changed the timeline. In fact, every time it's looked to me that I was being set up to to be the star of the show in some kind of supernatural introduction and showbiz production in order to impress everyone as I exercised my magnanimous judgement to forgive everyone for all the s*** they've done to me and the world in that amazing display of the nature of the holographic effect of existence...

I think about the code and the double-entendre of the Bible - now I'm sitting wondering what to say because the PsyOps guys are zapping my brain, so deal with how that's going to be explained, criminals -

I think about how the seas and rivers spoken of in the Bible could and were also about the oceans of people... how the fiery lake is not a place but a circumstance of exposing the criminals in a brutal way to the public at large, and forcing them to deal with the consequences of their acts without defense, because that would haappen only if the criminals refused to atone to themselves, to God, and to take necessary steps to then refuse to cooperate and participate with evil. And the shame of it is, they would rather have a nation and a world be destroyed in order to avoid having to admit they needed to stop doing the wrong things and begin doing what's right. It could have been that easy. I begged and pleaded. I am as I write this.

And now, Barack, I now know in this moment that it would have been the wrong thing to do - to participate in the hopes I could somehow make the difference alone - because even then I would have been making a deal with the Devil. Thank God God had me put up the "Refuse the News" website. It has been my guiding instruction while dealing with the fraudulent offers of bribes and incredibly tempting illusions that would have prevented me from completing God's work.

Now I even more fully understand that it truly is God's work, that it truly is a sacred trust, and that it truly takes audacity to trust God so much that you'd put your life on the line for the sake of others - just like the soldiers we send to war to die for a lie... every single time...

They say do it for God, Onward Christian Soldiers. I went to St. Paul's in London. I've never been out of the country before or since. It was a beautiful place to see. And I was impressed as I wondered if God would actually want people to spend His money on such glamour and grandeur... and then I got to the back of the cathedral and found that what it was actually was a war shrine... look at  the sacrifices and glory made on behalf of God. Only, God said, thou shalt not kill. And it always comes down to the same things:

Would a God who gives such comandments give the order to kill others in the battle for their hearts and minds?

Did Jesus cause people to see visually when he healed them, or was he simply able to communicate the truth and cause people to see the truth which enlightened them, freed their minds and souls despite the cruelty and oppression we have all suffered throughout. The truth always sets you free even if the oppression remains. He made the blind see. He caused those who were not allowed to see the truth, see the truth in the light of day.

I remember reading once where Jerry Falwell even said that the plan of God doesn't work. The great leader of Christianity, and even he gave up the plan. Which was predicted in the Bible without need for interpretation, as a possible outcome described by the prophets should things continue on the path they were on...

I love Jesse Jackson, and even he is a member of the Council on Foreign Relations, so even he is suspect in my mind.

I have an incredible admiration and respect for Judy Woodruff... a member of the Carnegie-Mellon Institute for Peace... which decided long ago that the easiest and most expedient way to alter a culture is through the use of terrorism, fear, lying, forcing change through war in order to disrupt everything... the ultimate global PsyOp to install totalitarianism and establish another 1000 year reign of sin. Just like Hitler was doing.

A while back after keeping tabs on the John Birch Society - who I believe my father belonged to, along with the Masons - I read their materials which seemed contradictory on the Iraq war.. so I wrote to them, told them I was a liberal but that I agreed with most of what they said. And they replied, which shocked the hell out of me because almost noone is allowed to respond to my emails if it would mean I would get any amount of joy or pleasure out of it... unless to serve the purposes of their "set-up" of me in order to control me..... like they're controlling you whether you know it or not, which is why this really ends up being me trying to give you a way out..  so you can be who I know you really are...

Anyway... the JBS people responded by saying, wait til you see the next issue of The Pen. And boom, the world changed, and they took what I thought was my position on the war in Iraq and so many other things... and I just thought, like Forrest Gump... one less thing to worry about. They'll handle that.

Note: I just went to look at my email to find the links to the John Birch Society, and The Pen, and boy was I surprised to find that this supposed ultra-conservative right wing lunatic fringe organization was talking about everything I've been talking about... and it's great because I knew I wasn't the only one. That's what privilege and honor is really about.

The second thing to note is that on the JBS website, they are presenting info for you to examine, well documented and an excellent site... and like my www.democraticfundamentalism site, it leaves it up to you to decide for yourself... if we had the world the way we wanted it to be, would these proposals be good or bad toward that end? I won't say more than that because I don't want to affect your perceptions of the information they provide.

This is a good example of how a good organization has remained under cover of the image they have been painted with until they recognize it's time to act because of the urgency of now. And they have an excellent new publication online called The New American  - That Freedom Shall Not Perish.

And I was even afraid to put a listing to them on this website for fear of being labeled as weird and misunderstood just like the media and politicians made THEM out to be... given what's been on my sites for the last 6 years, I guess that's a moot point.

Here's a couple of songs put out by the Chad Mitchell Trio back in the late 50's or early 60's that my brother drilled into my head... I have to believ eit was to remind me, when I recognized that all the Orwellian double-speak served as a place marker that some day I would realize they were the good guys because they actually believed in and understood all the same things I do... and maybe we disagree or have a different way of seeing things, but that kind of conversation is what reconciliation is about.

The Chad Mitchell Trio - The John Birch Society  Only the problem actually isn't communism, and we'll talk about that some more I'm sure. 

And here's what they were worried about, and why they're doing what we all are trying to do in our own ways.

I remember my father always saying he hated how the McCarthy hearings were handled... not that something didn't need to be done, not that something wasn't appropriate... but the methods used were fear, terrorism,  punishing innocent people just for having a point of view and exercising their rights to free speech... kind of like black people. People trying to find the middle ground and to do the right thing, whether they knew that was God's plan or not. We're all born with it. It doesn't really need to be explained.

What does need to be explained is the Tri-lateral plan. I wrote to him and really just wanted to challenge him to stand up and tell the world what it was intended to be, and how the Council on Foreign Relations had a God given responsibility to see the plan of God implemented through that plan. But they compromised and gave power

And, then, I wrote to them again after learning a little about "Operation Sundown", and then a little about "Able Danger" which I knew somehow must have something to do with my circumstances, annd the circumstances of what seems to be millions and zillions of targeted individuals who have somehow manged to survive and resist the tyranny that will be ended abruptly... boy, are they ever heroes.

So I want to recommend to you that you subscribe to the publication called The Pen as published by the John Birch Society, and then watch the truth you start getting in your email box as they spill their guts to the world. That's God's instruction, not mine.

I could say so many things you can't even imagine the things going on in my mind... and even the exhaustion I feel right now - regardless of what's causing it - must be God's will because no matter what I write, no matter how much I feel like bringing this letter to a close, I keep coming back to one subject and one message that tells me it must be God's will that I make this statement.

I all this time,with all that's gone on, with all the mockery of God, the subversion of truth and the oppression by those who were supposed to care for and inform me - I think back on how Mitch Albom was on MSNBC... you know the book Weekends With Maury... and he kept promoting the John Travolta movie "Swordfish" which was a life-like portrayal of the Weapons of Mass Distraction as actually, typically employed in the world to make the good guys look like bad guys, and the bad guys look like good guys... I quit watching his show because I got so tired of hearing about this movie by an actor who I actually think is talented, and I like all of his movies... I even put off seeing it....

The point is, in all this time, Jeremiah Wright is the only person I've seen who's told the truth in the sanctity of the church, and allowed himself to be put on public display... offering himself as the "beast of burden" on your behalf... and you turned your back on him, just as everyone has turned their backs on Him. Which is what seems to have happened to every prophet and servant of God. Every one who explained that "this is what's going to happen if you keep doing things against the plan of love and peace and abundance for all".

When he said God Damn America, it was the only thing I disagreed with him on, though I completely understood what he was saying and agreed with him in that context. But, I want to remind him that the Bible instructs us not to hate the government. It's the same idea as hating the sin and forgiving the sinner... and here we are again on the subject of forgiveness.

He said don't hate the government.. it's like I've said for years, we don't need more laws, we need people who will implement their intent. And so, we are faced with likely the most murderous, despotic government in the history of all time, making fun of the prophet Muhammad who, from what I can tell, implemented the truest form of God's Plan ever to have existed on the face of the earth... brought down by the maurauding Christian soldiers who had a choice... and as the annointed nations of God, one by one, they fell at the hands of their own tyranny, their own self-righteousness, and played the violins as the blessing of God crumbled beneth their feet, because they didn't have the courage to even save themselves.

Which is where we're at today.

And where I'm at is, Jeremiah Wright is my spokesman, and I would love to speak to him to answer any questions he has. But there's this thing about my teeth, a symbolic act that could lead to an end of suffering for a great many people, it could free the world in every way.

Funny, I was going to link this to Barack Obama sort of to say, so where do we actually stand? Maybe it's really to Jeremiah Wright, or both or... The Beatles - Two Of Us. Where is home? Isn't that an interesting holgram to ponder?

And still, the a**h***s hold out, knowing I've got them, thinking they're going to make a fool out of me. Read what I wrote to Orrin Hatch last night. And they even edited the material on the page I've linked to, which is why I am personally going to see to it that they are prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law. And, by the way, I've got a whole sermon to talk about justice and equality and conviction of the heart...

Anyway, Jeremiah and Barack. When are you going to be ready to embrace the truth and get on God's team? Always has been your choice, a choice. Will you be the ones who make the right choice? The choice is yours. I know you know I'm here, so it's time to cut the crap and get to work.

And if you wonder why I just turned into a swearing jerk - which I despise - understand that the PsyOps guys, you know CNN, NBC, the Government of the United States and whoever is participating in the hoax I think Nostradamus was referring to, Ted and Robert, they just really pissed me off. And if you have a problem with that, you have a problem with God, because one way or another, I was told I'm just like him.

And then you have to deal with understanding why the Bible says the son of man would come on the scene speaking vulgar language... which I did.. because the idiots entrusted with my care perverted the plan and thwarted me everytime I began to succeed. And that's why I know I'm here, who I am, to pull the plug. The vessel whose only claim was that of a citizen demanding his rights as a Citizen. Who was known, setup to provide a global spectacle to make the a**h***s a bunch of money while they made themselves out to be the good guys... their weapons are lies...

And my weapon is the truth. And that is the message from God for today.

Love you. Hope you all figure out the right thing to do before the world brings you down.

God won.

Neil Young, the Heart of Gold guy I was kept away from for so long. Don't Let It Bring You Down. Can't find it. How 'bout these instead. These are songs my mom wanted me to know for a variety of reasons that allow for a number of interesting stories.

Doris Day - Que Sera Sera

Doris Day - Sentimental Journey

Doris Day - Secret Love

And I used to sing thes songs in your key in the patio in the redwood trees at Los Palo Altos, as I hammed it up on the the bench as if I was on a stage.... still love it.

PS: Say hi to Betty for me. I knew you guys, including Allen, were special to them. Maybe just figured out what little Orange County was. Anyway, I smiled every time I read a PSA on KWAV about your pet programs.

And finally, the PsyOps guys just reminded me to include this song. All along, I've informed folks that if I ever get too arrogant or big for my britches, to kick me in the butt. And then they got me to listen to this song a few dozen times, which I don't understand why it was free, because it came from Alanis Morrissette's playlist on iTunes.

Rufus Wainwright - Poses

This is the kind of stuff I've been crying over
for a number of years. Who's going to help?

Sarah McLachlin - Dear God

 

 

 

 

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