Now comes the fun part I have to tell you before you read the rest of the
book. The part I can't truly fully explain, the part I embrace and in some ways and am
still in denial about in some ways because of the implications of the occurrences in my
I have a joke about all this, it goes, I wish I was I was delusional, it would be a whole
lot easier to explain. Unfortunately, I'm not actually joking.
Fortunate or not, I'm not delusional, and while I'm sure saying that
amuses a number of people who know my story, it actually isn't funny to me at all. In time
you'll understand why. You might say, since 2002, I began to be informed of the reasons
for all the tricks and traps that have happened in my life, and have intensified since.
For me, you could say it started long ago around 1964 or so when I was sitting in the
Scotts Valley Baptist Church on the final day of Vacation Bible School. I was baptized
there by the Reverend Glennon Culwell, who was speaking to us in what I'd call our
"farewell afternoon conversation".
There I was, listening to him intently as I always did, when I started to notice that
things were getting this sort of golden, amber glow around them, and it surrounded him as
well. And then I sort of saw this vision of me, much older, standing on a stage that
looked like it had amplifiers for a rock band, microphones and all. I stood there in what
appeared to be a black coat, not as a performer, but as a speaker, although I'm not
certain of that.
Being a little kid, I thought it was pretty weird, I didn't know what to think. I was
certain that it was God telling me something about my life, the future He had in mind for
me, a purpose, a big purpose. I just knew it.
I remember thinking, maybe I'm supposed to replace Billy Graham. I can't
honestly say I recall the sequences and timing of my thoughts, but over the years, it
seemed to me it meant I was supposed to be a minister or musician or politician, maybe a
I've only had that kind of an experience with one other person, Billy
Preston, as I talk about in the chapter called "I Talked To An Angel".
Even at that age, I'd already decided to go to Stanford University one
day, and I wondered if I would study constitutional law. Let's just say, for a variety of
reasons, I always believed I was going to run for president one day. Actually, I always
believed I would be president one day. And somehow, in some way, I also knew I would be a
One night, I must have been in the 5th or 6th grade, I was laying in bed lamenting about a
girl I was friends with but who didn't seem interested in me, and part of my
"grief" was the knowledge that there was something wrong with my body that,
later, turned out to be not so bad, but I had a birth defect that caused me to deal with
delayed puberty. This girl was older than me, and I knew my lack of physical maturity was
part of the problem (and maybe I was just too young).
So I was laying there, asking God why me, and suddenly in my mind I had this thought out
of nowhere, and was told something like "You're going to be an example of the next
stage of humanity".
I thought that was really weird. I mean, I'd had that vision and all, but
that was weird. What did it mean? My body is the next example of humanity? Couldn't be.
I remember wondering what it meant, and then decided it was too strange and decided to put
it out of my mind and go to sleep. What would you do?
Fogelberg - Leader of the Band
My father was an intelligent man. Most people who spoke of him said he was
an off the charts genius. I was told he was in charge of quality control at the shipyard,
but he also designed and installed the first ground to air radio communications system for
the military on the west coast. I was told that earlier in life, he did things like fly
the mail before there were pilots' licenses, and he held the 10th United States pilot's
license ever issued. He'd been a stock car driver, a movie stunt driver, and a train
conductor too. My sister and I believed that he was very involved, somehow, with the
nuclear program and testing going on in the 50's.
One of the most memorable things about him that I was told about was his
work in electronics, known for designing and building crystal radio sets since about 1920.
He was a ham radio operator for what seems like forever, and had an FCC 1st Class
Broadcast Engineering License from the first year they were issued.
He was a politically active guy. I didn't know a lot of what they were talking about, but
I'd listen and pick up bits and pieces of what he and his friends and my mother would talk
about. One of the big issues of his day, in the late 50's, was about the creation of the
Tri-lateral Commission, an organization that called for the world to be divided into three
geo-political regions for the purpose of forming a one world government under the auspices
of the United Nations, originally located in New York, but to be later moved to Istanbul,
The leaders of our government have been talking about it for 100 years.
The steps to cause this to happen are already in progress, and are part of the reason we
are at war in Afghanistan and Iraq, to secure the oil fields, utilizing NATO as the One
World Government's military arm to enforce global rule. It's one of the reasons our media
and politicians promote the idea of getting you to dislike the United Nations in order to
accept it being moved.
Unfortunately AND fortunately, circumstances have caused they're timeline
to be sped up, just like the Bible describes what the anti-Christ would do in the end
times, when they became aware that Christ has become in the world and actively confronting
It's part of why John Kerry said "The Son is waking up in
America" in his 2004 Democratic National Convention Nomination acceptance
speech, at the same time endorsing the "new class of weapon". It will be
interesting to see how he explains that remark.
The Tri-lateral plan, and the Tri-lateral Commission, funded by the Rockefellers, was the
father organization to the Council on Foreign Relations, funded by the Rockefellers, with
the purpose of causing what became known as the New World Order, as announced by President
George H.W. Bush in a State of the Union address on September 11, 1990.
See wikipedia for more: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_world_order
This will astound you.
Or, if you're brave, try this Google search later:
The Tri-lateral plan toward implementing the New World Order was written in 1958 by future
President Jimmy Carter. Few people know this. I know this because my father bought me an
Encyclopedia Britannica - 26 fine print volumes - and I read about the Tri-lateral
Commission years later. I always believed he wanted me to research it one day, so I did.
It's important for me to note, for other purposes, that my mother laughed about how he
read every volume - not to learn - but to verify its accuracy to his satisfaction.
They said he was one of the founders of AMPEX Electronics, but pulled out of the venture
early on because supposedly they manufactured recording tape, and he couldn't figure out
what future there was in it as a product because the only products that used recording
tape were computers. He'd talk about 666 and IBM when things like this came up. I never
thought too much about it over the years, but it turns out that this is a key piece of
information to many facts about his life and my life.
I said my life since 2002 was like the movie "Paycheck". The clues I was left
with, in many cases, were things that were actually inconsistencies. For example, in the
case of AMPEX, they were into things much more advanced than recording tape, such as
pioneering video tape recording, processes that allowed for technologies used in
television, sound processing, the invention of Dolby, and later, the ownership of the
record company of one of my favorite musicians and consummate producer, Todd
Rundgren, distributed by Warner Brothers Records. They had huge technological influence
over the broadcast industry as a whole, every network, nearly every movie lab and
corporation, and so the idea that they were a company limited to recording tape was about
as big of a inconsistency as there could.
What I've also learned is that when discovering these inconsistencies, it means I need to
follow up and research them to discover the truth about his life and my life. And, that
the details of one inconsistency would lead me down a trail to discover other facts or
inconsistencies related to other information gathered randomly over the years. The details
I had to uncover were quite a tangled web. It seems that everything I learn about him
leads to crimes of the American government.
Between Ampex Electronics, his political activities, which appears to have included at
least monitoring the John Birch Society, although, because he received the American
Opinion Magazine, I think it meant he was a member.
He was a Mason, being an associate of Richard Nixon's and much more, it
was clear to me then and now that he was mingling with some very important people in
politics and the entertainment industry. I'm certain the Bush family would be part of his
circle, going back to the days of Prescott Bush. Because of his "Hollywood
ties" - some very famous people - and AMPEX, I have to believe it also included the
Kennedy Family, 20th Century Fox, General Electric, CBS, ABC.... You could say that
without AMPEX, TV as we know it itself would not be possible. Not to mention audiophile
My brother says that when my father was talking politics, he had a habit of making people
angry, to put it politely. He must have disagreed with these people about the use of some
of the technologies he was involved with, the same things he sort of told me about, what I
call "burning it into my brain", so that one day I'd remember.
For example: one day in the late 50's, he brought home a tiny piece of radium from the
shipyard, placed it in an empty fish tank, put in a little water, fanned it just a
little, and suddenly there was a hurricane or cyclone blowing in the fish tank, and it
rumbled and vibrated so much I thought it would burst so I ran away. I just thought it was
like a science kit experiment, one more thing my dad showed us and I didn't think much of.
It also caused me to decide never to buy a glow in the dark watch. Back
then, what made them glow in the dark was radium, and I'd heard radium was radio-active.
And if it could make a hurricane...
These days, I hear about the problems in San Francisco Bay being polluted with radiation
caused by the use of radium, supposedly because of mooring nuclear vessels there, a
convenient cover story for the fact that they must have been doing weather manipulation
Worse implications are that a good deal of Morton Salt was mined from that
body of water when the worst of it was going on. They called it Iodized Salt back then, a
poor substitute for the iodate required, like after nuclear attacks to prevent the thyroid
from being destroyed by radiation. I wonder how many people have had problems with their
thyroids, let alone leukemia and more since that secret was kept.
The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion say "they will die of
Interestingly enough, after we moved to Santa Cruz a few years later, my
father built a telephone switchboard for me to play with. A red switchboard. Like
"the red phone". He'd take me out by the garden at just about sundown, and
tell me to pretend to call President John F. Kennedy.
I'd say hello and ask how he was doing and then run out of things to say.
So I'd ask him what I should talk to President Kennedy about, and he'd say, talk to
him about the weather. He had me do that a few times, just to burn it into my brain. You
might want to look up Operation Sundown if you're curious, or listen to Gordon Lightfoot's
about being psyopped, for how that relates to a number of things. More messages in the
This is my own story about that. My Talks with John Fitzgerald Kennedy
I have to believe my father was trying to tell me to do something about
weather manipulation, which was being turned into a military weapon, and now actually is.
Washington's New World Order Weapons Have the Ability to Trigger
World renowned scientist Dr. Rosalie Bertell confirms that "US military scientists
... are working on weather systems as a potential weapon. The methods include the
enhancing of storms and the diverting of vapor rivers in the Earth's atmosphere to produce
targeted droughts or floods." (2) Already in the 1970s, former National Security
advisor Zbigniew Brzezinski (advisor to Barack Obama & the Council on
Foreign Relations) had foreseen in his book "Between Two Ages" that:
"Technology will make available, to the leaders of major nations,
techniques for conducting secret warfare, of which only a bare minimum of the security
forces need be appraised... [T]echniques of weather modification could be employed to
produce prolonged periods of drought or storm."
Marc Filterman, a former French military officer, outlines several
types of "unconventional weapons" using radio frequencies. He refers to
"weather war," indicating that the U.S. and the Soviet Union
had already "mastered the know-how needed to unleash sudden climate changes
(hurricanes, drought) in the early 1980s."
I read a few years back, before I started "inadvertently
collecting evidence", that the Clinton Administration experimented with having
aircraft circle around doing figure 8's to see how the vortexes of aircraft could be used
to manipulate the weather, causing tornadoes and floods.
I have documentation that shows that the Bush-Clinton-Katrina Fund website
was online 6 weeks before hurricane Katrina struck.
See: Bush-Clinton Katrina Fund Web Site was online BEFORE the Hurricane
AND Is Galveston Worth Saving? A letter to Mayor Lyda Ann Thomas
Galveston, Texas 10/9/2008
The point of all of that was to tell you that parts of what I have to tell
you are based on things of this nature, things I've experienced throughout my life, people
I've met who are in the news today, people my father had associations with, meaning that
sometimes, I have to tell more than one story or they won't make sense. It's
like playing a movie with sequels all at once or you won't understand any of them.
It's as if people having been telling me things and giving me clues about crimes and
social concerns and more my whole life, as if they thought I knew something, except I
didn't know. Until 2002. A good example of this is given in a letter I wrote to Barry Manilow, in this book, regarding an experience I had with a
woman in New York who was a psychic with the Psychic Friends Network. You will want to
And then you'll begin to understand that I've had a very unusual life. And these days, I
can attribute a great deal of it to a deal I made with God. Like I now say, Careful what
ya ask for :}
When I graduated from high school, I realized I wasn't going to be able to afford to go to
Stanford University as I had planned. Among other things, I thought I was in the college
prep program, and apparently wasn't. I was no honor student, but I was always active in
school politics, enjoyed theater arts, being in speech and debate, as well as being an
announcer and program director of the high school radio station, KAHS, at Arcata High
School in Arcata, California, in Humboldt County.
I'd never forgotten about that vision I had as a young child. I never doubted that God had
a purpose for my life, and even though I didn't know what it was, I had always had my eyes
and ears open, soaking up the info and experiences I could as I could, believing I had
something important to do some day. I even had a little mantra for myself -
I'm not perfect and I will never be, but with every breath and
every step, I will try to be.
- I'll Be Watching You
I'm not trying to tell you I'm perfect at all. But I was a pretty good
kid. Here's the point.
I talked to God about how I couldn't get to college... how I felt capable
and resourceful enough to make it on the merit of my skills. I was a hard worker and had
things I knew I could do and wanted to do. I had a little organization I later called The
Family of Artists and Musicians that I wanted to start, as a dream or vision or something,
to create a major publishing and multi-media company that served the artists, not
corporate profits, as well as a community.
So I asked God to teach me whatever it was I needed to know to do whatever it was He
wanted me to do when the time came. And so the journey began.
When the election results came in in 2000, and the Supreme Court made its ruling, I became
very upset. It wasn't, to me, as much about who won, it was about the process. The more
you know about Election 2000, the more you know that the process didn't work. I was most
concerned with the way the media covered it. It was pure propaganda, and I smelled a rat.
I spent hours and hours online in chat rooms, I put up signs all over Washington D.C.,
especially in front of the offices of MSNBC, the channel I watched. When the Supreme Court
made its decision, I actually cried.
I had been telling people "Don't worry, the Supreme Court will do the right thing
even if they have to count the votes themselves".
Among other things, I had some pride in that court not just because I
believed that all in all, over the years, they had come to some very just decisions
regarding very difficult issues. Some research showed that Justice Rehnquist was a likely
distant relative. So I had faith in the court.
I've always been in love with America. I grew up as a little kid reading biographies of
the founding fathers. Patrick Henry was my favorite. I still remembering eagerly reading
the little green book about him in my bedroom, before lights out.
I'd yell "Give me liberty or give me death" and my dad would
laugh and repeat it while he'd give me a Dutch rub on the head. I didn't like that part,
but it burned it into my brain. Later, I found out, Patrick Henry also included in that
statement "I smell a rat". Another inconsistency I researched later.
There was a website online I found called www.ismellarat.com that came online
after I posted a link to a university's posting of that speech with that "I smell a
rat" line included, that, 2 years later, had been removed.
So after election 2000, I researched and researched.
After the attacks of September 11, 2001, I built a web site to post articles to for the
purpose of presenting a comprehensive news source that included a database of sorts that
tracked, issue by issue, what politicians were saying in public, how the media reported
it, and then checked multiple other news sources and quickly discovered that the bulk of
what we were being told was going on in the country and the world was not the truth. It's
just that simple.
Tom Brokaw announced the installation of the New World Order on October 14, 2001. George
Bush announced the establishment of a shadow government. How would he know that? It's no
coincidence that when he "retired" from NBC, he became an Executive Board Member
of the Council on Foreign Relations.
Colin Powell did the same thing after leaving the Bush Administration,
having served in the Clinton Administration prior to that.
Brian Williams was a speech writer for Jimmy Carter, and because you don't
usually get to host events for the Council on Foreign Relations unless you're a
member of it or a higher order of affiliate, I assume he's a member, something that could
be confirmed by contacting the Council on Foreign Relations for a list of their current
members. If he's not a member, I'm sure he's got a confidentiality agreement
somewhere. Dana Milbank could probably tell you how that works. He's a member.
I guess it was "Mission accomplished", they had done their
"work in the field" for the Council, and it was time for a promotion. Brokaw's
been privy to the meetings of the Bilderberg conferences for decades, where the ultra-rich
people of the world basically decide what to do with it all.
At the 2004 Democratic National Convention, Bill Clinton, member of the Council on Foreign
Relations, loaned money by them to complete and win his 1992 Presidential berth,
proclaimed "I've been a foot-soldier for 25 years". A foot-soldier for what?
President George H.W. Bush was not only a member of the Council on Foreign Relations, he
had been a previous Executive Director, as had been Jimmy Carter, the first, despite the
current news being reported that Zbigniew Brzezinski was the founding director of
the Council, propagandized apparently to shift focus from the leader of their ideological
movement, Jimmy Carter, in collaboration with the Rockefellers and others.
Carter said that he believed the best governance was basically modeled in
the Chinese system, a fact the rock band Guns 'N Roses calls Chinese Democracy.
In December of 2001, my web site began featuring a weblog that I updated throughout the
day as news happened, watching Wolf Blitzer while working. At that point, I was a man on a
mission. I had committed myself to a project full-time: informing America, one citizen
doing what one citizen could.
You see, one of the things my father talked about regarding the
Tri-lateral Commission was the concept that one day, a terrorist attack or some emergency
would occur, and the government would declare martial law, our rights would be taken away
and a tyrannical government would take over, and proceed to use the military and resources
of the United States as the first step toward global domination.
By December 2001, I realized that the conditions he was talking about were happening
before my eyes.
So I started writing essays about my father's work and knowledge, what I saw going on in
the world, and what I saw it leading to if it didn't stop.
In May 2002, George W. Bush went to Florida to campaign on behalf of his brother Jeb.
Given the election of 2000, and the upset in this country, I was quite annoyed at his
going there, and in a speech pandering to the Cuban Community, challenged Fidel Castro to
listen to the voice of the people in elections and count their votes.
I believed it was a brazen, insensitive act that could not possibly come
from a man seeking to cause unity in his own nation.
Because of some complaints I had about the way things were being glossed over in the news,
because of the coverage I saw of election 2000 as well as all the research I had done over
hundreds of hours and documents, I decided that the enabler of the corruption and the
false information being spread was the broadcast media, so I decided to boycott the media.
To be intellectually honest, I set up my site explaining why I was
boycotting MSNBC as well as specifically calling on Tom Brokaw, who I trusted for the news
since I was a child, to tell the American people the truth. I suggested that other people
boycott the stations they watched.
I set up a system so that with the click of one button, you could notify
all of their sponsors of the boycott.
I told MSNBC about it in as playful and respectful way I could, doing a Media Matters-like
report about Chris Matthews and others, long before blogs and Media Matters existed. I
don't know if this makes sense, but I liked Chris and just wanted my favorite channel to
do a more professional job.
Kind of like a parent or colleague or boss correcting a peer or an
underling. I'd never heard of Chris before, but I liked him. I call him St. Epiphaneus for
reasons that may never be apparent. Turns out he was a speech writer for Carter too. (I
think his show's a lot better than those speeches). He mentioned something about the
Talmud and druids one day that launched me on a study of ancient religion and
religious history that caused me to understand a huge amount of the history of why the
world is like it is today. I mentioned something in my reports about having an epiphany.
Suddenly, all these people on TV were talking about having epiphanies. I thought that was
weird. Must be one of those coincidences Dobbs was talking about.
Another of the Aesopian coincidences, I wonder sometimes, might be found
in his naming of the Hardball segment called "Sideshow", with a correlated
message to this song:
Magic - Sideshow
Of course, this could be easily explained away thousand ways, and may
actually be a coincidence. After a hundred or so of these kinds of things happening, you
begin to realize there's a pattern.
On the 4th of July, 2002, we held a national conference call to discuss
our boycott plans with people encountered on the internet, as well as friends working in
the Washington D.C. non-profit lobbying groups.
Our special guest was Doris Haddock, better known as Granny D, who walked
across the United States at the age of 92 to protest a variety of social conditions she
had witnessed over her years of life.
By then, MSNBC had made almost all the changes I was demanding, which surprised me a great
deal, but, to honor their changes, I backed off on them a little, and had started
contacting Lou Dobbs at CNN. I sent him the number for the call, thinking he might enjoy
listening in. I had no intention of boycotting CNN or anything. I'd never really watched
I'd never heard of Lou Dobbs. I didn't know he was still an employee of NBC, or that he
was business partners with Jack Welch, then the former CEO of General Electric. He's got
degrees in economics from Harvard, and there I was asking him if he had heard of Mises
economic theory, as opposed to Keynesian or Friedman/von Hayak. He was the former head of
the CNN Financial Network. :}
While most of my professional career was in computer software, I also had a background in
human potential development, and a good deal of time in broadcasting as an announcer,
copywriter and commercial producer, as well as writing for an international magazine as a
researcher and entertainment writer. My specialty in computers was systems analysis,
databases, and customized client accounting software for CPA's, small businesses as well
as phased work in process systems for construction.
If there's one thing I know about broadcasting, when someone like me comes along, you
don't change the entire format of a TV station unless someone like me can prove they have
the clout and backing to do such a boycott and have an effect. I kept commenting to Dobbs
that it was strange how they kept doing whatever I told them to do, as if I was their boss
Meanwhile, I'd struck up another relationship with Paul Begala and James Carville and the
people on the Crossfire program on CNN. What I mean by relationship is this: I'd write
them an email, and then they'd discuss the topics I brought up. Or, I'd ask a question,
and they'd answer it within the framework of the show. I was surprised, except that at
that time, I was an ardent supporter of the Democratic Party (though I am no longer). I
even wrote on my website that they were very responsive, and that if you wrote to them a
couple hours ahead of the show, they'd likely answer questions on the air.
Not directly. But using what's called the Aesopian method. I have an archived version of the
original democraticfundamentalism website online right now.: The current version of www.democraticfundamentalism.org is now mostly
dedicated to telling about the medical, civilian and military/law enforcement uses of
The 1976 U.S. Senate's Church Committee, co-chaired by Ted Kennedy, describes Aesopian
Aesopian Language is
communications that convey an innocent meaning to outsiders but hold a concealed meaning
to informed members of a conspiracy or underground movement (like the United States
Government, or the French Resistance in World War II).
They speak more in allegorical
stories about things that can be applied, in paradigm, to the situation of the person
listening who hears a "keyword" or "codeword" that lets you know that
what they're saying applies to you or whatever you're doing.
It would be like your mother
telling your sister about what happens to little boys when they steal cookies out of the
cookie jar in a way that the little boy hears it, and never steals cookies again. [added
I do this with members of the government, media, and "political
acquaintances", overt and covert, all "friendly" to the United States
Government and it's citizens.
The people on Crossfire and Lou Dobbs kept speaking to me in Aesopian languaging. It was
difficult to figure out, and most the time I thought they were making fun of me. I mostly
thought it was media guys just trying to "get rid of a nuisance".
Meanwhile, I had also become aware that I was under surveillance. I started getting 2,000
to 3,000 spam emails per day blocking my ability to receive email on my dial-up
connection, and the people on Crossfire started talking in Aesopian about things in my
personal life: the clothing I wore, personal habits, bank information... it was very
strange. I wrote to Dobbs complaining about it. It just got worse and worse.
When being stalked by government Psyops, they want you to know and feel like you're
continually being watched so you'll get paranoid, as well as tell people funny stories
that make them question your mental health.
I persisted in communicating with the Crossfire people, actually trying to give them ideas
and themes to use for the next election by Democratic Candidates. At a certain point, I
decided they - the Democrats - weren't trying to win the elections at all. And it fit the
pattern of the way Democratic Socialism was introduced in Germany.
Regardless of how many people think it's crazy for a citizen of the United
States to run for president, that's why I formally announced my candidacy for the
Presidency in 2003. Could I win? Who cares. It was a way I could inform my fellow
And you just never know when people will believe the truth.
Furthermore, I knew that if God performed some miracle that caused me to
win, I knew inside I could handle the job. Not even as a servant of God in any way, but as
a citizen. To believe that God told me in His way about my future, and that it fit, meant
more to me than you can imagine, but as a citizen, I became informed of His ways and
understood they were mine. That's part of what I came to understand.
It is the same reason Cynthia McKinney does what she does, and why I have
such great respect for her. The willingness to speak truth. The persistence to carry on
despite the odds and adversaries.
The Democrats didn't use any of my ideas, really, until after I told them I was going to
run for president, and then they gobbled it up. I then informed Phil McNamara and Terry McAuliffe of the DNC in writing, then
head of the Democratic National Committee of my intention to run for president and that
the ideas I had put forward to Carville and Begala were not theirs to use, as I had told
them long before.
You might notice, one of the books in this publication is called "Conversations With
America" which I started writing as my campaign theme. Wesley Clarke used
"Dialogue With America". Hillary Clinton started her 2008 Campaign bid with the
slogan "Let the Conversation Begin".
Howard Dean almost got the Democratic Nomination because of my work. Work for which I was
rewarded by increased surveillance, psychological operations against me, incapacitation
using military weapons consisting of Psychotronics and Directed Energy Weapons, and it was
clear they were either trying to kill me or cause me to be declared insane. It almost
succeeded. I wish I was exaggerating.
From 2004 thru April 2008, I was nearly incapacitated continuously, functional, but just
enough to do what I needed to do, trying my best to physically and mentally survive the
attacks I was enduring. It is torture, absolute torture. This song gives you a tiny taste
of what it's like, which is enough for now.
Rundgren - Healing - 11 - Tiny Demons
This accounts for the great gaps in dates between the beginning and
concluding dates of writing this book. This book is, in fact, a part of a huge body of
evidence I have against the United States Government, CNN and Time-Warner, General
Electric and NBC, and many others involved in psychological operations against me.
It would take another book to fully explain all of the harm that has been done to me in
sufficient detail that you would understand. I will simply say that I didn't want to
believe it was happening then or now, as it continues to this moment.
Sometimes, I think if I hadn't been living it and if I didn't have witnesses, I wouldn't
believe it myself.
I thought originally all this was going on because I was speaking out against the media,
as well as the Bush Administration. Given the events of 911, I even considered it
reasonable that the FBI would check me out, although I never expected any sort of
harassment, let alone life-threatening attacks.
I've been bankrupted, purposely given improper medications and denied
proper dental care that has resulted in my being unable to properly enunciate while
talking, and makes it difficult to eat. The chapter called "Auschwitz in
America" describes all of this in much greater detail.
Please remember, I'm not the only person in America, or in the world, being subjected to
this "Weed and Seed" treatment for speaking out. While Barack Obama claims he's
against torture, I can prove he is aware of this torture against U.S. Citizens, and has
done nothing about it. More truth I didn't want to know either.
Something else happened in 2002 when I started to write to Lou Dobbs. I'd tell him things
I thought were going on in the world, and he'd start reporting on them. Economics, war,
you name it, and we had our share of Aesopian communications as well. I wasn't collecting
evidence back then. I had no reason to think I needed to. I looked at Dobbs as sort of a
guy I gave ideas and thoughts to, and he did what he wanted with them, and often, we
agreed. I understand quite a few reporters have guys like me who give them useful tips.
I told him, for some reason, all sorts of things about myself, things I'd never told
anyone before, wondering afterward why I did that, including the story of my vision and
deal with God. And how everything going on seemed to line up with all of my knowledge and
experience, as if I was made for this moment. And I just had this gut feeling that what
was going on had everything to do with the purpose God had for my life.
One day, Lou quoted a Bible verse on the air, which surprised me, from Matthew 24 about
false profits (a twist on false prophets), during the time when we were going through the
SEC Scandal, and Harvey Pitt "retired".
When I read the whole thing in the Bible, I was stunned. Wars and rumors of war,
earthquakes in diverse places. On my web site, democraticfundamentalism.org, I had stated
it wasn't about religion, it was about the fundamentals of Democracy. I took that off the
site and started doing what I called an apocalypse report. Which I only did a few of, but
the fact was, it appeared to me that the Bible prophecy was coming true.
I remember one day writing that I had noticed these things going on, and said it looked
like the Bush Administration was employing emulations of Biblical events to scare
Christians, all the way down to the fact that the Iraq war is, in many ways, a replication
of the book of Jeremiah. Then I wrote, maybe it's not emulations, what if it was actually
coming true? And it was and is.
Now remember, I have to tell multiple stories for any of them to have a context that makes
sense and make the dots connectable.
There were so many things going on, including the controversy with Judge Roy Moore in
Alabama placing a statue with the 10 Commandments on it in the court house. Bill Maher was
still being politically incorrect.
I posted a list of my favorite movies on my website, and Direct TV played almost all of them. I have a whole chapter about that
situation. I was spooked. This page is something I wrote to Congress on a private url
in order to communicate to them directly after I verified I had their attention after
writing to Senators Barack Obama and Ted Kennedy.
I thought they - Time-Warner - were signaling me they were
"friendlies". I couldn't figure out why they didn't just call me on the phone,
unless it was to not create any formal, documented affiliation or contact with a radical
dissident like me promoting Democracy on the internet. :}
But I was also curious. It had been over 30 years since I'd read any part of the Bible. I
read some of it back in about 1970 when a friend started talking about the end of days or
something like that, and I read a good deal of Revelations. I didn't understand much of
it, but enough to make me think that the end days would happen in 1973, when I would turn
18. In 1973, the world didn't come to an end, but the Symbionese Liberation Army captured
Patty Hearst soon thereafter, and their symbol was a seven headed snake.
I read the Bible a little more. I got really scared. I read about this emperor guy, the
false Christ and false prophet. I was worried about the emperor, I wanted to keep my eye
out for him. I also had a slight concern that with my feeling I would be president one
day, that I needed to be sure I wasn't this emperor guy. I remembered hearing my mother
and father talk about how the anti-Christ was in the world in the late 1950's. As in
Satan, not the more generic description of the body of the anti-Christ.
They'd have these little discussions at times in places that now seem to have been set up
for me to overhear, things that they wanted to "burn into my brain", things that
are relevant to the world and the U.S. today.
When the Judge Roy Moore controversy happened, I had been noticing that Christians, in
general, were generally depicted as fanatics and extreme in their "social
demands", not necessarily in what they were asking for but in what the media showed
as sort of emotional and hysterical appeals and actions.
I'd been emailing Dobbs about how much I was enjoying Psalms, and suddenly my vision
started getting very blurry, and I had to start wearing glasses to read the Bible. I
didn't need glasses when I began, and I always had extremely good vision, though I had
mild reading glasses that I got when I went to an optometrist because I'd never had an eye
checkup or insurance years before. I rarely used them. I found out a few years later that
sudden vision problems like that are typical first symptoms of directed energy attacks
Nonetheless, I continued reading the Bible, and decided to do it in a certain way. First,
although I was never much for going to church since I was a child, I wanted to read it to
see what the "born again Christians" might know and were complaining about when
talking about God and Christianity being minimized in this country, a fact told in that
the number of people who say they believe in God in the U.S. has declined 15% since 1991.
I also remember my pastor, years ago, talking about persecution of Christians in the end
I considered myself a Christian. In fact, as a child, I loved the story of the Good
Samaritan so much, you could say I shaped my life around being that kind of person.
Still, I've always believed in maintaining the very fine lines and nuances of separation
of church and state, all the while enjoying being part of a nation claiming to be
So, I decided to read the Bible in a few ways.
As a user's guide, what I was just talking about, like any other person reading it in a
linear fashion without a concordance but with some familiarity with the generally accepted
"important" Bible stories, as they were told to me and I understood them, which
included a great number of supernatural acts and events in the end times, beasts from the
sea and the likes.
As the operator's guide, something ministers or prophets or teachers would view and use,
particularly as compared to what I perceived to be the "generally accepted"
stories and interpretations of the Bible and parables to be, and the things they would do
and how they would conduct themselves as leaders of "flocks", and
And, finally, as the owner's guide, the programmer's manual. What was God
thinking when He said all these things?
In computer software and technical support, I found it incredibly useful to understand the
way the programmer was thinking to fully appreciate and understand the way the software
was intended to be used in order to maximize its usefulness.
James Carville made a comment one day. He said "How's he going to explain the
Matrix?" The movie was really popular at the time. I didn't fall for the bait. Making
it seem like everything in the movie the Matrix was an allegorical example for what's
going on in the world today", even though it's true. Not long after, such
comparisons were reported as being the result of a mental disorder.
I could spend hours talking about the parallels of some underlying
messages in The Matrix relating to today's technologies and the dialectics in use in
But I'd been reading about the Templar Knights being originally
responsible for preserving "the Matrix of God", and supposedly, Sen. Robert Byrd
and Sen. Ted Kennedy are Templar Knights. The Kennedy family, as a whole, seems to be
known for their affiliations with Opus Dei.
The Matrix of God. It's why I believe that everything in the Bible, even the edits from
centuries ago and all the versions since, as flawed or altered as their translations or
interpretations may be, serve some purpose, even if only to, say, 2000 years later,
discover errors or inconsistencies in certain texts that give clues to amazing discoveries
that could only be comprehended by being in exactly the right place and the right time,
being the right person with the experience, knowledge and intuitive senses to understand
it and interpret it as it was intended.
The Living Word has meant different things to different people that only
made sense in their times, but it's the paradigm of the events recorded and the dialectics
employed that you need to be aware of. The ways the anti-Christ has dominated world
society through deception. It's another way to read the Bible. It's like a long version of
Machiavelli in a way.
Remember, at the same time all this was going on, I was on the internet
every night, giving a 30-45 minute news cast of my own, watching the news every moment of
the day while working and studying the Bible. In that same period of time, I easily read a
more books than I had read in my entire life before. On everything from religion to
ancient history and the way Rome fell, which is nearly exactly the same as what is
happening in America today.
The book "In the Wake of the Plague" by Norman F. Cantor
provides an excellent explanation of this. A book that I coincidentally found on my night
stand one night exactly when I needed to understand what happened. The paradigm it
presented that we're following all over the world.
In my activism I was advocating non-violent, Democratic activism. I thought it would also
be interesting to study the Bible to see what Jesus and the Apostles taught about how to
be good "fishers of men", thinking the same paradigms would fit good activism
practices, and beginning the foundation of what I believed might actually be the time I
really was supposed to "replace" Billy Graham. After all, in my activism, I was
always talking about the Golden Rule, people knowing the difference between right and
wrong, the constitution and values and justice, as well as social responsibilities and
So I started reading the New Testament, taking a great deal of time to research the
Concordance of this old Bible my mother was sort of adamant to give me. It was a Scofield
Reference Bible intended for Lutheran Ministers apparently purchased for Christmas 1957.
Not only did it have her red highliner marking all the teachings of Jesus, but it also had
all the instructions to this "Son of Man" guy it kept talking about. I didn't
know who that was. The truth is, I'd never read the whole Bible before.
But I'd read through, chapter by chapter, amusing myself by signing my name in emails to
Lou Dobbs as Luke and David and Cornelius and others as I went along. I was Neo for a
And the thing is, I'd read through it, and say, yep, I'm doing that. Book after book,
chapter after after chapter. And when I was done, I thought, well, at least I'm doing this
like a good Christian would, and I'm glad to know I've done a reasonably good job at being
I kept reading and reading, understanding more and more, finding things in it that didn't
seem to ring true or did ring true, but I seemed to understand there was something more to
it, like I actually understood what God had in mind and what He was actually saying. Like
there was something more to it.
I had already been writing For the Love of the World, actually doing it to write about how
things in this world influence us, the funny ways we adopt and shape our opinions and
perceptions, and frankly, to "mess with the heads" of the guys on Crossfire, to
teach people to access the memories in their minds in such a way that I could later use
that same training to teach people how to use ESP. Did I mention I had a background in ESP
and hypnosis as well? :} The CIA renamed ESP to Remote Viewing.
I kept wondering, knowing God had something He wanted me to do, what was going to end up
being that job, because I just knew the time had come.
So, here I was, in 2002, and these guys on Crossfire were talking about the Bible all the
time too. Paul Begala talking about not mocking God, and removing the plank from your own
eye first, praying in a closet instead of in public. Meanwhile, I was giving daily sermons
in my weblog on what I had been reading, particularly when I got to Galatians. I was
really enjoying it.
I actually delivered my first sermon to George W. Bush in 2002. I didn't
mean to. It just sort of came out. The theme was, I am David to your Goliath, and the
stone in my sling is the truth. I looked at it afterward and thought, well, there's
nothing here I don't agree with, so I went with it. All kinds of things could prove he got
One day, Robert Novak made a comment about certain types of people being
"losers". He had gotten in on the "Aesopian game", and I told him I
wasn't a loser, I was the victim of multiple crimes. I didn't know how true that actually
was at the time.
Then he gave me a gift, whether he knows it or not. He referred me to a verse in Ezekiel
About how the Son of Man, according to my mother's Bible, would be found,
grumbling and complaining and speaking in vulgar language and. I thought it was funny, I
thought he was making a joke like I was like this Son of Man guy. We had been doing this
Aesopian stuff for quite a while, and I just thought maybe they were becoming fully
annoyed with me.
I still hadn't finished studying the Bible. And, although I believed he was making a joke,
I read those chapters and read more and more about the Son of Man, and at one point
concluded that if we're Christians, we're all technically "Sons of Men" and
would conduct ourselves by the example of Jesus.
I don't mean to digress, but here's another little story that becomes sort of important at
A few years earlier, I had someone ask a person from Germany what my name
meant in German. I'd been told something like I was a descendant of Dutch-German Royalty,
which I thought was interesting but never heard anything more about.
The full name is Charles Von Rehn, Jr. IV which basically meant son of a
man, or son of man. I'd heard something like that before, and I wasn't all that impressed.
It was just a name. I've also since learned that Charles means MAN, the same as Adam.
Other German translations include blue ray, bright star, star of the morning... of course,
lots of people have a name that translates to Son of Man, so I thought it was interesting.
And I had that vision and my deal with God.
I read the Bible some more and began to realize that the story of the mother of the son of
man sounded an awful lot like the story of my mother's life. And though she wasn't
over-protective, I had noticed over the years that she was protective of me, keeping me
out of the limelight as much as possible, moving when I'd hang out with kids who were
doing things that were on the side of mischief or trouble. All the while, having a
difficult life after my father died, as she entered into a relationship with an alcoholic
with a violent temper.
- Turn! Turn! Turn!
I read of the tricks and traps that would be played on the Son of Man
throughout his life... and the short version of that is that I've had a very bizarre life
in some ways, not being to explain why certain things happened that were illogical and
didn't make sense no matter how you looked at them. And me, I coped with them all, always
remembering my deal with God, believing there was a time to every purpose, and that there
must be something God wanted me to learn in every one of these odd situations or I
wouldn't be doing them. You could say it was simply a coping mechanism, and in a way
it was. But I really believed in "a time for every purpose unto heaven", even
when I disliked what was going on.
The more I read about the son of man, his instructions and life and all, the activism and
the messages of my work, the more it seemed like these guys might be trying to tell me I
was the Son of Man. And I had my vision and my deal with God. And I thought, yeah, right.
Because the son of man, as I came to learn, is actually Jesus, before he
"becomes" Jesus, and I thought, sure, God has something important for me to do,
and I accept that, but it's crazy to think that I, Chuck Rehn, am Jesus Christ in the
Second Coming. I mean, imagine someone reading you some Bible verses, and then telling you
it means you're Jesus.
At this point, it's important to explain and reiterate some things. I was aware of the
surveillance and all, some tricks being used to confuse me and shut me up, I wasn't truly
aware of the capabilities of Psychotronics or the methods used in Psyops. So, literally
for years, I tried to disprove that idea to myself, because no one knows how crazy it
sounds for someone to say they think they're Jesus. And besides, my name isn't Jesus.
So I decided, despite all the strange things going on, that I would fully embrace the
inquiry of whether or not I was this "Son of Man", because of my vision and
deal, thinking, if I really am the "son of man", or even if I'm being psyopped
into thinking I am so no one will believe me about what the DNC has done to me and to get
even with me for boycotting MSNBC, I knew that I made a promise to God to do what He told
me when the time came, and I thought, if this is truly who I am, if this is truly what God
wants me to do and I don't do it, the cost to humanity and the damage to the plan and will
of God would be greatly harmed, and I will have failed to keep my lifelong promise to God
by not fulfilling my purpose on His behalf.
And I want to point out to you that anyone who doesn't believe in Psychotronics, voice to
skull communications and the psychological operations we became aware of during the Bush
administration that have actually been going on for what appears to be decades, let me
assure you, I fully document it through mainstream media and military publications to the
extent that there's simply no way, if you do even just a little reading, for you to deny
its existence and its use in military operations, as well as against United States
citizens such as myself. They call it an "electronic fence".
One day I wrote to Lou Dobbs, who I knew was aware of all the strange
things going on, and I'd already begun writing this book online, still considering him
more or less a mentor (I called him Uncle Lou like Keith Olbermann calls Walter Cronkite
"Uncle Walter") and constantly sharing my innermost thoughts that I never shared
with anyone before... for reasons I didn't know were the effects of Psychotronics.
I had been joking to him about how I was giggling about writing something sort of like a
new Bible. But this one, day I wrote to him that all these strange these going on were
disorienting, which is the primary intent of psychological operations against you. For me,
at the time studying, among other things, synchronicity, I told him it was all
The next day on his program, he had a guest on. I don't remember exactly what they were
talking about, probably immigration. And the man said something like "it's as if
we're writing a new Bible or something". And Dobbs said, "I don't think I'd go
quite that far". The man said something about "coincidences".
And they chuckled and so did I because it was a perfect example of how media people, doing
what's called media mirroring of people, talked to me in Aesopian, and made it like they
were aware of everything and mocking me, because there was nothing I could do about this
incredible invasion of privacy, and deprivation of civil and human rights. And they were
laughing at me in ways that, without evidence, I would be placed in a mental institution
for observation if I reported it to the police.
I reported it to the FBI AND the Secret Service twice, to no avail.
When Dobbs was through with the interview with this man after labeling certain events as
"coincidences", Dobbs turned away from him, turned to the camera and with a
glint in his eye, concluded the segment by saying "and we all know, there are no such
things as coincidences".
To me, that was his way of telling me that what was happening and what I was experiencing
was no accident, it was Psyops, except...
There's something else I really want you to know. From the very beginning when I was led
to inquire into my "purpose" in life, I sought to reach out to people for more
knowledge of the Bible and philosophy and religion through books and email. The books
worked, but I know that much of my email from people and to email is blocked by the
government. It appears, for many reasons, that the phones are tampered with, and I have
witnesses to that.
In the fall of 2002, a really good example of both Psyops and me reaching out is that CNN
started running the ads about the United Methodist Church, a promotion that Ted Turner
sponsored for them. The ad said "God is calling..." I thought, God does work in
mysterious ways. It can't hurt to check it out.
See, this whole process of reading the Bible and getting back in touch with Christianity,
if you will, was a very freeing experience for me, and called upon this sense I always had
that one day, part of what God had in mind for me was very much about being a minister in
some way. But, because of the implications of the "Son of Man" being interjected
in the situation, I welcomed the opportunity to sit down with a minister, with the hopes
that I could tell them my story and have them counsel me, through scripture and taking the
time to understand my experiences, that they could tell me if it was true or not, or at
least refer me to some materials that would deepen my understanding of the Bible and the
teachings of Christ.
Even more, even if I was psyopped into believing I was Christ just to diminish my
credibility about political events in the United States, essentially to shut me up, I
wanted to be a minister. But I absolutely refused to be an apostate, a false prophet or a
false-Christ, declaring to myself and others that if anyone could, in an objective and
honest discussion, after knowing of my life and heritage, give me real reason that made
sense to me to believe that I was not the Son of Man, that I'd be most willing to accept
that, although I'd still want to be a minister, and I'd still want to know that the
messages I was delivering on behalf of God were true and accurate.
So, I made an appointment at the local United Methodist Church to talk to the minister,
and attended a service "anonymously" so I'd be familiar with their church's
ways, and even told told Dobbs when the appointment was, and for some reason, told him I
was keeping the appointment before I left for it.
I have no complaints about the minister. He was very nice. I told him I thought maybe I
was the Son of Man. He didn't even blink. I knew I was in an awkward situation, but I
thought, he's a minister, he's the right kind of person to talk to.
I told him about my website and a little about me and CNN and Lou Dobbs. I
didn't know what to say. I was hoping he'd ask a lot of questions. I told him about how,
even before religion came into my political activities, I was calling for global peace and
abundance for all.
He turned the conversation around and asked me questions about my career goals, as if to
focus me on more "typical things" that ministers counsel people on. I
understood. "He said, what do you really want to accomplish with your life?"
I said, "Global Peace and Abundance for all".
He looked at his watch, and suddenly needed to prepare for another
appointment. I understood.
But it brought up for me, after reading the Bible and believing what it
said about people welcoming the Second Coming, and the fellowship of the ministry and
amongst Christians and all, it brought a theme that recurs in this book, sometimes in
anger, sometimes understanding, sometimes understanding the Bible prophecy of why no one
would help the Son of Man, and why people would be blaming God for everything bad that
happens when it's really Satan doing it, and still believing that there were good
Christians out there who must certainly be seeking the truth and are willing to take the
time to know the truth.
The recurring theme, one I'm still left with, is, why have I not found even one minister
willing to have an objective conversation with me to discuss this, whether they agree with
me, confirm me, deny me or whatever they want. But I'm left feeling a little empty that
not even ministers appear to believe in God and the prophecies of the Bible, to be on the
watchtower, to want to investigate whether a person such as me might be, as Leon Russell
once wrote, the Prince of Peace returning. This album was used to teach me how to record a
song using overdubs and multi-tracking.
Russell - Leon Russell - 07 - Prince Of Peace
And certainly I can understand how they might encounter people who have
mental issues making such claims, and how it might be a waste of their time to spend
researching such insanity.
But if they were really willing servants of God, and hadn't given up their
faith in exchange for false hope in their own minds, I'd have to believe that someone
would want to take the time to check it out, just in case. As far as I know, there is no
one willing to do this. And why I understand why the Bible says so many people will lose
faith, and why there would be so few who would endure and remain faithful and vigilant, as
I was these 45 years since that vision. To be willing.
I understand why the Bible says the evil doers would know everything I do before I do even
do it, because of Psychotronics and Psyops. I went away for 4 years, in a way, because I
needed to research and gather evidence, not to mention merely surviving the physical
attacks of these military weapons for which I could find no relief. And now I'm back.
That last explanation was to let you know that, despite what you may believe about me
because of what I have just told you, I can understand your skepticism. I don't mind that.
I was very skeptical myself. All I can say is that I've documented everything I can, and
I've tried to have discussions and interactions with people I believed had the ability to
affirm or deny me. I don't know how much more rationally I could have approached seeking
external information and counseling from Christians.
And even though I'm certain that the people who have worked very hard to suppress me all
these years will likely tell you that I'm crazy or that the Psyops brainwashed me into a
delusional state, I can tell you for a fact that I am the Son of Man, becoming, nearly
fully become, and I am Christ, and this is the Second Coming, and that when you have read
this book, everything I have asserted and inferred in this introduction will have been
explained, including all of the assertions I make regarding the politicians and
governments, those who claim to be Christians, but are not.
But, more important to me, truly, is not that you be all that concerned with the idea of
my supposed divinity, but to be concerned more with the issues of the world for which God
called me into action. Those issues were never about me personally. They were about you.
Those issues were about America, and I, as a citizen who said the pledge of allegiance
with conviction, who believes in the Golden Rule and Justice, who understands and loves
the premises and foundation of this nation, which is based on the design of God for the
Kingdom of God from which He intended us to fulfill His plan as ambassadors to the world,
as the anointed nation, and if we had, my becoming aware of my spiritual identity might
never had been known in my lifetime, because it would have meant that God shortened the
days of tribulation, or that the anointed nation would fulfill and sustain the world on
course toward His intent, and that the "Second Coming" as we perceive it, the
need for an intercessor, would not have been necessary at this time.
But God said, through prophecy, He could just tell it was going to be necessary in 2000
years. And here I am. There I was, standing up, just like lots of other people. But there
So, this book is about many things I didn't want to know about the world, things you won't
want to know about the world, things that, if we don't embrace them, will mean that one of
the greatest truths George W. Bush ever told will become a reality before our eyes.
He said, This is the battle of good and evil that will determine the control of this world
for the next 1000 years.
That's the most important truth we must all realize as we live in this age of apostasy,
this time of deception upon deception, this time when the false Christ and false-Prophet
have shown their faces to us in the guises of heroes and patriots, and I doubt few people
would even know it if I told them. But I will in this book.
In some ways, this book reflects what I've come to understand is very much like Jungian
psychology, modern history and political crimes, Psyops methods, generally accepted
Christian principles, causes and values, the world as a global community, concepts of
being related to causing one's outward self to be an accurate reflection of the person
they are inside their hearts and conscience, and some things I'm sure will surprise you
that I'm sure you will understand are fair and just when all things are considered. And
documentation for my claims.
I want you to know that my love for America, and the people I've seen here and in other
nations, suffering, dying, whose lives are made to seem of no value by expedient political
decisions, that love and empathy I have for them will never end no matter what harm the
United States causes me to silence me.
I am still very much committed to Democracy, and the all important
necessity to have governance without corruption in an absolute way, unswerving and
Even if people I like have to go to jail when what I tell you is made
known to all.
When you read "A Conversation with America" I believe you'll
understand how sincere I am when I joined Patrick Henry long ago, and just the other day,
when I said "Give Me Liberty or Give Me Death".
Because I meant it in every way he meant when he said it long ago,
including the phrase I smell a rat.
But this book also chronicles my thoughts and processes I've experienced in my becoming,
in becoming aware of my spiritual identity, of the responsibilities of being Christ,
crying out for assistance, just like Psalms, only a modern day version with a dash of
Lamentations, displaying an odd sense of humor at times because...
Because, when you start asking God to tell you what your purpose in life is, and He tells
you. And when you ask God, what does it mean to be this "son of man" guy, and
then He tells you... and when you get over laughing at yourself, knowing how absurd it may
seem, wondering how you're going to explain this on top of all the truth about the world
AND God that I have to tell you about... I actually have to tell you because it's part of
And when God provides you with an explanation of the owner's manual and tells you to use
it wisely and to apply good judgment to the world.. His world.. to judge the needs of the
people, and provide them. To judge the strength of the foundations of the world that have
shaped and created our reality as individuals and cultures, and restore, rebuild and
strengthen them.. and when He shows you how to be his full partner in the deliverance of
the promises He made to us all long ago...
Mitchell - Shine - 09 - Shine
I want to share the experiences with you about how I took myself through
the process of looking into my own inner truth of what I believed in my heart and based on
the foundation briefly laid into my being as a child in church, and compare that to the
world we live in and the things I have come to accept as common that actually are
absolutely opposed to my values, and the values I believe we all share and which are
exemplified in the life and teachings of Christ Jesus, whether you know it or not.
Because I believe if there is any example I can provide is how we must all wake up to the
truth of our world, and the truth of the deception upon deception upon deception reality
we are subjected to, and realize that what we have become is slaves to the will of those
who have hijacked religion after religion after religion to achieve their political goals,
gain and retain power and wealth and glory while betraying us.
We all know it happens. We choose to live in denial because even hope has
been turned into a product. It's time for reality, in material and spiritual realms.
Like I say, much of what I must tell you are things I took years to believe myself. And I
would not tell you if I was not certain of the possibilities as well as dangers of
speaking out about such things. I am willing, as I was when I started in 2000, to put
myself on the line to deliver the truth, and face the possible consequences from a
government who had contained me in a "bubble life" since I was a child. Another
truth I had to face.
Lou says there are no such things as coincidences.
Who knows, but I can't help but wonder if, when President Eisenhower
signed the legislation that inserted the phrase "under God" in the pledge of
Allegiance, was it just a a coincidence that it happened just about the time I was
conceived or not? It would be fun to know.
Because I have no doubt that the government has known of my life since I
was born, because of my father, as well as the evidence against highly placed government
officials who have unwittingly exposed their culpability on national TV, which is evidence
of their knowledge and participation in crimes.
Not just against me, but millions and millions of others. So, if you ever think while
reading this book that I ever intended it to be about me, never forget that what I stand
for in "A Conversation With America" has never changed, nor will it, nor will my
love for America. It simply is part of me in every way.
What it's about, now, as well, is God's promises, the intended purpose of America,
and the reasons for "the Second Coming".. and delivering the Kingdom of God in
every way, which is possible in every way, because God's given us everything we need. It's
a whole, new world and all you have to do is want it.
All you have to do is believe in its possibility and act as if it's real. Because it is.
Sometimes, I think about all the incredible things and the incredible privilege it would
be to be allowed to carry out what God has in mind, and to see the good it would cause,
just as He promised.
And for people to understand that His plan for this time and my purpose does not include
provoking wars over theology or resources and global domination. Just the opposite.
Nor does whether you profess to be a Christian, as we know it, have anything to do with
the actual judgment to be applied to what God wants you to know and inquire about in order
to understand that He understands the temptations we've been subjected to, and what the
results would be, and how to cause us all to realize how much we actually do have in
common so we can enjoy the community and love He wants us to know at all times.
Just as He knows that those "who will not stop what they are doing because they don't
believe they are doing anything wrong" and their influence must be removed from the
world in order for the justice and equality He promised to succeed and allow us to
flourish as He originally planned.
Global Peace and Abundance For All.
and Crofts - The Longest Road - A05 - One Planet, One People Please
God means what He says. God keeps His word, especially to those who keep
their promises to be faithful, decent people with the intent to always do good, ministers
and other faithful who call themselves servants taking another look at the way they
perceive the world and realizing that things aren't what they seem, and that calls on them
to be ministers of truth, not opinion and the perpetuation of myth caused by the changes
in the Bible since the days of Augustine to more easily allow the churches to be
manipulated into cooperating with governments slowly leading its people down immoral
paths, from empire to empire to empire. There is more to know than what was realized
To anyone who might believe that, "even if I was Christ", that it makes me get
all puffed up with power and pride and ego at the idea that my father, that God - I call
Him Good Old Dad - would grant me so much faith as to trust me to this task, I want to
assure you I laugh at the whole idea about 100 times a day, not because I don't take it
seriously, but come on, who'd have believed it, who me? But I do take it very seriously,
because I know it's true.
And I've already let people know who I believe will be assisting me in the long term to
feel free to - pardon the expression - kick me in the butt if I ever do seem to be losing
my head or making bad choices and decisions. As well as to let me know if I'm wrong.
And always know that when I began standing up in 2000, it wasn't about me, it wasn't about
you, it was about America, knowing that if America was okay, you'd be okay, I'd be okay
and the world would be okay.
Finally, I communicated with someone on the internet who asked me a very good question
that threw me for awhile. She said, if you're the Son of Man, why don't you know the Bible
better? Why didn't you know it all this time?
It was a great question, one I've asked God hundreds of times, wondering why I was put
through all these things, wondering why the Son of Man would be treated in such a way,
wondering, why I didn't become a minister or politician earlier in life if I was to
complete such work that was so vast and important to His Kingdom....
And realized, first of all, if all these things hadn't happened to me, I wouldn't have
learned the things I needed to learn about people and the world, and even more, because of
the Matrix of God and the proof that the world would need, my life would needed to have
clear parallels to the story of the Son of Man described in prophecy.
I could probably talk for hours about all the amazing things I've experienced, been
privileged to have done, and the suffering I've gone through along with other people, what
I've witnessed, and what needs to be done.
I think I want to conclude this in a way you'll likely be used to, at
least by the time you're through reading the book.
If I had to come up with one sentence to describe what it's like to be me, regardless of
what you may believe or think of me and what I'm going to tell you, I'd say I'd have to
cite these things.
The theme song from one of my favorite 80's shows, Greatest American Hero, says
"believe it or not, it's just me"... :} I say later in the book, don't worry, I
wasn't expecting someone like me either"... though I've come to realize why the
education God provided and the person I was and am is the combination required for the
job, a job I view a as pleasure, not a burden. The kind you want to get to the office
early to do.
And like so many other times, I've gotten great inquiries and information from John
Travolta movies like "Sword Fish" which explains how governmental "Wag the
Dog" scenarios divert your attention from what's really happening, as in Weapons of
I became enamored with the idea from a movie I saw where he played a character named John
Long, a man I could identify with, who sort of fell in love with every person he ever met
in his life, and even understood and loved the people he cursed for doing wrong.
At the end of the movie, it shows his grave, saying that when he died he wanted his
epitaph to say that he was a man with a lover's quarrel with the world.
Everyone's always told me that I'm just like my father. I walk like Him, I talk like Him,
I act like him I think like Him.
I guess you could say if we're that much a like, my Father and I, then he sort of thinks
of things the same. Only He promises love will win. And I believe Him. Because I really
believe in God.
And the only real request I have of you in reading this book is to know that I have done
my best to tell you at least the minimum of what you need to prepare you for the future,
to understand the choices you have and the state of the world. I ask that you know this is
the result of years of research. And that I would not purposely deceive you, and I am most
happy to correct any errors I make, for whatever reason they were made, especially if I
was purposely provided false information to implicate anyone.
And if anyone gives thought to becoming violent or lashing out because of what you learn
from this book, I ask you to understand that the truth WILL set you free, and to be
prudent and thoughtful about what you do and participate in, because if you wake up as I
did and discover what I realize is true, you'll want to do something. Do something
productive, not destructive.
And I am relying on ministers to wake up and follow my lead For the Love of the World, His
world, His plan, His Kingdom, Global Peace and Abundance For All. It's time we had a
leader with the courage to end corruption and deliver judgment that represents the needs
and desires of its citizens.
My father made 2 more things clear to me when I was young.
First, no one is above you or below you.
Second, Always do the right thing, even if it's not the right thing for you.
Ask not what God can give to you, but ask what you can do for God. Because this is the
time He asks you to stand up for Him and be counted. As proof of your true intent. As
proof of faithful service. As proof of the knowledge of love, and that He knows what's in
Let it be so.
It should be noted that this book, as well as many other writings since 2002, that they
are actually evidentiary in nature and at times, may include entries that seem odd, and I
suggest that, until I am in a position give further explanation, that you simply take on,
for now, that they are meaningless. And if you, in particular, find or hear of weblog
entries that seem questionable in terms of morality or worse, that it has been retained as
further evidence of the effects of Psychotronics, as other witnesses will corroborate.
Further, I promise you that the will, the word and the plan of God I speak of as He
provides as revelation to me by my faith in Him and the Grace of His direct inspiration,
speaking to me and through me, is true to His plan.
I thank Him for His trust and guidance, as I have faith in you to hear His
messages for us all at this time.
This IS the time of the deliverance of His promises, and His will shall be done.
With that, I want to point out two verses in the Bible, and supply you with a few answers,
such as, if I've been around since 2000, why didn't anybody know?
Many politicians and media people do know, and they are suppressing me,
depriving me of civil and human rights to freedom of speech, freedom of religion, rights
to privacy and through containment, illegal detainment.
In many ways, my life is like the siege at Waco, only more covert and high
tech. I am not exaggerating.
We, as servants, have all been on the watchtower in one way or another, but what have we
been looking for? The ability to identify Satan, or the ability to identify Christ, in a
society trained to see the worst in everyone, and then enjoy the rumors, lies and gossip
fed to us in the media to keep our appetites whetted for enjoying the public humiliation
of others as entertainment.
Remember therefore how thou hast received and heard, and hold fast, and repent. If
therefore thou shalt not watch, I will come on thee as a thief, and thou shalt not know
what hour I will come upon thee.
The Bible doesn't say I will come upon you as a thief, out of nowhere like
a rock star overnight sensation, the Bible says if you're not keeping your eyes open, if
you're not paying attention and seeking the truth instead of believing rumor and sources
who benefit by your deception, you wouldn't know I was here until some major news event or
Since the news media is part of the corporate and political machine being used to suppress
me, who could possibly know that the "history" of my life, particularly the last
6 years, was the fulfillment of prophecy, except the very people responsible for the harm
being done to me. The people you rely on for the news, the "truth" you live your
life by that enable the proverbial "evil-doers".
Finally, and I hope you have a sense of humor about this. I was quite concerned myself
quite some time back that people would call me Jesus and I certainly wouldn't want to
dishonor them for such respect no matter what name people would choose to call me. Despite
my humor, I take none of this lightly. But,
I was seriously concerned at the question, why isn't my name Jesus? And, frankly, the
title "Son of Man" isn't very modern or catchy these days, and even though I
felt some relief to find out that Abraham didn't like being called "daughter of
Pharaohs" either. :} which was His official "name" or "title".
Anyway, so, seriously, why isn't my name Jesus, and why isn't my presentation more
Biblical? Part of the answer is the rest of this book, part of the answer is revealed in
this from Revelations 2:17:
He that hath an ear, let him hear what the spirit saith unto the churches;
To Him that overcometh, will I give to eat of the hidden manna, and will give him a white
stone and in the stone a new name written, which no man knoweth saving he that receive it.
I am the white stone, bearing the revelations of God to us all at this
time, the "hidden manna" of messages in Holy Scripture of special significance
to this time.
And I have a new name, it's Charles Rehn, I like to be called Chuck, the
new name received by me by the will of God, and that will be received by those who accept
and believe that name to be the new name of Christ, and those who accept it and believe
will be saved.
To them I humble myself in and for their faithfulness to God, and their willingness to
their work to determine that what I speak is true, and faithful to the word and will and
ways of God.
Let Him be known and understood as the loving Father that He is. For it is in His name
that I come to serve you.
God bless you all.
Fogelberg - Nexus
- Ten Summoner's Tales - 11 - Epilogue (Nothing 'Bout Me)