The First 100 Days
The 2008 Election Master Plan
Zbigniew Brzezinski is Barak Obama's National Security Advisor,
hired by the Rockefellers and the Council on Foreign Relations to mastermind the downfall
of America and the global installation of the New World Order. He will be the Dick
Cheney/Henry Kissinger equivalent in an Obama Administration.
It's happening before your eyes.
Note: Unless you're doing extensive research on this site, I don't
necessarily recommend this link, which is to the previous journal of this type called Footnotes in History although it does
provide some unusual context for what's below.
Victims of America's New World Order
You really need to read this.
I'm number 226 on the American victims list
Taylor - National Anthem
My latest song
The latest latest song..
Loggins - I Believe In Love
"Pastors and Leaders God is saying that you MUST obey and do the
strange thing He is instructing you to do in this season. Stop doing what
youve always done just because it has always been done that way. It will not be
popular, but do not be concerned with their faces. Do not worry about the finances. Be
obedient. Seek the Kingdom. The Father wants you to be FREE in RIGHTEOUSNESS! Seek His
Kingdom, and the supply shall never run dry!"
- Prophet Joy Allen http://joyofthelordministries.blogspot.com/
Rankin - Haven't We Met
Melvin & the Blue Notes - Wake Up Everybody
ITS MOVED TO HERE.. Creating the Holodeck
1/21/2009 1:44pm - For the record, this will be my last post to this particular weblog,
unless I have some finishing notes later. Regardless, when it officially changes, it will
be at this URL Creating
the Holodeck, Phase 7 .
Lots of changes will be happening on this site, and in the world... I think that's good
news, probably not so good news for those in the media, ministry and politicians who have
worked so diligently to hinder and harm me.
Tell the new Psyops guys, and approach, Leon, that they should talk to the old guys for
orientation to the fact that you guys won't break me, we're wll beyond that point, that
all you're doing with the people and pets in the household is creating evidence and
witnesses, and that everything you do to harm and hinder us will be to your detriment, as
per God's word. Ask 'em. It always works out that way. And the material world
"judgment day" - in the court of public opinion is coming very soon... I am His
vessel, I am the football, we're 1st and goal... and the ball is in the air :}
Eric Holder and Friends.. everytime you guys use economic coercion and legal setups
against me, it will be more evidence against you. I already have tons of stuff that prove
the consipiarcy... you and me and Roger and Julian will all probably have a laugh or two
as time goes on, but be sure that what you do is prudent and doesn't give me a chance to
present my evidence.. even if you try to use tax evasion, I'll nail ya'. It's
interesting from my point of view because all this activity around me goes on, and I just
watch it.. you guys do what you do, God does what He does.. and the angels, of course... I
love talking about angels :} I hope a few of them are who I think they are:} I think I can
prove all the emulations, too... what afun story to read into the record, cause of
course, I'll defend myself, but I won't testify :}
Lennon - Watching the Wheels
One other note... psyops.. one of the things they like to do is get me to say I'm going
to do this or that... like articles I need to write that are actually important... part of
the psychotronis is to get and keep you off track... The Mind Has No Firewall kind of
stuff... I'm going to do a non-Biblical version of the psyhotronics presentation..
anyway.. one more thing.. things I've been kept from writing.. the interview/visit with
Billy Preston, a tribute to Dr. Martin Luther King, Dialectic 2000/Election 2000 and
Democratic Socialism... the merrting with Rev. Culwell, part II.. lots of stuff... I'll
get to it. It just takes a little longer. Which is why you'll end up seeing a lot of
chapter titles with "coming soon" on them... sort of my to do list, and some of
them won't get done because I'll have covered the issue in another chapter... or because
the priorities change.
I'm also becoming more and more aware of why the Bible is non-linear and difficult to
Organize. I don't know what I'm going to do as the "Love" continues.. I
don't want to create another book that forces people to do a lot of research in order to
under the intent and context.
I've been giving good thought to all the interesting way Jesus truly was and is an
example to us all.. in so many ways... it's amazing...
To that pastor.. I know there's more to the story.. I hope you can see why it's not
relevant or prescient... actions speak louder than words, and your actions were a
hindrance to God. No matter what you think you accomplished.
And yeah, when I get messed with by psyops, I mull over the possible implications of
what was done for a while... and communicate it, so perps know I'm not fooled, and that I
evidence because of their arrogance and stupidity. I always try to warn people when
they're falling into a trap. Maybe someday I'll know what your real trap was in this
matter. The unfortunate truth for you, though, is that you'll still be at the end of
the line. The first will be last.
Finally.. the pysops guys are always trying tomake me doubt who I am, and what it
means. I see the world changing, the cosmos being altered... I have to admit, if there
wasn't so much evidence not related to psyops to prove to me, without a doubt, who I am,
I'd have to admit the possibility that my belief in who I am is the result of psyops...
but even when I examine and discard anythign that might have happened since 2000, I know
the history of my Life and my relationship to God, and there is no doubt in my mind who I
am. Anyone who thinks they can change me or my mind about that better have more than
Psychotronics, or some set of pre-set notions of uninformed scriptures and opinions.. like
I've always said, if I was a false Christ, and someone convinced me there was another, and
based on fact and knowledge, I became convinced, I'd say, how can I be of service? But I
know about me and the truth about me.
In time, I know that the world will know that the U.S. Government has known, and has
harmed me to suppress me most of my life. I wil not defend this government. Not is it any
longer - the government of the U.S. - the anointed nation by God. Let's be very clear
about that. My physical presence means nothing, and to the world, means nothing. Where I
am, so is the church. In my temple and in His. And it is His sanction, not your greed and
hunger for power, that determines the ultimate world, and the use of His power.
Let it be known that the United States Government, under the facade of leadership by
Barack Obama, IS the leadeship of the anti-Christ, the Biblical "infidels to
God" who speak of great things while accomplishing great sins, believing they are
above the laws of this nation and humanity and of God, whose time has come to be exposed
for the despots they have become, and to whom no claim of God's blessings are true, all
the while, God blesses the lives of the citizens of this nation and all nations of beings
and souls, who have no guilt for the deceptions and crimes that have been committed
Let the dead bury the dead.
In Christ Jesus's name, Amen and so be it.
DiMeola - Land Of The Midnight Sun
Mathis - Stranger In Paradise
Russell - Stranger In A Strange Land
PS: Hi Stivo! Miss ya :} Barack. Are you beginning to understand what real
audicity is yet?
1/20/2009 - Happy Birthday to my sister Linda! Hard to believe she turns 55 this year.
Made lots of good progress on the site last night... probably won't do any serious
posting for a few days while I tie up loose ends, reconnect key documents to the new
pages, etc... PS: Lou, thanks. Sorry to folks for being so cranky, but the DEWS have a way
of doing that to you....
Meanwhile... Barcky... your inaugural speech was lackluster at best, but that's what
happens to you politicians who say lots of pretty words that don't actually say or commit
to anything. The thing I love the best about your speech was about the part on equality,
justice, opportunity.. you know, all the things your henchment have deprived
me of, and lots of other people of, for so many years. It'll make you look as bad as you
are when the truth comes out. Elected on stolen words and campaigns... none of which
you'll actually deliver. I hope Michelle is proud of America today. If she's proud
of that, then she's nothing more than a symbol of a symptom of what's wrong with America,
and what I'm gonna fix. in the name of the Almighty sovereign God... you know,
Anyway.. I'm in a good mood today. :} Firewood to cut, all sorts of things to
do... and the sun's shining... that should make Todd happy :} Jimmy.. I know it
seems like I'm beating up on you... not sure you don't deserve it... but I'll make
it up to you later by letting you continue to play your guitar... that's the kind of
thing the psyops guys tell me all the time.. thought you might enjoy knowing what a
pleasure they are...
Let the River Run.. it just occurred to me some of the double and triple entendre of
that song... everyone expects a river flowing thru the holy lands, so do I, and I
have some ideas on how to do it... and then there's a guy, a river, standing between the
facitons.. sort of like I keep talking about... I read in the Bible last night about that
guy talking about cedars all the time:} Or is that seeders?
I'll bring you up to date later with a mini-sermon from last night's reading... God
always has me open to the most interesting places.. a little Hebrews 4:32, if I remember
correctly.. and then there was the last chapter of Ecclesiastes, or was it the first
part of Song of Solomon that I was supposed to read. I read both... turned out, they were
relevant to each other, to me anyway... bet you can't figure out which parts?:} And why:}
Finally, for the moment... I "got it" last night how you guys ar egoing to
blow it and cause your own expulsions... one of you folks is going to get arrogant
and try to take some kind of stupid action against me, and you;ll bring down the whole
hting yourselves. My job is to keep collecting data, write my reports, and of course,
accomplish God's primary objective... and it's not to not interfere. :} Puts even more new
meaning on the idea "Vote for God". God can run for president, can't He? :}
Emulations.. oh my Gosh, it's amazing to me how many emulations have been going on...
All the way down to claiming influence over things... I wonder if I dare try to explain
them.. I actually think it would be easy. But would it be productive?
Clapton - Change The World
Frampton - Do You Feel Like We Do
Tagg - Waiting For The Worm To Turn
McDonald - I Gotta Try
10:17pm - James - just thought I'd catch up on the headlines... hope you enjoyed your
time with Barack on Sunday... at least now I know the truth about you too... you worked on
this one a long time. Hope you got your kicks out of it. It'll be turned back around on
you. More dead souls than anyone could imagine. Liasrs, apostates and hypocrites.
6:46 pm - When the psyops guys use DEWS and Psychotronics on people in my household,
they create the best witnesses ever.
Meanwhile.. I think I'm going to write about these topics tonight Pink
Floyd - Delicate Sound of Thunder (Dis - 07 - On the Turning Away
Besides, reading Kings last night was a little intense.
1/19/2009 - 12:31pm - Woke up this mornin g feeling another night of severe
psychotronic and directed energy attacks... to the government and to Barack and to Paul
Begala and James Carville and Hillary and Bill Clinton.. it won't be long before you are
all exposed as the traitors and anti-Christ that you are... you have poitical enemies that
go far beyond me, and they will tear you down until it is time for me to put the icing on
the cake.. and it won't be long.. Hillary, you can lie to all the world leaders you want,
but the citizens know and will know the truth about me... and all the propaganda by the
corporate media won't save oyou, in fact it will be your downfall as the Baghdad Bobs of
America make it obvious they are liars and tool sof the Council on Foreign Relations. To
AL Gore.. just remember,when you abandoned me, when you abandoned God, you subjected me to
torture at the hands of you and your friends... WWJD... let me assure you, this is the
final judgement, and there will be no mercy for the likes of your kind. God has
shown you all far too much mercy throughout time, and He will do so no more.
Barack, you and your friends think you won... I promise you, your winning will cause
your losing... you're a fraud, your public ploicies are frauds, and it will take little
time for it to be widely known... because there are so many who see your lies for what
they are already... and your New World Order tactics and techologies just won't work. They
haven't worked with me.. despite the perversity of your psyops traitors.
You can take all the phony minsters in America like Pastor Melissa Scott and foist them
upon people as magnet wars, and ultimately, it wil be to your downfall. And this word of
warning to Mark Cerullo.. your piggy back after that one Melissa Scott Broadcast... you
were either set up, or decided to get it on the fun of mocking God.. our echange of emails
provides adequate proof of contact and occurrance... I'm not putting up with any more of
it, andif you are on God's side, you'd better start acting like it. One way or another,
you were included int he Melissa Scott psyop, and one way oranother, the truth will come
out. Anymore, I am not going to allow apostates to jerk me around like that, and the first
sign of such activity will put whoever does it on a special list of apostates I will soon
begin pusblishing. And I found your remarks to be quite offensive as well as lies about
God. I recommend that you not be a part of anything like that agian, or, like Pastor
Melissa Scott, what she does to me will be turned around on her bu God, he's already seen
to that, and anyone else who thinks they "got me" will find out the same will be
true of them. That is a warning to someone who may or may not be God's friend.
Pastor Melissa Scott - I did not give you permission to use or benefit from my
materials.. incorporating them into your own work as your own methods and materials is
illegal and will be one more thing that will damn you in the court of public opinion, as
it should. Speak Ephesians all you want.. without a two day meeting aor some sort of
actual discussion, yuou were given permisssion to do nothing with my materials. Like Obama
and the Council on Foreign Relations, you were trying to set me up to make it look like I
was plagerizing you... which backfired, because I have rea nothing of Gene Scott's work,
and the only materials of yours I saw were on ION TV... and my browser history will prove
that. So good luck on that one.
Finally.. I will own Time-Warner, and the sooner it goes bankrupt, the better. It look
like I'll also own GE< and people like Keith Olbermann and Rachel Maddow better make
their positions very clear soon, because I have no further patience for your games. You
all can consider that I view you all as traitors to AMerica, humanity and God. The only
chance you have is to prove yourselves worthy to God, because so far, you've proven
yoursleves to be propagandist enemies, and I have transcript after transcript after
transcript and video to prove it. Pick sides, and quit the games... cause I'm not puting
up with them anymore.
Dobbss.. same goes for you an CNN and TIme Warner.. this is your final chance to prove
yourselves worthy to God, because the judgment has begun, and God will provide the justice
required to put an end to this facade called America, and He will restore the United
States, and you all will be in jail, not reform school, for your crimes. That includes
those angels out there who think they're cute and getting away with something. I suggest
you re-acquaint yourselves with the power of God, and then remind yourselves of why your
existnce in His Kingdom will no longer be.
For all of you who think this is a joke,and that I'm a fraud.. just think about
how every attempt to incriminate me has failed.. and then understand that that is the
ultimate proof of who I am... if you think you're gettingaway with something, just wait
til God judges you... I already have, and passed my recommendations on to Him. I'm glad I
don't have to deal with your incineration.. that's His job, He doesn't like it either, but
my job is to create and cause people and this world to flourish.. I'm good at it.. which
is why, my mother said that when I was born, my father said "He finally got the son
He wanted". I say we make a pretty good team.
I'm getting pretty good at invocations, and I don't kep track of the results, at least
not the ones I do in private. I will tell you this.. Barack Obama and the rest of his
traitor friends are damned.. by their own doing.. the way God likes it to happen,
just like how Cheney and Bush gave testimony to the world of their guilt.
Barack, I will never call a traitor and criminal like you president. Abe Lincoln's
hands were dirty, but never as dirty as yours. Good luck in your adminsitration of the
demise of the anti-Christ... it wil come down on you like a ton of bricks all of a sudden
and you'll wonder what happened.. maybe 20 years in church will come to your mind once
again, and you will realize that despite all of your effors, God wins, always does, and
will now. Tell your a*holes in psyops that every time you zap me, their souls are being
judged. And yours is being damned, as it should be.
Wright - Syreeta - Signed, Sealed, Delivered
And to Melissa Scott. I'l damn anyone I feel like from the pulpit or any
other place.. because it's my job to tell the truth of the world I see. Your job now will
be to do the predictable thing, bury your crimes and lie to your audiences about your
righteousness, so when the magic moment comes, your hypocrisy and service to the
anti-Christ will be obvious. Just like your friends.. and I don't think Scientology will
like you giving them a bad reputation, either, which is why they'll be on my side... The
leaders of Landmark will suffer the same fate as you. The citizens who attended Landmark
will be on my side, though, as they always were.
That pretty much sums it up for now. Enjoy it for as long as it lasts, because
when it's gone, you're all gone, and the world will be a better place. That's what the
final judgment, and the full establishment of the Kingdom of God is all about.
Travis - Around the Bend - 03 - Every Head Bowed - Randy Travis
Stones - Play With Fire
PS: You can examine my life from every side you choose,and as I do, I only
see one short period of time that I actually have reason to ask forgiveness for, not
because I broke laws, but because I ever so slightly violated my own principles, not even
a commandment.. soooo.. apostates. bring it on. I dare you to expose all the bad things of
your lives, and be able to make the same claim. I know you can't. Not in God's eyes.
Benatar - Hit Me With Your Best Shot
People who think they would make me a bad example better understand that
they have become the examples I will use of the anti-Christ, and what's wrong with this
world. As Dobbs will tell you, I'm as persistent as they come, I will not quit, and the
victory has been won. God says so. And I never get lied to by God. And, by the way, He
says I'll live til at least 100... long after you jerks are gone.
1/18/2009 0:52 pm - There's chunk o fnew stuff in the Journeys with CHuck area in For the Love of the World, and I posted one of the letters I
wrote to Olli Rehn. I think you'll get a few chuckles. In the United Nations area,
you'll be seeing some other letters I've sent that I think will surprise all but the media
and politicians, who seem to kno weverything I do just as the Bible said they would.. but
soon, guys, when you'r ein hiding or in jail, we'll turn the tabbles on all that, too. So
much for poses. Do you guys realize how much harder you keep making it on yourselves with
these psyops. Apparently, you want to go out of existence. I just feel sorry for the guys
who got roped into doing this to me before they knew who I was... can you imagine their
surprise, thinking they has a psyops victim, only to find out it was true.. not the psyop,
but that the guy was not the result of the psyop, but the target of containment... some o
fthem will be the ones who help take you all down soon.
Something for Barack to look forward to, after my MTV Party. Even that will be evidence
of your crimes, Barack. It'll be one of the clearest examples of all. Enjoy it... cherish
your freedom.. it's not going to last much longer. Thanks to MTV for being available to
set up Obama that way. Has he figured out he's surrounded, yet?
Straits - Brothers In Arms
- Wheel in the Sky
1/18/2009 1:32pm - I had a feeling the pysops guys would zap me for the letter to
Israel, but this is the worst it's been in a long time.
Last night, I decided I would re-beign my nightly studies, with the idea of being able
to present some sort of message the next day, especially Sundays... and I really do do the
thing where I randomly open the Bible and let God decide what I should know... and
wouldn't you know it, after writing the letter to Israel last night, what I immediately
turned to was this
God Bless You in this time of decision, reconciliation, atonement and
reformation - the return to the blessings of His plan.
Leviticus 26:3 If ye walk in my statutes, and keep my commandments, and do them;
4: Then I will give you rain in due season, and the land shall yield her increase, and
the trees of the field shall yield their fruit.
40: If they shall confess their iniquity, and the iniquity of their fathers, with their
trespass which they trespassed against me, and that they have also walked contrary unto
41: And that I also have walked contrary unto them, and have brought them into the land
of their enemies; if then their uncircumcised hearts be humbled, and they then accept the
punishment of their iniquity:
42: Then will I remember my covenant with Jacob, and also my covenant with Isaac, and
also my covenant with Abraham will I remember; and I will remember the land.
This is the standard, and the Word of God, which must be met in every action and policy
you commit. And it is expected of you.
So, that is God's message for the day, and anyone who believes God did not want me to
write to Israel as I have should understand that God is directing and protecting my life
and actions... isn't it fun? That's why I don't question it anymore.
My message for he day is, Lou, they're trying to shut me down again. Anything we can do
about that? These guys are absolutely insane. BTW, I won't let them shut me down. God's on
a roll and all I have to do is just keep plugging away at it.
For some reason, Barack and his friends don't want me to write the rest of the story of
my visit to Pastor Culwell.. I admit, it's going to take some work... so I'm thinking I'm
going to take the time to write the part about all the people who said "hello"
to me along the way on the trip.it was really cool, because I want to acknowledge them for
standing up.. whether it's for America, or God, whatever their reasons... All I know
is that when I'm getting zapped this hard, what keeps me going is knowing my fellow
citizens know that truth exists, and to whatever degree, know that I am standing for truth
and God and America on their behalf, one way or another.. and I'm seriously thankful
that more and more people are discovering that truth.. because it was getting pretty
lonely there for a while.
I still can't ge Grape Nut Flakes at the local Fred Meyer. They say Fred Meyer doesn't
sell it anymore.. except, the store in Tacoma, and Seattle and everywhere else. What do
you guys have against Grape Nut Flakes?
Interesting.. I was looking at the Seals and Crofts album Takin it Easy... and it
features a white horse.. I wish I could go to Nicaragua and visit them... :} James, anyway
we could have the time piece makers arrange that? Soon? I could be a really good
The important stuff said..;. :} It'll be interesting to see what God wants me to say
Harum - A Whiter Shade of Pale
- Good Morning Starshine
- Day By Day
Franklin & Elton John - Through The Storm
1/17/2009 - 11:54pm - Hi - There's a letter to the Government of Israel posted to the new "Soon to be United
Nations" section... I'll be adding more to that soon. It's showtime, ladies and
gentlemen, make no mistake about it. I'm sure I'll be in a more playful mood in a week or
two, but right, it's business. Barack and Hillary - stay out of the way.
Osmond - Soldier Of Love
Houston - Greatest Love Of All
Miller Band - Fly Like an Eagle
1/17/2009 1:40 pm - In answer to a couple of questions. Mark 11:25 By the
authority of God ALmighty. It takes work totake care of a dog... one of the nastiest
things stated to me by someone supposed to be a servant of God.. thanks for the final drip
that you were nothing but a psyop, will be easy to trace back. Drip-drip to you. Notice it
didn't work, and that you're the one who'll have to face the coyotes when they attack
you... and they will. That turn of the tables should serve as your final proof that I am
who I am.
It never ceases to amaze me the lengths to which the Council on Foreign Relations, THe
Democratic and Republican Parties, and the Corporate media go to to psyop me. Back
when Jack Welch fisrdt told Chris Matthews that "cover-ups don't work" I
thought, this is weird, like I'm supposed to believe thy're just going to give up. Then a
number of people from MSNBC, as well as an important person from NBC programming, fed me
some video that would prove that they were Aesopian and psyopping me, even say once that
this one would person would turn state's evidence. given the FISA Telecom
legislation that Obama so readily signed, I held onto that video, wondering where that
dialectic would lead... led to the Alternative Media conference I went to tha tturned out
to be 991truth and Project censored... which is fine with me.. and meeting an NSA/CIA
Consultant.... that fit into the psyop dialectic of the MSNBC vido, and related to the spy
sateelite that wen t down around Christmas 2007...
Now I find out that Change.org was funded by MSNBC, and wouldn't you know it, the top
few issues it's covering are ones I proposed leadership in. I'm not criticizing
change.org, because I know liitle about them and other thean the top issues that won. For
me, it whows like one more example of the media/politicians taking the isuses I'v
epresented, and doing one more thing to make it look like somehting's getting done under
someone else's leadership... and they'll find out later that the so called assistance they
get wil fail them, they'll get frustrated, and the Protocols dialectic of frustrating
anone by suggesting change will work to suppress free speech and activism once again.
To thoso of you who believed that I made some Faustian deal to be a "non-voting
member" of this world, forge it. I never made that deal. Like I keep saying, you have
to join my church. And there's a number of people who'd better pick a side real soon, and
you'd better make the right choice. I have this habit of keeping info and evience quiet
until the dialectics play out... and they're all starting to play out right now, and I'm
gonna nail you all for them real soon. That includes any of the fallen angels who think
they have me fooled.
The blue eyes thing... nice touch. Tells me nothing but that people are playing games.
Every game anyone plays on me from now on will turn into evidence against them, and though
I have a great deal of compassion an will defend anyone who is innocent or caught in the
middle, I will absolutley turn my back on those who are guilty... not so much against me,
but against God and humanity. It's just the way it is.
The end days have been going on for 500 years. False Christs have come and gone, and
are in your midst right now, disguised as leaders of this nation. I am not one of those
false Christs, I am not a prophet... and I will take my place in this world to finally
deliver God's promises, and the peace and abundance that is only denied by the
I said long ago I was willing to visit and answer any and all questions of anyone who
was actually willing to listen to learn, and to determine for themselves if I am for
real... however, I will tolerate no more set-ups or traps set by so called ministers who
are more interesting in making themselves into heroes for harming a servant of God. I give
every person every opporunity to show that they are good people, until they prove
otherwise. You all have done everything you can to prove I am a liar and a fraud, and
every step of the way, all that happens is that you end up looking like fools.
You could be a minister and still be of the body of the anti-Christ, and maybe not
think so yourself, but the fact is, if you're not working to empower God, you're working
against Him. God is not powerless without people. People are powerless without God. Anyone
who diminsishes God will be diminished. So be it.
To the leaders of Israel: Please rad the New Testment, if only as a reference book to
inform you that my condemnations of you and the United States Government are what you
deserve, and interestingly enough, such calling outs o you and the churches is in that
part of the Bible. Another one of those things I just started doing a while back. Please
take it seriously, as you are about to harm your own cause very seriously.
Let it be known that God is in control , and will no longer tolerate the abominations
being committed in His name, for His cause - in total disobeyance with the 10
Surely the Israeli Government believes in those. I know the citizens of israel and the
Palestinians do. Perhape the Israelis have forgotten themselves, what it is to suffer
torture and oppression. Perhaps the phrase "Never forget" would best be heeded
by them than anyone else.
Collins - Hits - 08 - Something Happened on the Way to Heaven
1/16/2009 11:34 pm - It's been a productive day. I wrote a really good letter to Leon
Panetta, then decided maybe I should check out the news to see if he got cleared for CIA
Director... always something :} Lots of good writing and re-organizing getting done...
albums getting recorded... I keep getting this image in my mind of Clive Davis laughing...
and then there's this thing about cutting my own album, and I want to do it from scratch..
which reminds me.. Back in the 80's when I got divorced, I remember telling God that I
hoped He might as well have me get into some really interesting relationships so I could
at least write some good music and at least produce something good out of the situation..
really, I did... but, here's the deal.. the psyops guys only let me write 2 songs per
relationship, and it's a drag 'cause you know me, if I fall in love or watch Susan Lucci
on All My Children, I can write music all day long... It's kin of frustrating... so can we
make a deal for the future that if ya wanna run me through any more "Ralph
Nader" plays of having women mysteriously entering my life, could we at least let me
write all the music I want? It would make it a little more fun. Thank you :}
Movin' on... you might think I've gotten a little quiet lately, don't bet on it.. I
just realized you guys really won't stop because you don't think you're doing anything
Wrong.. btw, I'll be doing a little writing about how people erroneously got
the impression I've been living my life in some sort of dream world... profiling
and studying dialectics, even though you never heard of the word dialectic, is far from
daydreaming.... if anything, it's concentric multi-level and parallel time line
thinking... or something like that... I'm sure somebody's got a name for that too...
Back when Dobbs made the "there are no such things as coincidences" remark,
his guest had been talking about "writing a new Bible". I'm going to treat For
the Love of the World as that... more reverse psychology than a guy might guess...
meanwhile, I'm still hoping my media rep turns out to be a good guy, cause he
sure has me down in every way, shape and form...
Guess that's about it for now. Just wanted to keep in touch.. We'll probably be hearing
a bunch of the Eagles next week... maybe a mix tomorrow... ya just never know...
Petty - The Last DJ - 03 - Dreamville
Starship - Miracles
Wonder - Visions
Singers - I'll Take You There
Dog Night - Show Must Go On
Gaye - What's Going On - 09 - Inner City Blues (Make Me Wanna Holler)
Preston - Nothing From Nothing
Bailey - Chinese Wall - Children of the Ghetto
Williams - Colors of the Wind
Loggins - I Believe In Love
There's your mix. I hope you enjoy it. God Bless you all! I gotta get me
one of those Agape fish things for my car :}
1/15/2009 - 4:59 pm - There are a few new bitte pills and incites for you today... I'll
let you figure out which ones they are.
Taylor & the Original Fl - Smile A Little Smile For Me James... did anyone
ever tell you your backup vocals on this song... probly.. :}
Taylor - Dad Loves His Work - 04 - I Will Follow
Bitter pills.. the true sign of a minister serving God is their willingness to speak
truth to anyone... not always a fun position to be in, but oh, the rippling effect, right
11:57 pm - I'm turning in early tonight, though I've made a good start of writing about
my visit with Rev. Culwell. It cracks me up a little because I think it was an incredibly
useful discussion for me, despite the fact that it doesn't necessarily speak well of my
"case"... :} I love that part of it all... how God turns it all around... of
course there's always the final chapter of this year's psyop journey, which is all the
people I encountered, blessed and gave special blessings to... along the way... to and
from Southern California, it was wonderful. I like blessing people, just because I can.
How's that little twist for ya, Willie?
How's this one John Kerry- I was for the Democrats before I was against them... :} Or
should I say, before they turned against me...
Leon Panetta.. I sure have a great letter of introduction for you on my mind.. I want
to bring you up to speed on my case (as if I need to ) and share a few bits of wisdom
Donny shared with me - you know, Rumsfeld, he's still at the Pentagon, isn't he? No one
will answer that question. The part I love about Clear and Present Danger is when James
Earl Jones reminds Harrison Ford, Jack Ryan, that his actual oath was always first
to serve the American people. Just a short reminder from one of those angels... :}
Talk about footnotes in history.. you guys are gonna hate yourselves before long, cause
everybody's gonna know.... everybody... and ya'll were too stupid to surrender. And
now you and Julian are really gonna have fun when I write the stuff I'm gonna be writing
soon.. like I said, I'll read it into the record for ya, so long as I don't have to
testify. Personally, I'm looking forward to the competency hearing. You probably don't
understand that at all, but it has somehting to do with a guy named Caypheus or something
like that. Meanwhile, soon I'm going to go down the road and check out the new church in
town called Gethsemane Ministeries. Maybe there's a place for me there. :}
God does work in mysterious ways. No wonder He liked Hitchcock. The fun part is,
there's the movie director and tv show that actually has given me some great clues and
advice as to what's going on, who, by the way, lived in Scotts Valley when I wsas a kid
and wsa part of "Little Orange County".... and then there's this Bible called
Hitchcocks from 1865 that I'm going to dig into.. meanwhile checking out the Jehovah's
witnesses in Olympia this Sunday if I can get there...
Soon, I'm going to write about what it means when the Bible speaks of the
"Alien"... dedodedo.. Don't worry Leon, you'll get used to it...
Same Bat time, same bat channel, tomorrow.. whenever that is :}
- Mr Spaceman
Wind & Fire - See the Light
& the Family Stone - Family Affair
Croce - I Got A Name
1/14/2009 - 3:19 pm - As I prepare to continue my writing, keep in mind that I'll be
doing a great deal of reorganizing. THe sites may go off line at some point for a few days
while I prepare advanced functionality.... I've decide from now on the site will be
directed through the Kingdom of God gateway pages, with a web log like this one
communicating with you and informing you of the specific document changes and updates and
additions as they occur. Most all writings from this point on will be part of the
book "For the Love of the World", which will likely have no formal publication
date because it will simply go on and on and on, even after the despotic U.S. Government
as it exists... the corrupt elected officials are who I am talking about... are expelled,
and the New World Order is defeated in the name of God, for whom the New World will be
established as the Kingdom of God, as originally intended, and then, and only then, will
the United States be able to claim, if ever, that they are a nation under God.
As I've said for years, all things are possible once Democracy is restored. And it will
be. That is God's will, and it shall be done.
To the ancients and their descendants: you can't beat God, God keeps His promises, and
He always provides. Reconcile yourselves to Him, or accept the results as your own works.
Simon - Kodachrome - American Tune
Petty - The Last DJ - 02 - Money Becomes King
Stills, Nash & Young - Everybody I Love You
& the Family Stone - Stand
My thanks and blessings to the angels who have remained faithful as I
learned what I needed to learn, and must have been looking on with anticpation and hope..
that will be rewarded with His blessings and thanks as we lead the world to the promised
land... please spread the word, let the world know, and let's begin anew with a greater
sense of purpose and urgency caused by the anti-Christ and the deceptive emulations which
even had me fooled for a time, but that time is passed, a world of beings and spirits
cries out for truth and justice and equality and the abundance already available through
His divine works...
A special thanks to Bob Dylan... Ya Gotta Serve Somebody.. I was too
young to understand the message you delivered to the world when you first became known...
I understand much more now, and interestingly, because of your collaborations with Johnny
Cash, who I wrote to when I was about 10... your music has been a great deal
of comfort to me, knowing there are those who understand, and who understand what the
future holds. God Bless You for that and more. You can call me Chuck... :}
Dylan - Slow Train Coming - 01 - Gotta Serve Somebody
Dylan - Slow Train Coming - 03 - I Believe In You
1/14/2009 - 12:35 am - New Memo to
Wonder - Songs in the Key of Life - 401 - I Am Singing
1/13/2009 8:46pm - Here's today's edition of the Chuck gazette. More to come. This one's The
Lamentations of Chuck Part I... A Letter to, you know who, Ryan, James Taylor...
Brothers - The Very Best Of (CD 2) - 17 - Ordinary Man
1/13/2009 12:49 am - Programming note for Julian. You're gonna love this... I can see
you drooling :} What
it means to me... have you seen the poems there too, by the way.. you do like poetry,
don't you Julian? Tell Leon this one plays right into his hands:} Or, does it? :}
Tomorrow, I catch up on the news, as if it's really changed all that much.
Someone keeps telling me to stop condemning Israel, and I think, that's fair, but there's
this stuff in the Bible....
Brothers - Fight the Power
G'Night, God Bless...
A Message to the
1/11/2009 7:54 pm - Chucky's back. And I'm grinning, while at the same time realizing
why God would have me linger with hands outstretched so long, allowing the faithful to be
faithful, the innocent remain innocent, and the evil remain evil so that I would not, in
the future, be tempted to grant mergcy where no mercy is warranted, and so that I would
not defend those who did not deserve defense.
The trip to Southern California wa quite informative, and like so many other of these
excursions designed to discredit, bankrupt, make me homeless and silence me, it turned
into an inadvertant trip to incover a fraud, as well as make a dent in criminalizing
weed and seed and other illegal activities sponsored by the U.S. Government.
Let it be known to the servants and leaders of the anti-Christ that God ALWAYS turns
the tables on you, He can not be defeated, not will He allow you to deter me with impunity
any longer. The days of the final judgment are upon you, the judgment will be His, and I
need not report more to Him of what I see and what I can defend toward that final judgment
by God Almighty, nor will I waste my time sekeing to defend those whose action can
not be defended in any way. You have mocked God for the last time with impunity. May your
soulsd be damned. Understand that each time you impede me, God erases your name from the
book of life,. That is my recommendation to Him for impeding Him. And I will not retract
my recommendations to Him.
To Leon Panetta - let's just agree to say that your last attempt to psyop me into
oblivion hastened your appointment to the head of the CIA, which I will use to prove your
criminality throughout the Clinton Administration, the leadership of the Defense Language
Institute and your commitment ot global tyrannny as head of the CIA and clandestine
operative toward the implementation of the satanic New World Order on behalf of the
Council on Foreign Relations. You'll be receiving regular letters from me in the mail,
documented in your own section of this web site, and expected to be there with all of your
and your operatives unfounded and paranoid remarks about the guy who's gonna bust your ass
and the a****of all the other jackasses in the Democratic and Republican parties. A little
play on your donkey mascot there, words ya know. Bleep as you will, traitor. You're a
living example of the Peter Principle, and you'll play it well... all the way to the
Hague. Welcome aboard. It'll be good to take down yet one more person I used to respect.
And wait til all the ministers in America complain about using the image of a minister to
In the next week, this web sit ewill change a great deal, and a new web log will be
created to implement the final phase of the end of the reign of the anti-Christ, and the
full establishment of the Kingdom of God. I'll let you know where to link to when that
Let me warn you all now: anyone who purposely gets in my way will be punished by law.
Live by the sword, die by the sword. Local weed and seeders, I have no arguement with you,
but if you persist, I will gather evidence and criminalize you. If you think that's a fun
challenge, consider spending the rest of your life in jail, or being hung by the neck at
the Hague. Those are the actual fates that await you if you persist to break the laws
against civil and human rights. And I have mountains of evidence already. Want to see your
picture on my web site? Just keep it up.
As for legal authorities... you should kno wby now I need no further evidence.
Legislators on the federal level.. I have hard proof of your co-cosnspiracy to deprive
Americans of their rights, and that you particpate in their torture on AMerican Soil.
Barack, I will now proceed to document the case that your policies are no different
than those of George Bush. It will be an easy case to make. And then your traitorism will
defeat you and your kind. And your kind are the evil doers described in the Bible.
The designation "Son of Man' was one that Christ Himself chose to show Himself as
a representative of citizens, as an equal. While that representation persists and will
forever, let it be known that the "Son of Man" is no more, and that Christ has
arisen, and will reclaim the world on behalf of God and the Kingdom He promised that is
desired by so many. It will be done.
I would like to briefly thank all of the thousands of people who greeted me along the
way to Southern California and back... it was very comforting to know that so many people
are faithful and still do believe in God, and His promises, and the Spirit of Truth.
Whether you look to me as a man with good ideas representing the liberty of the promise
and constitution of AMerica, or as the man of God who seeks to restore justice and liberty
to a land originally sanctioned by God to be the leader of the world in establishing His
Kingdom of justice and Democracy, or as the Son of God seeking to fully establish His
Kingdom in the Universe, which is who I am, let it be known that I will not fail you, as
God will not fail me in this endeavor, as God ALWAYS provides. ALWAYS. FOREVER and EVER.
That it is His ultimate promise, and God keeps His promises. Every Time.
God Bless You All. Much more tomorrow.
PS As for the "Pastor" Melissa Scott... I don't know who employed her to set
me up, but no matter the circumstances or her reasons, she is no servant of God, and is
nothing more than one more example of how Satan uses people to betray and discredit God.
She should be ashamed of herself, if nothing else, for proving how the Word of God and His
Church have been overrun by ministers seeking fame and fortune by selling God as a
product, and selling out to corrupt and evil despotic politicians... and why God
constantly says in the Bible "Is there no one I can trust?"...
I say that to myself constantly, but am reminded there are many I can trust to be
faithful to God... they are the citizens, and the remnant to lead the future.... when the
low are made high, the world will be a much better place. Unfortunately, many of the high
who must be made low are the very ones who represent themselves to be servants of God, but
are not... when the truth is known. Let this be a warning to other apostate ministers who
1/4/2009 6:16am - Letter to
"Pastor" Melissa Scott. I keep wondering what Mark 11:25's significance can
be... by what authority... God... or, what date does it represent... I guess I'll never
know the inference... that's aesopian for ya... I'm leaving the Gold Key tomorrow at
11am... hard to tell where I'll end up...
To John Travolta and Family... my sincere condolences and empathy for your loss...
God bless you all.
Islam - The Wind
- I Can't Tell You Why
1:09 pm - Mr Herrzog of Israel... it must be nice to have a U.S.
Government that will support your one-sided propagandist lies. Let the Israeli government
know that they can fool the world with propaganda (although they don't) but they don't
fool God, and God's had just about enough of Israel's brutality. There are two sides
to every story, being Israeli does not make you right. Being Christ makes ME right.
Anyone want to prove me delusional... go for it... I dare you.
6:02 pm - Hemmer and FOx - I've been impressed by your coverage of events in Israel and
Palestine all day... until now. Stop promoting Hamas and the Palestinians as the problem.
The crimes you report on their parts don't even come close to theose of Israel and the
United States... I don't care if you're reasd or not, what you're doing is promoting
global war, I will ensure you are credited with that if it continues. Just, like my
father. Remember, Bill, I had expected you to become the mainstay anchor at CNN before you
moved. Don't fail yourself now.
5:27 pm - I thought I"d make a couple comments before ordering some pizza...
To the government of Israel: THe actions you ar etkaing agaisnt the Palestinians are
condemned by God, and God doesn't care what the United Nations says. There are 2 covenants
to observe, the Davididc and the Palestinian Covenants. When you learn torespect them
both, there will be peace in your lands. Until then, your actions perpetuated will bring
about your righteous destruction.
5:52 pm - The rationalizations you are using to justify your actions exclude the fact
that your own actions generated the violence you claim you are securing yourself against,
therefore, you are playing out a deceptive dialectic and you don't fool God. I do not let
other factions off the hook, but I refuse to honor a government that believes killing and
oppression will lead to peace. Stop listening to the United States, stop acting like
Zionists/Illuminists and return to the love and promises of God as outlined in the Torah,
or suffer global persecution along with the United States because of your own actions.
Otherwise, I will personally ensure that your public image is appropriately diminished,
and we'll apply dispensationalism again. Only just for the leaders, not the Israeli
citizens. What you're doing is punishable at the Hague. Any questions? I certainly hope
not. End the fornication now.
and Crofts - The Longest Road - Egypt, Israel and America Egypt: Now is the time
to firmly speak out against Israel while calling for peace amongst the Palestinians and
Muslim Nations so that things do not escalate to the point of disaster, and I know you
know what I'm talking about regarding the protocols.
Rod baby... what's gotten into you? What are you thinking, trying to put fomer
prosecuting attorneys into the Senate. Don't you know the Russell Turst guys don't like
that idea? :} Oh yeah, I guess it's obvious they don't :} Keep up the good work. I'll try
to locate the info on just what it is they are trying to impeach you for... and what
exactly you were arrested for... :} Can't wit ot see how this one turns out.
Stivo - Happy Birthday... about that woman I always see when I joke about reading your
mind :} The mighty Kreskin returns... :} Stay on the air, ok, I'll want to watch you again
one day when I get my own tv. :} Telll Richard Haas his answers were predictable, and I
have a few more issues to bring up with him too :} Unfortunately for him, it'll probably
lead to his incarceration.
10:09 am -Rod - One right back at ya, dude :} I love what you're doing, maybe one day
I'll find out what that is, exactly, and then encourage you to repeat after me, as God is
my witness... :} I love Roland, too, and I know nothing about him either :} But he's got
my vote. You know what I always say about those traitor politicians, bleep 'em :} Anytime
you want my testimony, just ask Dobbs to give you my location, fly me there, and I'm
prepared for anything :} And you know I'm serious about that. That's my favorite part of
it all :}
Barack... good to be talking at ya again... ya need some sleep dude...you look like
you've been driving for three days and homeless for 2... I know the feeling... but you and
your psyops friends have successfully made me homeless, maybe even really did kill two
very important birds with one stone...except, this stone is still quite alive and now,
because of the latest trap set for me, I am even more determined and convinced that you
and your traitorous friends are made low... I don't blame anyone for wanting to
believe in you as the symbol and icon of real change for America, electing the first black
president and being proud of our nation because of it... I was going to vote for you
too... til you betrayed God. There are, however, at least 2 things I'm glad were caused by
this latest setup.... becoming re-commited to the idea of the urgency of the moment
in regard to taking people like you down legally, and making my absolute commitment to the
full establishment of the Kingdom even clearer and stronger with the knowledge that the
time is now, and the reasons and people involved are obvious, and it will come to an
end.That IS an invocation, Baracky and M.
Wind & Fire - In the Stone
For anyone interested in rare and old collectible records (LP's...) Maybe
a turntable and amp... these babies are in very good condition and highly collectible, so
don't miss out...I'm at the Golden Key Room 207 til tomorrow. Bring untraceable cash :}
Right Barack? Otherwise, I'm cashing 'em in and heaing for Mexico.... Never really been
there but I guess I got to go now :} A JT thing... One of the few of his I didn't really
care for, strangely enough, like ana aversion... I sing along, but I was more into the St.
Tropez thing from Honey Don't Leave L.A.... another long story to tell some day if I ever
have a friend.
Motown:Toni, Berry, Smokey... got a message from God saying that when this
is over and I take over Time-Warner, I'm supposed to work for you guys by buying you back
and freeing you, and then coupling you up with the old EMI artists who got axed... under
the umbrella of the Kingdom of God. My dad liked you guys :}
Richie - Say You, Say Me
Ross - I'm Coming Out
Russell - Leon Russel - Prince Of Peace
Maybe soon you guys can tell me more about Billy's Gospel Music... I
know it was important to him... I'm thinking about stopping by on Monday with a few tunes,
hopings omeone will pass the word on to you... and you'll buy a few tunes in the
menatime.I know it's irregular and all, but I always liked working with your group in
L.A., and you just never know... do you still have that weird foyer on Wilshire? Prepare
to be buzzed... warn the A/R deprtment, and have a producer ready.... to listen while I
play a few tunes... I only need to sell afew for cheap, so long as I retain the copyright
and rights to play perform and record it myself,on your label, later... after
getting you out of the GE Universal loop :} You know me these days... I'll try anything
legal and peaceful... so tell the security people they don't need to worry :} Besides, I
always liked the Ira Gershwin Story :} I'll be bringing the big binder and the blue guitar
:} ANd I promise not to write any letters about you, unless you want me to... I still have
the story about Billy, Toni, Syreeta and Reggie to do... whatever happened to the album he
was supposed to do after Late At Night? And about that 4th verse of "You Are So
Beautiful"... where can I get a copy of that?
Wright - Syreeta - (Don't) Blame It On The Sun
To the Palestinians.. what if they had a war and nobody came. Ceasefire
immediately, that's your best option, speak peace and the Kingdom of God... I know you
understand what I mean. Let the world view Israel as the aggressor and oppressor they have
become. The government, that is, not the citizens.
January 3th 2009 8:53am -
Destructive Distractions, Deception upon deception upon deception
Taylor - Gorilla - 07 - I Was A Fool To Care
I almost forgot... I keep thinking about finishing writing about the Ten
Commandments... remembering how I came to believe that if you violate them, they are
considered mortal sins and how you'd be damned to hell for committing them.. and you
might... but, menawhile... mortal sins are things that mortal people do that really annoy
God... and not to diminsih their importance, but maybe it means it's not really all that
important, except to notice that people can go off track and commit them, and that all God
really cares about is that we know that doing these things causes you to have a lesser
life than you could have, by our own doing, but if you realize you're off track and take
the action necessary to remind yourself not to do it anymore, He's happy with you. And he
deosn't have enmity, but uses His judgment, in dealing with those who refuse to amend
Fogelberg - Longer
My personal, not serious but interesting take on a vengeful God, is that
God is full up to His forehead of the vengeance that has been inflicted upon Him by those
who claim their righteousness in the public view....
Truth - Smiling Faces Sometimes
Dear M -
A long while back I promised not to put your name on this site, wanting to give you a
choice of whether to be associated with my work and to have me refer back to yuo for more
information and inspiration through God's Word an God's trueth, and even to travel the
world with me and independently as a fellow equal minister as His Kingdom would have been
fully established through us both, as willing vessels and servants.... everything I see
about you and your work maintains my wish that that had come true.
I kept my word, to you, and to everyone actually concerned inevery way. As I sit in a
motel room in Glendale, wondering if I should bother going to the church services on
Broadway tomorrow, or if attending (I have a ticket) tomorrow would lead to my arrest for
harasment, based onthe treatment I received by your "people" when I showed up at
the church almost exactly at 4pm on New Year's Eve, which then became my first night of
homelessness. I left there, as I said I would, to find the Wescott center, which has
changed its name, I now know... I wandered around Glendale, about to give up when I
actually accidentally came across the Center across from Forrest Lawn... I was the guy who
slept on the street next door to the Kingdom House place where people do your phone
work. I wouldn't be surprised that when I called to get the ticket for Sunday that I was
redirected to a bogus line. On your broadcast, you said you don't take personal info, you
give people numbers for privacy.... they took all my personal info... anyway...
I then spent a day unloading and repacking the truck to get to parts and equipment I'll
need to repair my car so I can make it out of the country. I was a little amused by the
"guard" I was given by your security people at the back gate, watching and
wondering what I ws up to. But I have to sya, it's a very nice neighborhood, the street
was quiet and peaceful, and I was able to get some good seat inthe front seat of my car
while wondering what to do next.
And then, unfortunately, this guy pulls up in a van and gives me 10 minutes to
leave... flustered me so much that I didn't finsih packing correctly... meanwhile, I
videotaped and digitally recorded this guy harassing and threatening me, and I have
to assume that another unwanted byproduct of all this is that I've busted the Weed and
Seed or Community Watch program in Glendale, which is a shame, because I like it
here. :} What can I say. It's a nice town, the people are friendly... and they fed me
welll at the Eatwell Restaurant, which I recommend to everyone:} except your people, who
are rude and crasse. I wish it wasn't true...
I hope you like the painting though... back at Christmas time, I wondered, what could I
give you that would be special... not like I have anything of real value anymore.... had a
few other things I was going to give you as a joke... a bunch of watches that don't work,
an m&m figurine...a key from a gas station restroom I forgot to give back in
Cloverdale...(sorry guys) (You know, key to you stuff :})... and 30-40 year old
single of For the Love of You by the Isley Brothers that I've saved forever, that got
broken when that guy harassed me... a couple more things, like songs...
I'm writing all this because I just wanted to complete a couple of things... like
reiterating that when I first contacted you after you contacted me, I was totally
impressed with your messages on behalf of God, and beleived we would have been a perfect
match in His work. And then I noticed more about you... a deep seated feeling...and it
wasn't at all all just because of the psychotronics that played on my emotions and
vulnerabilities... I actually fell in love with you and didn't know why...didn't care... I
just wanted to do God's work, and let whatever else happen as it would, if it did at
all... because I never regret loving anyone, including the people who have done me so much
harm throughout my life. But the truth is, I feel a huge sense of loss personally, and as
God's servant... as His Son, leading an army in the war of hearts and minds (an army that
doesn't exist, I have to assume) and being a human after all...
I did a little more research this morning... and all I really have to say is that you
and your friends psyoped me into homelessness and have, at least for now, effectively
blocked the timely establishment of the Kingdom of God, and put yourself in the position
of being a RICCO criminal... this is the hardest stuff I've ever written, but my job
is to report what I saw, see, and foresee...
So, I'm gonna have to put you on the .list, M, and write a report on you and post the
truth. I hate it. But it's my job and it's not personal. I've given you my cell
number, I'm in a motel in Glendale, and I don't think I can go to the service because I
really was hoping we'd be able to work things out and resolve any miscommunications due to
tampering and puggybacks... but knowing what I know now, I know you particpated in the
efforts to thwat me, and I don't understand why you did it, but now you're one of
"them", and it really hurts, whcih is good news for you because it means I will
write about you in a minimalistic way because this is the last thing I ever wanted to have
happen with you.... and thus, if anyone ever wonders again, is why I have no faith in the
people and ministries in America, because everytime I trust one of you all, I get burned.
As a citizen, and as Christ, and as God.
The psyops guys keep saying you'll use your lawyers to shut down my site over what I
write... I hope you won't be foolish enough to do that. Because, like I always say about
my arms and hands being outstretched, always willing to accept the truth about anything
and everyone without enmity, the truth is the truth, and in these times and this specific
time in history, that's what God is interested in, and is the most important thing
in the world.
I'll only say one more thing before getting to the rest of what I must write...
regardless of how it was received or perceived, I really did mean every word I said to you
in the weblogs... with or without psychotronics... and despite the fact that your
particpation can only be interpretd as psyops, none of that has changed. I wish I could
dislike you, but I don't. Ultimately, you've become one more of many people I've
encountered in this process who I love in many ways, who has betrayed me in the worst
ways... and betrayed God like the prophecies say... and I'm very sad about it... but you
did what you did... and all it does is leave me with the question of my life... I wonder
what could have been, on behalf of God, and as a human and as a man... I hope your
involvement with V2k does not influence me anymore, because I'm not doc, don't want to be,
I'm not an apostate, and I have no interest in dealing with plagiarism, fraud and
racketeering charges against you... which may come about because of the psyops you have
particpated in. And like I've wondered about so many other fine people who've done stupid
things, I'm left with the unanswerable question... why? Because I honestly believed you
would be the courageous Christian you claim to be and be the one to announce and
present me to the world... and I beleived that wroking together, we would achive the
establushment of His Kingdom once and for all... but now, I know, I am on my own. Which is
not how it was meant to be.. and the result will not be pretty... despite my desire to
bring it into existence with peace and joy... a way and future I don't see anymore.
Diamond - Solitary Man
- Still The One - Ending Of A Song
Newton John - I Honestly Love You
Klugh - For the Love of You
12/29/2008 8:17am - Things are getting interesting...strange weather everywhere... not
much to say really, got up around 4:30 or so... just about ready to seal up the old
vehicle... getting out of Dodge in a Chevy... sort of ironic... Got a couple of emails I'm
not really ok with... what was that about DNA? But I did learn how to retrieve voice mail
on my phone, so things are looking up :}
Beyond that... I think things are on schedule...
M.. just for the record... I have no idea what I'm getting into here, except I'm
prepared no matter what... I still figure on anytime Wednesday afternoon... and
even though it's been nearly 30 years (hard to believe it's been that long) I'm
familiar with the area... and I know what a morning paper is... :} I look forward to
meeting you for real... and getting on with the work that has been (probably to most
people) set aside for a short time... it was worth it... and it will be worth it...
Just in case... I guess I'll either be logging in again in a week or less... but
Barack.. just remember... if I end up traveling around... it'll be worse... all of you
will celebrate, and then, suddenly...
With that, God Bless you all, all my love, I'm goin g home (wherever that is:})
Ronstadt - Willing
River Band - Long Way There (long Version)
Rankin - The Kenny Rankin Album - I Love You
Jones - Feels Like Home - What Am I To You
Heat - On The Road Again
- The Weight
Taylor - October Road - Carry Me On My Way
Rundgren - The Very Best - Love Is the Answer (Utopia)
- Greatest Romance Ever Sold
Midler - Wind Beneath My Wings
- Revolver - Got To Get You Into My Life
Something tells me that'll hold ya'll over til the next time. Love ya. Soon. Me.
12/28/2008 5:49pm - I am amazed by the message of Pres. Ahmadinejad... If I didn't know better, I'd say he's
read the site... I hope you all read it and watch the video... interesting that it would
be the alternative Christmas message... Sir, thank you very much for stating what you did,
it's beautiful to see and hear, and I'm so glad you understand and affirm our partnership,
even if you only find out after this that what you say is true and happening, and will be
delivered as He promised, as I promise.
God truly does provide.
I knoew I keep saying stuff like this, but it really does look like I'll be out of here
no later than midday tomorrow... still gotta buy 6 suitcases though... not sure why :} I
thought you had to have less to get through the eye of a needle, but you know me, I'll try
anything :} No matter what time I leave, I should be there literally anytime after noon
Wednesday... don't I have good timing... if things don't go smoothly.. and I'm not saying
they won't, I'll hang out in the 6255 blocks of Sunset for a couple days while making
calls and all... always gotta have a fallback... and the cell will be on as of Santa
Barbara. Remember, it's all thoughts. And I'll post once right before the computer
goes in the car. It'll be lots of fun...
And now a word from our sponsor, Aleve...:}
Taylor - JT - Looking For Love On Broadway
Wonder - Higher Ground
James & the Shondells - Crystal Blue Persuasion
Brown - Living in America
McDonald - Sweet Freedom
PS: Baracky... did you make a Christmas statement.. I'd like to see
yours... it'd be interesting to compare... thanks for lining up the CFR people for me...
it'll make everything easier. Ciao dude. And just about the time you think he isn't paying
- Grand Illusion
12/28/2008 -9:27 am - Morning Meditations... maybe that'll be the next weblog name :} I
like doing it though...thinking about things, catching the headlines.. this morning,
though, it was Washington Journal (CSPAN) and Joseph Ellis, I believe, talking about
George Washington... it's interesting how I like to look at the world through the eyes of
worldl leaders, and understand their concerns in relation to the concerns of the U.S... I
think about being like Uncle Ulysses, and Adams and Eisenhower and Gandhi and Issa and
Hussein and many others.. today, after recalling that I once chopped down a cherry tree...
George Washington looks like a pretty good example of a leader to me... and his knowlwdge
of the importance of separation of church and state without making a government the
"Vatican" of a theological ideology, while running a government for
all people and recognizing that a government can be fair without being religious or
justified by God simply by using justice and the Golden Rule in every decision and policy
made... including that other nations and religions have the inalienable right to autonomy
and freedoms just like in the Constitution whether or not the others had the same
constitution or not.
Can't help pointing out Hamilton's preference for England, either....
Looks like New Year's Eve is going to be an interesting night for me one way or
another... I sorta wish I was going to be in San Francisco instead, because, you know,
Castro Street is kinda fun for these kinds of occasions :} But, uh, I heard MacArthur Park
is melting in the dark... :} I know people won't believe this, but I actually am looking
forward to throwing some parties for some homeless people and making video of them and all
so people can find out that homeless people are people without homes, and not some
derelict group of social outcasts who hate people and won't get jobs and all of that....
that's why it's important to me to have a full blown mini production studio even after
things break loose... I know it's easy to get images of becoming important and famous and
not having the time to remember what it's all about... I look forward to doing the kinds
of things that make security people grow old quickly/slowly depending on your point of
view... the kinds of things that remind us all that we all really are equal, and that
whatever happens to anyone does happen to us all, one of those great things Dr Martin
Luther King Jr reminded us all of, and one of those things that should never be forgotten.
I've missed everyboy since the tv's been down... my broadband ends up being limited to
that of a modem, so it's not easy to get webcasts.. maybe someday I'll figure out what
podcasts do :} And someone thought it was a good idea to put me in an IT career... no
wonder I don't trust IQ and aptitude tests... Viva the Brave New World (Peter you're
incredible) where people get to act like real people... ! That'll be new :} Course, we'll
fix old products instead of having everyone buy them. And monogamy will be popular
M... I don't know what to say (pensive looks, Prince song making him giggle...
wondering, what if the police get to the weblog first... hmmm :}So about Italy and this
Tuscan Sun concept... can't wait to hear your side of this story...
PS To Julian.. If you think I hate you, it's not true, I actually like you that's why I
pick on you... wanna be my attorney.. I meant it when I said you and Roger and the rest of
the guys and gals taught me alot, and I appreciate it... I hope we don't have to go up
against each other cause it would remind me of this one time I had to pitch to my best
friend in a baseball game, and I was throwing junk pitches and we were laughing so hard
that I couldn't throw and he couldn't hit, and I think I walked him... then retired his
side... he made it to third... something like that...
Oh goodness. I guess I'll just say God bless you all, have a great day, I will...
finishing up the packing, and looking forward to a brand new day... in all sorts of
way that make me excited..... :}
- Revolver - Good Day Sunshine
Lewis & the News - Power of Love
Knight & the Pips - I've Got To Use My Imagination
Preston - That's the Way God Planned It
Franklin & Elton John - Through The Storm
Sisters - Yes We Can Can
- Planet Earth - Planet Earth
12/27/2008 - 11:10am - Rhonda!!! Good to see you... I was so glad you weren't involved
in the stuff going on at the other station... and tell the others who moved it's good to
see them all go somewhere where they can do their jobs... everybody looks happier... when
I spend my political capital, I hope I can spend some of it with all of you... meanwhile..
someone needs to tell those other people that money doesn't really talk... they're
delusional you know, the think money talks... think about that.. the the people on tv who
talk to me think money talks... but that's alright, they think I'm Christ, too, crazy
people:} And they'll say I'm delusional.... I'll pay you to help me read this into the
court record... it's kinda long :} Julian will appreciate it :} Anyway.. glad to see you
looking healthy and happy... :} (The psyops guys told me to cut it short cuz I have to
Meanwhile... Hi M... I don't know what to say except I was thinking of
you... wondering if you exist :}?? Hope everyone's okay...
- Wear Your Love Like Heaven
Simon - The Essential Paul Simon - Still Crazy After All These Years
- Boogie Nights
Five - I'll Be There
5:16pm Hey Baracky... it's weird, two out of three times I've played
Harvest - Dancing in the Moonlight in recent years there's been a major power outage
somewhere... last night, I kept looking at it in the collection, wondering if I dare...
and then I looked at Vicki Lawrence's The Night the Lights Went out in Gerogia, and of
course Journey's When the Lights Go Out In The City, and so I thought the better of it and
didn't play it... so I figure this is a free shot... glad it didn't interrupt your workout
schedule... speaking of which... it won't be long til we need to work out a schedule, so I
hope you're giving it some thought because I'd like this to be as easy as possible.
Speaking of audacity...
To the leaders of Israel.. you can theoretically always make the case for
symmetrical response, but there's a history of unnecessary force and all that I hope you
will begin to address before I arrive. In addition, I fully expect to engage in open air
discussions with the citizens of the Israeli and Palestinian people, and I hope you will
cooperate with me at that time in order to fulfill the completion of the promise that was
to have been finalized in 1996. It shall be done, and you'll like it for all the right
M'NALL... Got the boxes on the pickup... 6 suitcases huh.. I'll have to
buy some then... or maybe that's a legal term... it's gonna be a fun ride, no room to
sleep so I guess I'll get there a little quicker than I thought once I hit the road...
(for more good years on your tyres)...
Riperton - Perfect Angel - Our Lives
Harrison - Give Me Love
Faith - Theme From a Summer Place
Singers - Touch A Hand Make A Friend
Michael - Faith
Ya know, M, it's interesting how I sit and think about things like the
Holy Lands and problems in Nepal and Pakistand and India and Kashmir and all over the
world, and I find myself thinking, it would be easy if only.. and then I think of it like
it's just gonna be done. Like I just know it. It's a great feeling to think of how the
world will be like when it's done, and then suddenly I'll remember something like, oh
yeah, 2 changes of clothing and.. what was the rest of that? :} Anyway... and then I
think, I was given permission to speak freely, which I thought was weird but I welcomed
it... and isn't it incredible to have the opportunity to do these kinds of things... just
I hear Pres. Ahmadinejad made his announcement on BBC's Channel 4 last
night... I don't know if it's true, or what he said... tiny bit of stage fright, hoping he
didn't say too much or identify the wrong person.. or... but there's something else
I just know... people will love this.. but he's going to be a great partner in
getting things worked out in this world... Pervez Musharraf and Daniel Levy and a
few other folks I've come to admire... for their honesty and courage... and most often,
doing the right things for their countries... the future's going to be interesting and
enlightening... alot of miracles in the works... :} We'll give 'em miracles... get
your list ready... :} If I was "them" I'd be scared :}
Floyd - Wish You Were Here - Welcome To the Machine
Wonder - Fulfillingness' First Finale - Heaven Is 10 Zillion Light Years Away
Collins - Testify - Thru My Eyes
12/26/2008 - 10:02 am - It's an interesting morning for me. I always get up,
think about the day ahead, try to sort out the effects of the psychotronics I was
inflicted with the night before, as well as like anyone, attempt to sort out my thoughts
and feelings, as well as my agenda for the day... I have no one really to talk to so I
write a little thing in this log in order to - at least in my mind - say good morning to
the people I live with... this is the best I have right now.
Part of what happens with all this psychotronics stuff... and I know it's differenent
for me these days than it is for other people being tortured by psycchotronics like I
actually have been for years.... part of what happens is that somehow, questions are posed
to me by people - probably in the media and government - so I try to answer them in these
writings as well.
So I'm going to anwwer a few, and I won't be responsible for what people derive from
what I say, nor do I have any desire to hurt anyone's feelings. As usual, what this means,
is I'm just going to tell you the facts, including why, after talking so much of leaving
here and M and all that, I'm still here, and it doesn't really upset... except...
See... if there actually is anyone somewhere expectting me to arrive and be some kind
of happy go lucky all forgiving guru of some sort.. if there are people like that out
there, I don't know how you are and and the only evidence I have of anyone acknowledging
my existence as a human being, let alone anything else, is taunting, laughing at me,
purposely confusing me and making ambiguous remarks, even saying things - whether anyone
else picks up the aesopian or not... saying things that would have me believe there is
more than an interest in the icon I represenet, which is fine, but I don't even get the
impression that they do more than make fun of tht icon person, and the jokes they
laugh at about me are demeaning as you might imagine. So if you're on eo fthe psyops
people working this dialectic, I suppose you succeeded in fooling me and making me write
and say things like a fool, but you need to understand, I didn't. And if you're real
people and offended by this, understand you did to me the very things I said I needed a
safe place from. And still I forgive, and hope things work out.
Now let's hit the reset button on what it means when the icon says a safe place, and
the priorities of my life... because right now, it only appears to me that you all
think you're successful in turnign me into some lovesick, lonely fool who got sidetracked
by his inability to resist women... you need to understand, nothing could be further from
My prioirities have bever changed, and they're simple, and I haveno qualms about
turning my back on my own personal needs and desires to tend to these things, because I'm
at war, and that's the way war is.
1) The full establishment of the Kingdom of God 2) Saving America from itself 3)
Saving the world from America 4)Working with the faithful of the clergy and the body
of Christ, as people present themselves as willing servants and followers, willing to obey
in an hour of need and destiny of Biblical Proportions... people who would understand that
there is little need to discuss much else other than unhinging the "evil-doers"
who threaten this world and the Kingdom of God, just as the Bible says.
But, from my point of view, which doesn't really seem to matter much to anyone, all I
get from the 'faithful" are taunts, jokes, ccute little responses and apparent
demands that I conform to their standards... which is werid if only because I'm not aware
that I''ve made any specific personal requests of amyone, except to say, if you were a
faithful follower, and you beleve I am Christ, then what would a faithful follwoer do? And
I don't even care what the response has been, except that it's been of no use, a waste of
time, and personally, a great disappointment, and I don't believe there is anyone or
anything in this country that I can count on, except more of the same.
Conversely, I do believe there are elected leaders in other countries who are aware of
my presence, and are waiting for me to to take my next step in order for them to decide
for themselves what they're going to do.. because whether Americans want to live in denial
or not, the world really is on the bringk of World War and self-annihilation, and these
other leaders and their citizens actually know it... one way or another... which is why
the Bible and good sense instructs me that if people aren't going to listen and take
action appropriate to the threat at hand, to walk away and let them worry about their own
plight while I seek others who are faithful and will stand up for good and for God... I'll
take an atheist who knows the difference between right and wrong anyday over a Christian
who believes that their own righteousness is more important than the fate of the world.
And guess what... what I've just said is not at all directed at any single person
or group of people. It's a totally generic statement that applies to practically everyone
and everything I"ve ever encountered.
I've said a lot about love.. just about the time I was going to write some incredbily
in-depth things about love, I was psyopped into writing, instead, about a minister who
came on tv at a time and a way that was clearly the result of - at - least insiders
providing me with contact with a minister they knew I would like and admire... which is a
very good thing... except now, everyone thinks my focus is on meeting this woman, falling
in love and living happily ever after or seomething, when in fact, because of the messages
and attiudes broadcst o me, I have no reason to believe I was put into contact with
someone who takes me seriously, and takes plasure in being cavalier with remarks about
even the value of my life as a himan being, let alone a servant of God. The only
reason I don't hate this person and their congregation is because I know how psyops and
digital editing works... I'd said before that if things worked out and if they really did
want to have anything to do with me, I'd end up down there angry and stuff... and the
psychotronics and all I've had since are clearly to have me forget them and distrust them
The interesting thing is, if those people even exist, I have no evidence to suggest
they exist or that they think I"m anything more than a buffoon... still nothing at
all has changed for me in what I've aid or feel... and maybe all that's too complex for
people to understand, accept or tak in, but it's just the turht. ANd the only people Ihave
animosity for are the government, the media, and now, the only people who appear they may
or maynot be serious and authentic Christians, or really good, well paid psyops people.
I've seen it all, and whne it comes to people, I have no faith inpeople... especially
Americans.. anymore... interesting, poeple have no faith in GOd, and God now has no faith
in people.... in a way, it works, in other ways, it's nothing but sad.
I thought if I could get to LA by the hildiays, then I could be available to anyone who
might find it fun to have Christ attend their Christmas services. I didn't make it. Psyops
Now, the truth is, there is no true urgency for me to do anything anywhere, except as I
choose and please, as God instructs me. So I'll still go to LA with all the hopes and
dreams I've said I have.. I hope I don't have to give any of them up... but please
understand, my attitude is that.. in whatever context, the United States doesn't want me
around, and they actually believe I should be humble to them, or that, even better, I
should just die... more proof to me of how AMerica has turned its back on God.
Now the more interesting news of the day.. I don't know if it's true or not... but I've
just been told that 1 ) The U.N is announcing a 1 year Era of Reconciliation"...
clearly another act of plagiearism of sorts, to make sure no one takes me seriously as the
Clintons and Obama do everything to cover their crimes.... and then 2nd...
I've been told that Pres. Ahmedinejad is going to announce the Second Coming of Christ
this evening... he's known for quite some time, and I've sent some stories to Iranian and
Middle Eastern newspapers with the specific intent of letting him know my appreciation for
his understanding of Christianity, his knowledge of me, and his honoring of the will and
intent of God, not to mention what is obviously his and other people's true desire to have
the Kingdom of God established. God bless him as I ask God to bless and keep us safe in
what could be a turbulent time if not handled properly.
To Pres. Amedinejad... thank you very much for your acknowledgement and careful
consideration of your words in your remarks, as well as taking care not to alienate or
insult those who would do you and your fellows harm in retribution for your courage,
particularly given tha tthe United States has falsely and consistently accused your nation
of being one of the great Satans of the world. People should be told and informed that his
acts are incredibly courageous in the face of the circumstances of the world, and if harm
or war comes to his or any other Arab Nation in order to silence me or conquer them, that
God will, as the Bible says, condemn any act at this time which does not conform tothe
rules of the Kingdom of God. Let that be a warning to all who would consider violence to
silence that nation or anyone who stands up for the Kingdom of God.
Please, sir, adopt the political and spiritual approach as described in my letters to
Mr. Olli Rehn and the United Nations to ensure that no person or religion or nation will
perceive me as a threat, but rather, as an empower of anyone who seeks to do good in the
world... which means everyone except the infidels who have chosen to do the work of Satan.
And we know who they are. Please do not provoke them.
Meanwhile, the bottom line for me is that, as stated and planned, I am preparing myself
for homelessness and travel to another nation that will provide support for the
establishment of the Kingdom of God. And I will stop by a church or two on my way through
town to see if God has arranged anything else that could be more productive.
I sincerely hope I have not hurt anyone's feelings or plans.. I really mean that for so
many reasons. I just wanted to be honest, and tolet people know that if they think I take
all of this less than seriously 100% of the time, and if you really believed that I was
having fun and happy go lucky and all..such that anyone could do anytthing to do and it
was funny and for some reason allowed or even right... you were wrong, and I'm very
forgiving, but I have my limits too. So if I do meet people along the way on the way out
of this country, don't ever forget that I'm a human being and I have feeelings too, and if
anyone bullshits me or tries to make me conform to their expectations, all they'll hear is
the word goodbye. And if anyone thinks this is a threat or coercive or manipulative or
anything but simply the truth that I'm trying to convey as one last attempt to cummunicate
with people I want to believe have the best intentions, that there is nothing silly about
the situation of the world, and if you won' ttake what I have to do seriously
enought ot realize your lives are at stake, then I don't have time to waste any further on
people who refuse to hear. I just don't. Regardless of any personal feelings or desire I
So if what I said causes you to react in pride and ego and anger, then please get your
life and hearts in order, and read Ecclesiastes for once and actually understand it. ANd
if you don't, then sit on the bench and get out of the way so you don't get the faithful
who do take it seriously killed because of your ignorance and or denial. It's that
serious, and there just isn't anything funny about it.
Loggins - Enter My Dream
Some people may say that what I have written here is change or a flip-flop in my
positions.. I want you all to finally realize that I really never said anything I didn't
mean, always trying to be careful not to misstate myself, always knowing I would never do
that perfectly, but always making it clear where I stood, even with a smile.. todya, I
have simply restated everything I've always said, I take back nothing, but I have a job to
do and don't have the luxury of giving the care to my personal desires that I must give to
the world I feel so lucky to have been given the responsibility of empowering... maybe
some day there'll be time for me... I hope... I have no idea how all this turns out, I
have some hopes, but God always does what He thinks best, and I accept it. Because it
alwyas is what's best.
Loggins - This Is It
Russell - Leon Russel - Prince Of Peace
Nahmod - One Power - One Power
Jackson - Keep The Faith
Wright - Who I Am - Who I Am
12:13 - I just received the following email... frankly, I'd be happy about
it if I didn't know the truth... which is that this announcement is from a group of people
totally committed to the cause of the Council on Foreign Relations, and unless something s
going on that I don't know about, is the reason I have been so delayed in moving on, and
is the perfect rebuttal to my existence by people in the centers of power. So, if anyone
thinks I'm silly because of the concerns I expressed earlier today, or anything I've
written in the past... this will be the first step in your realization of just how wrong
and ignorant it was to treat me with such disrepect and cavalier attitudes... I say none
of this with plesasure, to hurt anyone or in anyway except to inform you and to express a
profound saness that I don't believe anyone else could feel, and most certainly, that no
one has actually attempted to understand... while making fun of me... and mocking
God... for what reasons I don't know, but appear to be making themselves clear and known
to me.. unless this is all another psyop too... which it could be. Ephesians covers alot
of ground.. I have never been amused by any of the disrespect shown me, and since noone
has been concerned with my perceptions of all of that so called amusement, I'm not
particularly concerned with your perceptions of me... particularly in AMerica. And I am
profoundly sad to know that I have been moved to disclose that truth.
This message was sent globally by a person who abused and defrauded the
GDCU, and now works for the World Bank.
Many thanks to Dennis Kucinich for displaying his betrayal of God. And if
anyone thinks they can make me believe this is any sort of surprise party for me, I'll
only have 2 words for you. ANd then you can Interpret that as you will....
Subject: [Global Alliance] Christmas Message: The Star of Peace :)
Kia Ora from New
Misty Isles, to all our brothers and sisters across the globe, Mary Christ Mass. May
the tipping point of Mass intent for Christ consciousness, towards the Light of the
Divine Essence, continue to shine, may it end the long dark night of
the Soul liberating humanity into the Mary new age of Aquarius now begun! A time
of synthesis and unity, harmony and balance, brotherhood and sisterhood, sharing and
justice, freedom and creativity of the human Spirit, flowing from the Source of endless
Love. May the long-awaited Water-Bearer of Light step forward into a world ready to
receive Him - the Prince of Peace - for we yearn for Peace and wise counselling.
evocative cry for peace has now unleashed the cosmic energies! Look now for a
sign in the heavens - a bright Star! Very soon a large, bright
Star will appear in the sky visible to all throughout the world night and day.
This star heralds the beginning
phase of the total transformation of every aspect of our lives: political, social
economic, religious, scientific, cultural, educational and personal.
Teacher for all of humanity is soon to emerge publicly Maitreya The World
Teacher. He is known also in the major world religions as the Imam Mahdi, The
Christ, Krishna, The Messiah, and Maitreya Buddha.
Maitreya has not come as a
religious leader, or to found a new religion, but as a teacher and guide for people of
every religion and those of no religion.
At this time of great political,
economic and social crisis Maitreya will inspire humanity to see itself as one family, and
create a civilization based on sharing, economic and social justice, and global
He will launch a call to action
to save the millions of people who starve to death every year in a world of plenty. Among
Maitreyas recommendations will be a shift in social priorities so that adequate
food, housing, clothing, education, and medical care become universal rights.
All of humanity will be called upon to work for the restoration of our planet - each in
their own field of endeavour. The World Teacher will only guide and counsel us, according
to our freewill. He has written: By human hands, and human feet, must the new world be
can be summarised in a few words:
Save the World
On this special Christmas
Season look to the heavens for the Star of Peace :)
May our Ministries and Depts of
Peace within our global governments, make tangible the new age of miracles on
Love and blessings to you all
5:03 pm - I'm afraid to know what the news is today... hard to know what's true,
and I've had just about enough of psyops trying to brek down my sensibilities and
affections for everything I love, like God, and ministers and people and trees and the
ocean and everything else that's beautiful in our world... just like the politicians and
corporations do everyday... take it away from you, that is... frtunately, the psyops guys
decided to put me in a good mood before I wrote more in this weblog in order to use
up more time that I could be using to pack. I got the plastic in the back of the truck
now, and all I got to do is put the boxes in.. progress... I even cut a couple of pieces
of wood... it just gets weirder and weirder.. and if this M person doesn't really
exist, I gotta tell you, what a masterful psyop and I enjoyed every minute of it. I
love your work ethic :} Inside joke. :}
Dear Gaia.. no, let's not go there. I said we weren't gonna do that one Al...
Oh yeah, here's what I really wanted to talk about... see, I've been a real fan and
follower of the Kennedy's my whole life... I mean, a true believer, and I knew about
the Kennedy curse, sort of, and I found out about the book that I think was only published
in Italy about John, and I came down pretty hard on Ted, and I have no apologies for
that... and then I wondered what Caroline and Robert Jr were actually up to with their
current political activities, and like usual, I like to know facts before forming any
opinions... but I wondered, given the situation we're all in and the fact that I'm not
going to let Ted off the hook.... I believe in "The Drea" Do you? Cause I never
wanted totarnish anyone's reputations or anything, but I think I have a fair question,
wanting to know your true intentions... because America deserves to know... the real
ultimate question is, if God asked you today, how would you explain or defend your life to
Him. I really ask myself that question all the time in different ways, and it's a
difficult one to answer if you're human like me, but at least being and speaking the truth
makes me free of guilt and pain... and I have to say that when I saw you endorsing Obama,
I could see the years of stress and anguish in your face, an it made me feel bad
that you and your family wouldd be exposed to such pain, and then the loss of John Jr....
I was listening to the song Sweet Caroline today... a few lyrics in my mind, and was
astounded at the possible interpretations of a couple of lines... I'm going to listen to
it right now to make sure I heard it right... but it's one of those things that, in the
context of one's life, could actually mean Neil Diamond was asking you the same sort of
thing I was asking when he says....
Interesting, it didn't say what I thought it would or did when I remembered it the way
I remembered it... I wonder, if we were to sit down and listen to it in the context of
your life, what it would mean to you and your life.. it's still sort of the same question,
when you consider it all has to do with the impact things have had in your life and the
choices you've had to make to accomodate circumstances.... I want you to know I'm not
trying to criticize you in any way, but I'm a big fan of yours for lots of reasons, and I
always believed that even though I don't actually know anything about you personally, that
we shared a real joy and reverence for certain things that are truly sacred... and I'm not
really even talking about God, I mean about wht freedom means, and what it means to lose
someone you love, and the things that might have been accomplished or different if
circumstances were different... I'm asking the same questions of myself at this moment,
which means God is truly revealing things to us both and us all in this moment. I
hope it's as meaningful for you as it is for me, and that we can both/all pick up
from here and do what's in our hearts, and not just respond to circumstances. And
for everyone's sake, including God, maybe we can do away with this thing called the
Kennedy curse, because we all actually know it isn't a curse. It's the manifestation of
one more thing done to overthrow the Kingdom of God, of which John was an incredibly
admirable representative. One nation under God. I know what Camelot is.
It's weird.. I thought it was saying did Camelot ever actually exist?
Fogelberg - Heart Hotels
Vai And Ry Cooder - The Duel From Crossroads
Cocker - Many Rivers to Cross
Gabriel - No Way Out
Rundgren - The Very Best - Couldn't I Just Tell You
6:25pm ... One other thing I've been thinking about is the Ten
Commandments... one of these days I'm going to write those things down... anyway... I was
thinking about the idea of mortal sin, because I'd been told if you did these
particular things, you would be guilty of mortal sims that would have you be damned,
tormented and imprisoned in hell forever.,.. misconception? I'm not sure.. but I was
thinking about all the mortal sins I've committed over my lifetime... and I thought, it's
true, mortals do these things, I certainly do... I'm mortal... my spirit isn't but my but
my body is... everlasting life means my spirit lives forever, just like everyone else's
uinless you're one of the few who won't make the cut this time... the point is... I
can't help but wonder what other people think of what they've been taught or teach on this
topic... even more, what their congregations and other people think it means... or if this
way of looking at it is different than others or if it represents anything new.... maybe
if it means I have value to people... maybe other people would find out tha tthye have
value to other people... ripples are fun... one of my favorite potatoe chips with avocado
dip and stuff. I wonder if they still make 'em... I can't get grape nut flakes again :} Hi
Stivo :} How's the ministry goin'? :}
Fogelberg - Hard To Say
12/25/2008 - 10:08 am - Merry Christmas and bless you all.
- Grampa Tell Me Bout The Good Old Days
I keep trying to figure out why my computer wants to start playing Simon Says when I
start up my music player. I know that to most sane people, that probably sounds weird, but
then, you're reading this not me:} I think the pysops guys are drunk today, yesterday,
however, was a difficult day. I keep thinking, maybe I'll get lucky and all those
important, intimate questions they constantly ask me all the time are actually being heard
by anyone and doing some good in the morning. At least then it seems like it isn't a total
waste of time while they grill me about a woman that I've never met and have no proof
exists.. :} Now they keep asking me questions - talk about non-existence - about grand
kids, and I'm thinking, even if I ever had kids, which is doubtful, I don't want to have
grandchildren.. that would make me feel old... (as Que Sera plays on the stereo)... Oh
God, Part IV, and I don't even want to know what would happen if I raced a bunch of
littlekids to get on the train at Neverland... :} but I wanna find out....
So... Christmas.. hope yours is good.. it started out to be a beautiful, sunshiny day,
but, like me, it's starting to get a little cloudy and hazy, and a little dark... (and you
don't wanna know what's on the stereo now)... (Prince 7.. someone did want to
know...) My life is like working at an all request radio station, only there are no phones
and no means of communications... except... :} Although I hear that if you leave a message
for me on the White House Switchboard, the message will be delivered...
City of Angels is one of my favorite movies... George... and why shouldn't
I mention you here? Do you really think I'm a terrorist George, or do you just think it's
funny for you and your friends to refer to me as one? (I can hear people going, is
he really talking to George, or is he just messin' with us)... Pres Ahmadinejad seems to
know more about what Jesus would do than than you and your Council on Foreign Relations
ministers.. He said Jesus would fight terrorists, bullying nations... something like
that.. I haven't found any writings vy Shahs yet, but I will get those bases
covered, George, and I'm not talking diplomatic relations... so how many troops ya got in
Paraguay to fight the Argentinans, George? Are they really that much competition for
your marijuana business down there?
So, all that said.. I've been asked by some pysops guys ( I think they're drinking or
just in a good mood or something.. that's the thing about the psyops guys, they're always
there to talk to, they're consistent in their inquiries and actions and... wait a minute,
they try to drive me nuts by acting like they're friends when they're really not and not
even being nice to me.. but at least they're people to share the day with... and so far,
it's been kind of fun... and no, they're not my friends, and they're not fun, but it's
better than looking at a particular Monet or a cat with the same name as M, who's pretty
cute and kind of skiddish and can't wait to be pet as she runs awy a few feet, flops on
her nback on the floor and curls up in a ball or attacks my finger when I touch her..
that's EWmma the Calico Manx kitty for ya.. yes a real cat... I'm talking about a cat.. :}
You know, meow, one of those.. :}
So, off to the garage to actually pack (While Aha plays Summer Moves ON... check that
out, Squirrel Nut Zippsers...)
Enough silliness.. it was fun to talk to you, and check with my weather forecaster..
Guess I won't make it to the Church on time, but then, it appears nobody actually
wants me to, so it works out... or will anyway, cause I've heard Jesus saves, and I
Winwood - Higher Love
Jeff Walker - LA Freeway
Stewart - Have I Told You Lately
A Van Morrison song that is a prayer to God)
Collins - Testify - Testify
Newton John - I Honestly Love You
- We Are the World
12/24/2008 8:18 am - Given the intense psyops I underwent yesterday that tired my brain
to the point of exhaustion, and the attitudes they were trying to instill in me that are
false, I decided I'd take the time to state my positions, as well as to advise certain
individuals, particularly in other countries, what my intentions and plans so so that
preparations and cover can be set up in advnce at their convenience, hopefully without any
reason to intervene or be known to me along the way.
First of all, I will be traveling down the coast to L.A. I don't expect to be there for
more than 3 dyas, and when I afind a way out of the U.S. - which may not be easy for me
since I am a prisoner here - I'll head to Mexico City to seek assistance to make other
arrangements. Just be sure to understand that because of the surveillance of me, I am at
the current time a security risk to any nation if only because if I am exposed to any
classified material, it will be viewed and recorded by U.S. Intelligence agencies. From
Mexico City, I intend to seek asylum briefly in Venezuela, and hope I'll get a ride to the
Middle East via a really big ship... and I'll obey every instruction as to where to stay
away from on that vessel in the interest of thanking and honoring you for assisting in the
work of God. And if you can do something about my monitoring, and since I have never
actually been granted the rights of citizenship in the United States, whatever's mine is
yours. Interpret that any way you want.
As for the citizens of the United States, I have a few things to say, and I want to
make it clear that I've always seen the United States as my nation of citizzenship, as an
examplle of th epossibilkity of a nation that could be the primary leader in establishing
the Kingdom of God in this world on this spiritual plane. Unfortunately,the United
States... at least its leaders... have betrayed God in a profound way by using His
anointing and blessings of this country tofulfill their own greed and power lusts, and in
the process, have betrayed God to the point where the United States, because of its evil
and satanic government, has become the greatest danger this world has ever known.
And for God, it's the last time he's going to trust people and the empowerment of empire's
to establish and manage the Kingdom, because anybody who knows anything about history at
all knows that empires don't work. That's why God said if things got this bad, he'd handle
To those who express the idea that God is powerless without people must not have a clue
about God at all. Anyone who thinks it's appropriate to harm me - well, Jesus kept saying,
if youhate me you must have hated my father - I say the same things for the same
reasons... and my justification fr saying such things is the fact that I can't honestly
think of a single person in the nation who has ever proven to me that I can trust them as
a friend... something a mentally illl person might sya if they were mal-adjusted, but I'm
not that... I've been psyopped and harmed by people.. including those I've lived with,
even my own family, since I was very young. I'm not particularly angry about living
amongst such self-righteous hypocrites, I simply never understood why I was always being
dumped on and tricked when all I ever to do was to treat people with equal respect.
We're abut to enter the period that Revelations talks about where everyone blames and
hates God for all the bad things happening in the world and in this country especially...
partly because it appears tha tthe moment Ileave this country, other nations will no
longer respect the protected status of this country, which has only been granted as a
courtesy to God as if saying, as long as you fdon't give up on the United States, we
won't.. and we won't do it actual harm unles we have to... after all, every nation and
person has the right to self-defense. So I don't know what will happen after I cross the
border on my way out of the country.. just know tha tI'm not giving up on the U.S. at
all... I'm clear the U.S., including its citizens, minsiters and members of government,
sold me down the tubes long ago... the fact that I had faith in God and believed there is
a time to every purpose, knowing that God would call on me one day to do what He had in
mind.. and now knowing the requirements of His purpose for my life which I am more than
willing to be and provide... my judgment is the only way I can carry out His plans for me
will be to leave the countyr so that the United States can be "checked" by other
countries of the world, so I can survive to deliver on His promises to us all, and to
establish the Kingdom wherever it would be welcomed to begin.
I don't know what more to say on that subject except that once I step out of the United
States, the people who know what I'm talking about will have my sanction to appropriately
defend those who need defending against whatever offending forces are at work.
People have this funny idea that God only exists in a spiritual, unknown being or
as a force... it's true in one wya, but God actually exists in the flesh on earth..
and yet.. and this will surprise many people who just accept the propaganda of the
anti-Christ regarding how to think of God....they'd have you actuall deny the existence of
God.. and have you think of Him as someone living in some far off place in the sky and not
actually present and existing with you.. God's always been here, in the flesh, His spirit
being in a vessel called a body just like yours.. as well as existing in a greater sphere,
realm and domain far beyond our comprehension. The very idea that you're being taught that
God actually sets up bad things to happen to you, and that He is vindictive and would harm
His own creation to take out His anger on anyone or thing is ludicrous.. and if
spirritiual leaders would actually think about who and what God is, based on teh Bible,
and not the propaganda that's been passed down since the beginning of time, these
spiritual leaders would know not to cast God in a bad or stingy light to the world... we
sing "What A Friend We Have In Jesus"... from my personal experience, I'd have
to say that most people who would sing that song are right, except they'd have to be
incredibly deluded to think that Jesus would want to be their friend, given the treatment
He received, and the rejection and harm I receive by the very people who claim to be His
faithful followers. And tha isn't directed at any single person. And still, His hands are
outstretched, either because He loves everyone and everything that much, or because He's
really stupid. Feel free to have it your way, whichever way you go on it, knowing that if
you don't act like it, then all you're singing is empty words that make you look like a
good guy, when all you are is one more apostate or hypocrite, or at the very least,
someone who has been sorely miselead. And all it is to me is sad.
Thre are a couple of things on this web site that I'm not certain of.. and I say that
in regard to the information I've provided about the Council on Foreign Relations, Barack
Obama, The Democrats, the Republicans and basically how Americans are being killed by its
own government in the same ways the United States Government is being used to impose
tyranny on the world as well as attempt to overthrow the Kingdom of God. Believe it or
remain in denial as you will. You decision on that will likely meant the difference
between life or death, or at the very least, the quality of your life.
For those who have been party to all the psyops and believe this statement represents
your victory.... this is the final statement that proves you lose... and in the long run,
people will refer to this as the place where someone tried to warn everybody, and at least
people will know that a prophet was here, alot of good that does, and you will supposedly
be able to dismiss me as someone who was a false prophet, powerless or anynumber of
erroneous labels you'll put on me in order to justify your own guilt and hatred for God,
blaming Him for betraying you when, in fact, got put His earthly body on the line for you
once again to save your lives.. and like usual, His offer was expected in return for being
abused. And God said even that isn't going to be allowed ever again.
M... I don't really know what to say. Somehow you''re in the middle of soemthing that
doesn't look like it bodes well for you.. and if I wasn't so objective, I'd do the smart
thing and just write you off. Buit I'm a dreamer, I always plan for the worst and hope ofr
the best, and when it comes to you, I always hoped for the best, for all the
reasons... every reason.. that I said.. including my estimation that you'd be able
to separate the psyop from the reality of teh situatioon, as well as knowing that I
couldn't say those things, and they couldn't be used to make me seem hopelessly in love in
with someone if there wasn't some sort of reality to it, even if it was only my love for
you in the community of God's Kingdom, where everyone is dearly loved. And beyond
that, I can only say that you represented much more to me, and that's why I wouldn't take
ANY of it back, and why I was willing to share with you.. as partners in His work,
no requirement, but most certainly an ardent desire, and personally... alot of
hopes, and still, as an adult professional the willingness to answer anyone's questions
and empower your life and the lives of anyone you're involved with in any way... should I
be... and under ordinary circumstances, what I have been.. .which is inappropriate in what
I've expressed, except as an earnest demonstration of how psyops are used to deatroy
people's lives, the perceptions of God and Christianity... to keep people apart who were
chosen by God to establish His Kingdom once and for all... and who knows what else... and
maybe all God used you for was to make me finally realize that I could escape the prison
I've been in all my life.
Frankly, everything I witnessed was hurtful to me. I could care less what I can
prove. I know what I know. That's all I need to know. And I still give you the benefit of
the doubt that your particpation wasn't voluntary, and that you may or not even exist...
so that's why, always giving people the benefit of the doubt, I'll stop by and if it's
important to you ar anyone else, there'll at least be instructions for me at the two
facilities your supposed website and broadcast suggest exist. Even I could produce a
broadcast quality tv program to fake being a minister in order to become the focus of a
magnet war on behalf of the deception of the forces of Satan... if I wanted to do
something like that... just like numerous CIA agents are doing while posing as the
defenders of Democracy, supposedly hosting the most popular weblogs on the web, promoted
by the government controlled propagandist media... which should be everyone's first clue
that you're being guided to places to deceive you.... you just want to understand
that if I was being psyopped to watch you, as I was, and I was being psyopped to make a
fool of myself over you, which I was was and agreed to do to provide evidence of psyops,
and I was even psyopped intensely to get me to say things to alienate myself from true
believers, which probably happened...
I just don't know how I could have been more fully expressive of the reality of my
sitaution, whether anyone believes it or not.. I have no apologies for my life... and I'm
a servant of the Almighty God, and I certainly make no apologies for that.... so if any of
what I've said or done has hurt you or harmed you or caused an irreparable divide in our
ability to work together or caused harm in your personal life, I truly am sorry. You have
no idea how sorry that would cause me to feel. But I have a mission to accomplish, and
there's too much at stake to allow my personal feeligns to get in the way... and I shed a
tear every time I feel a need to say something like that.
Now, at this point, I have no reason to believe that anyone in this nation is willing
to stand up for God, because if they were willing to do so, I wouldn't be writing this
now. And I hope you, especially, understand that I have no vindictiveness or ill will in
mind when I say these things.. nor would I accept assistance from anyone who believed they
were coerced or were required to develop any kind of relationship with me because they
thought they had to in any way. And isn't it interesting that that's the fundamental
promise God makes to every being in His vast universe that far exceeds the size and scope
of the one I've been given responsibility for...
I honor what I heard as your expression of your commitment to God, as I honor all
people who do what they believe they are called to do.. and by golly, nobody's perfect and
I certainly expect noone to be... God can count on me to be His most willign and grateful
servant, and I know He is mine, and I place my faith in God. Everytime. And for the
moment, exclusively, because He's the only who's ever proved to me over time that they can
be trusted. It's not personal. Knowing what I know now, I actuallly know it's the truth.
And I've got to be honest, no one could possibly be more surprised to find that out. And
that is why it's all so sad to. me. Because I know the citizens of the world are good
people who choose to do the right things even when it isn't the best things for
themselves... and in particular, the betrayal of the United States, the nation leading on
the lie as being the representative nation of God... of His Kingdom... they're the ones
causing all the damage, and they refuse to stop just like the Bible says... and I
won't, as a citizen, allow that to continue, and as a servant of God, I won't,
knowing that God is in control, and that the time I've wasted interacting with a psyop
must have accomplished something, or God wouldn't have had me do it.
And so, all I can do is take on songs like this Yusef
Islam - The Wind
in order to give me courage and the mental fortitutde to continue on His behalf under
any and all conditions... including loving another woman for reasons I don't understand,
for reasons and facts I was never given answers to, and for which I will live my life
wondering... knowing there must be some sort of lesson for me to understand, lemons
into lemondae all all that... and I don't say taht to play mental games or anything
else... I just want you to know ultimately, that as my pastor, you did your job with me,
and I love you for it, and always willl... just as I'll innocnently, like any normal human
being, what might have been.. whatever might have been, like this sng says... as
Satan provided obstacles to something that may not even exist... to prevent me from
what I said I'd do on behalf of God as His willing servant... I don't know what else
to say, except all it means, is that you were loved... and that can mean anything you want
it to mean.
And with that, I'd hope I've been psyopped into oblivion and that it was worth it,
hoping you understand that what I've just communicated is what was necessary to be
sure you understand that I have to have mindset that allows me to continue this work
no matter what, and I want to do it because it's so worthwhile... and that deep
inside, I really hope with all my heart, to meet you when I get to L.A. and be part of a
community that looks to me like it could be pretty cool.. if it exists... and if I'm
received as a worthwhile person... and if I'm not, then I'll just assume God wants me to
see South America, cause I've never been there, and I'm curious, so it works out... cause
I trust God.
And I love you... my love never ends no matter what, and I hope you understand that
concept and live it in your own life, because that kind of thinking will serve you and
every person you minister to, because it is the Golden Rule... Agape, if you feel a need
to put it in righteous Biblical terms... regardless of whether or not anyone
understands or lives it.
Apple - Across The Universe There's those Apple guys again.
King - Only Love Is Real
Clapton - Unplugged - Nobody Knows You When You're Down and Out
McDonald - No Lookin' Back - No Lookin' Back
- Missionary Man
Islam - Father & Son
Corea with Flora Purim - Return to Forever - What Game Shall We Play Today
12/23/2008 - 6:22am - I think that's close to the right date and time. I wish I was
joking. The computer doesn't keep the date and time properly, I have no real tv to compare
dates and times with (they may be wrong due to piggybacks anyway) and... it goes on and on
but I think it's Tuesday :} Works for me. Not like the days of the week and dates and all
are all that relveant to my life right now.
So just to be sure, whatever I say next is not areflewction on anyone else...
it's just sort of a journal entry of where my mind is at today regarding what's on the
agenda today, the near future and my past experiences that wouldd have me write such a
Apparently, it all started at a 5,000 watt radio station in Fresno, California...
someday maybe someone will tell me the rest of that story... :} Todd Walker and Ted
Turner, feel free to chime in... Wonderful KYNO :}
So I'm sitting here thinking about wht I'm about to do... load the El Camino... I'm
going to put a number 1 on the front of a car, and I broke the plastic Jesus for the dash,
but I still have the wind-up glow in the dark angel that flaps its wings and affixes to
any surface with a little patch of glue tape on the base of its... do plastic angels have
So I'm thinking, I can spray down the car with the pre-thawed hose to get the 18 inches
or so off the car so I can load it... and I guess I could spray down an area of the
driveway so that when I hit the gas for launch I'll hit the pile of snow and ice... the
driveway... with some speed, and then, as my car bottoms out... then what.. it's about 200
feet to the "road"... and this is all dirt road that I put gravel on... so at
least the base is good... so let's say I get it out to "the road" then I have
about a 1/4 mile to the real road... more dirt road with gravel and snow 12-18 inches
high.. I ain't digging it out... and no snow plow comes down these roads... so let's say I
get it out the real road and the mailboxes... no one had plowed it the last time I was out
there... :} But let's just say I get it there...
This is good, thinking out what needs to be done... gives me plenty of permission to
make lots of hot chocolate while I laugh at the predicament... the obstacles that Satan
has placed before me to prevent me from doing God's work.. my whole life :} And now, when
it's most important, the time when He was preparing me for all this time.. including how
to drive on bad road conditions...
I think about how the last time I took a leap of faith and ended up in Brooklyn
courtesy of an independent affiliate of the Psychic Friends Network.. didn't work out well
at all... got to see a bit of New York though, though I'd been looking forward to seeing
it at Christmas time...and I think about how I somehow think my real next mission is in
New York, although going there would be dangerous for everyone I want to help, and would
leave me no fallback position at all.. which couldn't be right, cause Dad said always pack
your own parachute...
Once I get to the road... if I do.. probably Thursday morning about this time... for
those who might think it weird that 'd set off on Christmas day, it is sort of weird, but
there won't be much traffic, and it should be a pristine day of some sort given the
weather conditions, and when considering the past and the possibilities of the future,
it's kind of like being born again again and truly a gift one way or another... a new
life... not knowing what's ahead, not knowing if what's ahead will have me remain in this
country I love or if I'll have to leave or even if I'll have the resources to do anyhting
on His behalf if all I've been one more tim eis a fool... falling into the deceptive traps
of this world, and having a little too much faith for the times we live in... still
believing His will shall be done, and that He will work through me.. my faith in God does
I've been told I'm sitting in the worst storm in Washington State history since... the
last time I lived here... which was the worst storm then... some 18 years ago... heading
to an area of earthquake activities and fire zones where there was predicted to be
horrendous earthquakes predicted about the time I turned 18... and then 35... hard to know
if anyone understand those implications... all I gotta say is it's not God causng or
allowing that, it's the Devil's workers using technology to trigger climactic and tectonic
events... El Nino and El Nina... I'm usually around when El Nino takes effect... started
when I was a kid and El Nino first started happening when we moved to Santa Cruz...
So I'm headed for LA, wondering which route to take, feeling an urgency to get there
amidst a backdrop of not really going anywhere in particular with no schedule to keep...
an unwillingness to work with certain corporations who have it in their power to make mine
a pretty easy, luxurious life.. seeking simple things as always while appreciating all the
gifts God has given me to keep me happy and the tools to do His work... even Ephesians :}
Feeling all the time like Im being unfairly and without cuase - tested by people who
believe I need tomeet their standards in terms of being and lifestyle and approach... not
like their opinions don't matter, but I've just had enough of people judging me in the
face of the world we live in and the few requests and expectations I have on His behalf...
that I wish I didn't have to make in the first place.. knowing there are manywho would be
most happy if I simply disappeared from the face of the earth... who have set me up to
travel like this in a pervasive effort to cause me to be homeless to shut me up, even long
before I knew I was Christ, but acting as a citizen who believed he was free and equal and
equally cared and provided for by a government designed to be the beginning of the full
establishment of the Kingdom of God... which it has never truly been, but like so many,
believed it was because of deception upon deception upon deception. Third time's a
charm, or bad news comes in 3's... which one would I be presumed to believe... and which
is real... if either are.
So I think about what a beautiful trip it's going to be.. taking in the mountains and
the snow, the trees and the ocean, the people and the wildlife still in the coutnry not
having migrated.. and lots of little things I don't thinks many people see like I do..
it'll be a wonderful time... and then some reality will set in one way or another... and
strangely enough, most predominately, I see the probability of meeting Vicente Fox and
Hugo Chavez and Vladimir Putin... meeting them under the most unlikely of circumstances
that I can't quite make out in my mind... except that it will likely be the final step
before the capitualtion of the racketeers who have overtrown the government of the
Unitedf States... and I don't see myself doing that alone, but I do have a problem
geting a feel for what there would be to come back to...
So, again, I'll say this isn't to anyone or a lament or complaint to anyone, just my
thoughts this morning as I prepare to take the next step, depending only on God. Because I
have nothing else to depend on, and these days, particularly in this moment, I wouldn't
have it any other way. Because I don't have it any other way. But at least I have my
popcorn maker :}
I'll prbably make another entry tonight before packing away the hard drives for safe
keeping... I'll be in LA either Friday or Saturday... I have no numbers to call, but I'll
start at the northern most possible contact point and work my way to an old rugged cross
or something... and I'll leave notes about when I return, because I can't rely on a cell
phone anyway... The best news is, though, I'm the best equipped homeless person in
America... for anything... and for that I'm thankful... and lots of other things I'm
thankful for that I doubt most people will understnad, when I declare once again that God
will prevail, and I'll trust Him to keep His promises to us all, and to me... because I
always have, and always will... and one way or another, I'm going to have a great time...
Floyd - Is There Anybody Out There
Floyd - Delicate Sound of Thunder On the Turning Away
Wonder - Overjoyed
Wonder - Ribbon In The Sky
Tomlinson - Run This Way Forever - By a Friend
King - You've Got A Friend
Taylor - October Road - Carry Me On My Way
Taylor - National Anthem
Lightfoot - Complete Greatest Hits - If You Could Read My Mind
Khan - Have A Little Faith
Arie - Acoustic Soul - Ready for Love
Mac - Everywhere
Rehn - In the End
Gurvitz - Free Ride - Time Is Endless
Chapman - Baby Can I Hold You
Gaye - What's Going On - God Is Love (The B-Sides - Bonus Track)
PS to Barack and the Council on Foreign Relations... don't ever count me
PSS to Amy: I love what yer doing... including having Jerry Natler on to
present his version of "forecasting their actions" in presenting a pima facia
case against the Bush Administration... as well as documenting the fraud and conspiracy
contained in your innoculation of Barack as being the hero in the face of what's left
behind from the Bush Admisnistration.. meanwhile, Rick Warren, pressing the Council on
Foreign Relations' case, and even the Pope is making a fool of himself like Interentional
Criminials do when they're busted and still trying to use force of one kind or another to
perpetuate a tyrannical rule.... the propehecies are all coming true... it's fun to watch
criminals pass laws that will convict themselves.... oneless thing... Jerry... Bob
Dylan - Slow Train Coming - When You Gonna Wake Up how will defend your life? To God?
& Garfunkel - Greatest Hits - Bookends
& Garfunkel - For Emily, Wherever I May Find
is a Conversation
A Conversation with a Friend
I recently spent most of a day and most of a night talking to
one of my best friends about current world events.
Hes 14 years younger than me. I grew up, first in East Palo Alto, California
(until the age of 6) and then in the mountains of Santa Cruz (until 16) and the hills of
Eureka, Ca. (until 19). He's from Los Altos, and still lives in the San Francisco
I grew up in the political and cultural climates of John F.
Kennedys Camelot, in the middle of the Vietnam War protests, civil rights marches,
parents involved with Richard Nixon's campaign for the Governorship of California, and was
taught from a young age to fiercely respect and defend Democracy. I witnessed the assassinations, one after another,
of the countrys brightest and most visionary leaders of the century.
I was a true believer in American Democracy, but became
disillusioned with American leadership at the age of 13 because of the proven lies spread
by the government in order to cause the American people to rally around their causes and
go along with corrupt governmental policies and actions.
Lies that impacted American foreign policy, military policy,
cultural values and beliefs, and allowed for the subversion of the intent of our
forefathers, and the Constitution they provided us that was a viable foundation for a land
of people who truly believed in and faithfully disciplined themselves to behavior that
made freedom and justice for all possible. If
only because it was the right thing to do.
I explained to my friend that my disagreement with the Election
of 2000 was not who won. My exasperation came
from watching the reports from Florida, minute by minute, all the time reassuring friends
and business associates Dont worry
when all is said and done, this will
all go to the Supreme Court, and the Supreme Court will do the right thing and uphold the
Constitution, and there will be a full accounting of the votes, and whoever actually won
will be President.
The Constitution has provisions that manage this specific kind
of election dilemma. Had the Constitution
been followed, the truth would have been found and the country would have continued with a
validated election result and a demonstration for the world about how American Democracy,
object of our national pride and envy of the world, really does work.
In the end, citizens were shocked at the lack of honor by a
man, and a court appointed by his party, that would so brazenly disregard the law, with an
even more brazen response to those who would challenge it
coming in the form of such
immature playground remarks as You lost, get over it, and What are you
going to do about it?
I will never get over what was lost that day. There was no higher court in which to plea for
justice. We did not lose an election. We lost
Democracy, and the right to expect our votes to be counted, and the will of the people to
affect their governance, and the right to justice for all.
The man who would bring honor to the White House broke the back of
Democracy. I am constantly reminded that
there is no honor among thieves, and it is proven by the actions of this government, and
the lies (propaganda) they tell and evidence they suppress in order to cover what they
actually are doing.
My friends response was, all
it means is that the rules have changed.
I said, If the rules have changed, then show me the
Constitutional Amendments that changed it.
I said How do you feel about a certain Washington State
software company that has a monopoly on a market and still continues to sue and steal
their competitors out of existence.
He said If thats what you have to do these days to win
the game, then thats what you have to do.
I said Okay, for the sake of argument, I can accept that, but
then tell me, what does that have to do with obeying and enforcing the law, what does it
have to do with justice, and ultimately, how in the world can you say that these changes
in the rules still preserve the game called Democracy?
He said Democracy has changed.
People have agreed that this is the new way to operate in the world. The fact that the rich get richer and the poor get
poorer is just the way it is, and the only way to really have freedom is to have money, so
you gotta get it any way you can.
I said, Democracy hasnt changed. Democracy has safeguards to prevent that sort of
thing. What has changed is that people have
abandoned Democracy, there is no longer agreement that American Democracy will work
because the leaders set the example by ignoring the rules and subverting justice, and so
the followers of these leaders naturally assume that this is the appropriate way to
conduct oneself because cheating will give you the edge over those naïve law abiding
people who blindly trust their government and arent with it.
I said You say you agree that a lot of what goes on seems
wrong, at least on the surface. Dont
you ever think about how all of these things impact you personally.
His response was the one that startles me most, the one I hear the
most, and the one that must make the special-interest, anti-democracy propagandists
He said Its really easy not to think about it. I dont want to know. It just depresses me. I just want to go to work, make a lot of money,
spend time with my wife and eat good food. I
dont want to have to waste my time on things I cant do anything about.
I said, Exactly. They gotcha.
But all I want to know is, if were not going to play Democracy
anymore, is it too much to ask the people who made that decision to inform us of the rules
to the new game?
He said Ha! There
are no rules, except to do whatever you can to get an advantage, and making it look like
youre doing one thing while doing another so you can get away with it. Besides, if they told everyone the rules, then
other people could compete, and the people in power might lose a lot of money and the
power to make up the rules that give them the advantage.
I said Exactly. And that has
nothing to do with Democracy. Thats
He said Exactly.
12/22/2008 - Don't know what time it is cuz the power went out and my computer battery
is out and the cmos keeps resetting... and if you think that's bad... I'm thinking,
ok, so I get the car loaded, then, how do I get out of the driveway. Good thing I bought
the winch :} Funny, I haven't been able to get on line to post anything since adding the
CFR New World Order quotes... hmm.. must be on eof those coincidences Dobbs was talking
about.. Lou, call Ted, handle it please :}
Meanwhile.. I'm about to bust... anitcipation is the worst part... some may say, oh,
it's a destructive distraction, but I say I'm still quite focused... on what, we may never
know, and I'm sure Baracky would love that.. meanwhile my stereo plays the most incredible
context sensitive random music I'v eever heard. Now, remember back in the days when I said
I was crazy,and that I'd make the case myself.. that's we're gonna own Time Warner...
it'll be fun :} They put it on the table, and as a matter of principle, I want it. It'll
be called.. what was that name.... The Kingdom of God COmmunications.. right..
Meanwhile... speaking of Gethsemane.... took a drive the other day, and there's a new
church in town.. Gethsemane Ministries. Hi guys! Love ya'll }
I'm gonna go watch the news now, unless I've made Mike mad too.. :} Hope not, I like
him, despite certain affilaitions... so after I watch, ya never know, I may have something
new to say... meanwhile... busy busy busy....
Wonder - That Girl
Of Power - Bump City - Of The Earth
Gaye - What's Going On - God Is Love (The B-Sides - Bonus Track)
- Never My Love
- Along Comes Mary
Strunk - Daisy a Day
McCartney - Wingspan (History CD 2) - Tug Of War _ Paul McCartney
Harrison - All Things Must Pass - My Sweet Lord
Time: Don't know, haven't reset the clock since the ice storm took out the
power :} It just flickered. :} So...
To Pat Robertson... watched you on TBN just a few minutes ago, an was
actually impressed with what you had to say about marriage. See, I actually believe that
marriage is something in the perview of churches and spiritual leaders... and if one
church ascribes to a particular walk in their faith and another doesn't, for whatever
their reasons, it's fine, and gay and lesbians couples can go there and be part of that
community. In time, though, I know we'll agree that, ultimately, with the Golden Rule
prevailing over the rule of law and the evolution of the cosmos of people and beings, that
we'll find common ground in the realization we are all equal and God's creations. Makes
everything easier when you view the world from that light. And, I might add, is one
of those issues that will be thoroughly discussed once Democracy has been restored, and
Go'd New World, the Kingdom of God, is restored in the spirit of America. I know we cna
agree on that. I still love you Pat, always did, and I'm glad to be reminded of your
continuing faith and service.
12/21/2008 - 7am - Good morning. It's Sunday... I asked God to crack the sky last
night, and it stopped snowing. We'll see how long it lasts... you know how invocations go,
though, you gotta be specific.. it could last just a little while.. unlike other things
I've asked for... Anticipation really is the hardest part..
Meanwhile.. :} I'll be catching up on the new later in the day, Barack, so don't
get your hopes up. You may have noticed, I am really quite persistent. Just wanted to
remind you. Tell Zbigniew and Volcker I haven't forgotten them either... Are you learning
anything about audacity, Barack? This one's especially for you Barack...
MORISSETTE - FLAVORS OF ENTANGLEMENT - Citizen Of The Planet - Alanis Morissette
I particularly like the part about reformatories.... :}
PS Alanis... I'm not afraid of YOU. :} I'm not the guy who's gonna leave... And tll the
folks over at Maverick that I look forward to hearing more of their stuff... really. I
wish I had some Donnie McClurken music, I only have this one song, in my mind I hear, but
it hasn't quite come to me yet... :}
So I'm gonna get busy now.. gotta figure out how to burden as many people as possible
and inconvenience them as much as I possibly can... One of God's little tests, I'm sure...
I'm not quite sure who he's testing but I look forward to seeing the results as always...
I just had to razz Barack a little. Wouldn't want him to become complacent. :}
I wish I could say the suspense is killing me, sorta, but the truth is, it's bringing
me to life. Interpret that as you will. Tons of music welling up here, on all sorts of
subjects... tell Clive to get his story together... otherwise... at least God
bestowed equality, it's a start. :} Does he have a sense of humor at all? :}
Brothers - The Very Best Of - Ordinary Man
Brothers - The Very Best Of - Wynken, Blynken And Nod
- Every Time I Think Of You
& Patti - Tears of Joy - Takes My Breath Away
There are a million stories in the naked city. Fortunately, I'm not going
there... interpret that as you will as well... busy busy busy...
Wind & Fire - In The Name Of Love - Keep It Real
7:18pm - What a day. So much for the crack in the sky. Probably up to 12
or more inches. Sorry Shelton.
Got a song coming up by request by the KOKid for a song by the beloved
Rutles that was quite a surprise... it just gets weirder and weirder, M, something about
vocabulary... or audactiy or something :} What a surprise :} I thought it would be
- I Love You
So, anyway... everytime I turn around, I find something that's sort of
like another clue to my life.. Like the pencils my mom gave to me with her name on them,
and the wax stamp with my initials on it that my sister Alma gave me... and some spoons
with some symbols on them from the Masons or Free Masonry... Anyway, did you know
McCartney has a song called "Anyway?" Weirder and weirder... :}
That reminds me: A note to Charlie's Angels... some of you who I listen to
frequently seem to have taken the view that the most logical outcome of all this was that
I'd not succeed... I love to do things that people say aren't possible just to prove it
is.. :} Just for fun :} Here it is, Christmas... and I had to go and play White Christmas
:} It's beautiful though... and the birds are back... haven't seen the chopper guys for
a couple of days though. Oh well, all I can say is Merry Christmas, and I bet I
come up with some tunes...:}
Story - The Gift - Salve Regina-O Holy Night
Browne - Rock Me on the Water
Diamond - Holly Holy
Floyd - Delicate Sound of Thunder On the Turning Away
Rundgren & Utopia - The Very Best - Love Is the Answer
(I inserted that link and then it started playing on my computer... de do de do:})
PS: Silver Bells Norah
Jones - Feels Like Home - What Am I To You
Tomlinson - Still Believe - Let Us Dream
PSS: Julian: Are you gonna read this into the record, or will Roger? I'll
read it in myself, so long as I don't have to testify :}
- Lunar Sea
PSSS: Being an Angel doesn't mean being perfect, it's just what you are :}
Mann - You Angel You
I'm havin' fun. I hope all of you are having fun too :} It's the Sunday
9:51 pm - By request... from an index page from long ago... :}
Clearwater Revival - Long As I Can See The Light
It's All the Same
Seek and ye shall find
Give and it will be returned in kind
Hope, it may come true some day
Feel, your heart will show the way.
Truth changes all the time
Thoughts confused by modern rhyme
Dreams that move you in the night
Eyes refuse to see the sight
Care enough to know
Hide to protect the whole
Reach when you're afraid
Rising or falling, it's all the same.
One final thought for the night, sort of, is this
page of my favorite quotations..... from some interesting people in history
And then there are these regarding the Council on Foreign Relations and the New
World Order. It's always interesting to me how some of these ideas are actually good
ones... often delivered by people using such lofty words as deceptions to cover the evil
they perpetrate... and sometimes, because they actually believe in what they're saying...
like Nelson Mandela, Shaker of Trees... and the Rev. Martin Luther King, Jr. And my
opinioon of Richard Nixon continues to rise...
Michael - You Have Been Loved
As for Ronnie, though :}
12/20/2008 8:35am - Things continue to just get weirder and weirder... pardon my
French... THis is one of those... I don't know who sees this stuff.. but it looks like
Tancredo and all the Coferheads are getting their way on this dialectic to get me
homeless, and it looks like a probable success.. cutting off my head and hands so to
speak... so, I guess I'll be leaving for L.A. whenever I can, given that the weather
is going to get worse, and who knows what'll happen next.
I may not be able to post anything again for a variety of reasons... M.. I always said
it was a matter of choice... maybe I'll see you soon.. I hope so. Til then it's just a
wing and a prayer thing... :} Time for me to get busy... No matter what, even it's it's
just another thing of the past in my bizarre life, I send alot of love, and hopes and
prayers for your continued success.
Stevens - The Wind
Browne - Naked Ride Home - Don't You Want to Be There
and Crofts - The Longest Road - One Planet, One People Please
Clapton - Change The World
Brothers - For the Love of You
Gaye - What's Going On - God Is Love
1:45 pm - The ski report for Shelton, Mason County and neighboring communities is
really good, fine powder, and due for 12-18 inches of snow, not thawing until January
2nd.... but Chuck, undaunted, has a plan... Coferheads are really sensitive people, aren't
they? As the next DEW attack hits me. So... I knew I was in for trouble this morning when
the chemtrails were present in the sky in the form of an X... just south of the island and
blowing my way. A man describing himself as a former DEA agent was "helping" to
build my deck at first, and one day, showed up with a big bottle of bubble blowing
solution (the soap variety) which showed me the air currents above and into the yard.
He also left a short wave radio which I discarded because I thought it might be a
"bug" or DEW emitter. I kind of decided to brush him off bcause of his racist
remarks to some really cool mexican workers who did a great job on the painting and
kitchen cabinets. I thought they were really sweet guys.
Today.. down at the cell phone tower... I saw a big confederate flag... never saw it
before... looked at some property on the idalnd before landing here, and were discouraged
by a guy who lived at the head of the road with a sign saying "no tacos here"...
and a few other racist things.. he was in a 20-30 rv.. that was soon gone when someone
else bought the property...
All in all, regardless of who I am, it looks like the perfect example of what a weed
and seed operation looks like... getting people to move to a certain area where people are
trained to sell real estate and assets to "bad people", and then systematically
driving them bankrupt and causing them to lose everything so they can buy it all up at
pennies on the dollar.
Which is the same exact paradigm and dialectic in play across America and around the
world as the financiers literally are robbing world governments like charging ransom in
exchange for not beginning a nuclear or neutron war. As they know their time in power is
growing very, very short. The thing I can't figure out is where ya'll think you're gonna
run. I mean, I know all about F-22's and the F20A and all... but is Mars really ready for
you guys? Or is it the other "Earth" - Europa, isn't it - that you didn't want
people to know about? Talk to Miles... you guys are nuttier than he is... I was endeavor,
by the way... I checked that baby out from dozens of angles when it was on the
surface. And my solar batteries never run out :}
Meanwhile... Baracky... I just discovered one of the cleverest infiltrations of the
Department of Peace... and now I'm certain of 2 or 3 board members, an employee.. and
psychotronics being used on numerous people including Marianne Williamson... it'll make a
perfect example of how the Council on Foreign Relations infiltrates nearly every
organization and corporation on the board and advisory commitees... in order to control
the corporate and Stalinist agenda in the Untied States, of which you are its figurehead.
I'll bet Dennis Kucinich will have some interesting things to tell us, as well as
others he's been in touch with toward the same goals.
So... M.. I'm still working on getting out of here somehow, and the phone works
again... so here's to a brighter day.. funny, that's one of those that just drops out of
my mouth and goes a dozen different ways... Happy New Year... and my car'll go great with
all that perfectly distributed weight... :} I love taunting these guys... they always do
more crimes and make it easier to get 'em to come out with their hands up :} That's
politics M... God's way when in Rome, sorta ... Trust me, I won't forget the turntable.
- These Dreams
- Too Much Time On My Hands
Dan - Bodhisattva
- Back In '64
of Change - Joy - Paradise Road
- Love Train
- Good Morning Starshine
McLachlan - Wintersong - What Child Is This (Greensleeves)
Wonder - Visions
Guardsmen - Snoopy's Christmas
PS to Rod - Love yer stuff :} Nuff said :}
12/19/2008 - 5:58am - HRC - Hope you got the message. I meant every word.
I'd just like to say to folks that along the way I've said somethings out of anger,
hurt and psychotronics that I won't say I didn't mean in one way or another, but I never
intended to be hurtful. Guess that's part of being human too. I'm looking forward to
having some good productive and healing conversations with a number of people.
Meanwhile... Bill... how low would you like oil prices to go? And thanks for defending
I've been zapped pretty hard the last few days... most of the packing's done, and
apparently there's about 7 inches of snow on the ground... so...
It's good to see people on BTV talking about a cash economy, it's good news for
everyone, and I encourage everyone to continue that conversation...
Just wanted to touch base, let eeveryon eknow I love them, and look forward to the next
phase of the trip.. not the couch trip, but the trip... although the couch trip was pretty
funny. Dragnet's next. :}
Hi Lou.. love ya too.
And then to the folks in LA and other places... hard to know exxactly what to say.. but
I listened to The Morning Papers and I loved it... Now there's this Rufus Wainwright
song that really crascks me... just wanted to keep the saga going.. you know those guys in
the media.. they just love to have a good story with a happy ending, and with their
knowledge of me, an unusual beginning.. Lou always said that the beginning makes all the
difference.... so this ought to be really interesting...
John - Tumbleweed Connection - Where To Now Saint Peter
- TBD - Cheese And Onions
Top - Jesus Just Left Chicago
Top - I Thank You
Stewart - Human - If I Had You
Dimension - Save The Country
- Love Sees No Color - Love Sees No Color
Martin - Memories Are Made Of This
McLachlan - Wintersong - I'll Be Home For Christmas
PS - The White Horse on Enya's album looks just like the one I had
in mind... It'll be great to hear the album.. I think It's Called The Winter Has Come...
7:01 pm - It's been an interesting day... taking some hits and dealing
with a fever... no, psyops guy, it's not about what's her name... learning how to
use a cellphone and... Some great info from LINK-TV regarding hurricane Katrina, Barack...
heard about that? Plan to do anything about that situation down there, or does it matter
that the hurricane was used to displace so many black citizens, let alone those requiring
public assistance? And then there's Burma/Myanmar... you've heard of Unocal haven't you?
Meanwhile... looks like I won't be out of here til Tuesday, maybe Monday,
but I'm still pretty weak from the sleep deprivation and infection from the last few
days... great timing, huh? anyway.. that puts me in the LA area on Christmas day... so go
the dialectics.. lucky I have a popcorn maker...:} Anyway... looks like the psyops
guys are cutting off email just in time to leve thousands of messages piling up in my
inboxes online... and phone service seems to be off... communication is a wonderful thing
in the modern era, ain't it... nothing new though... I was supposed to be gone by now, so
there's no real tv channels... :} So much for Doc Hollywood... everything's reversed :}
FTR, haven't gotten any email since 12/10... but Mark 11:25 was interesting. I even knew
where it was :}
All this is a common dialectic to make sure any plans are disrupted and
that no plans for anything can really be made.. all for the purpose of making sure old
Baracky baby can get inaugurated before anyone finds out what a fraud he and his friends
are... wait il the world hears that a homeless person wrote the campaign he plagiarized to
get elected... right Hillary, you were the one who provided the innoculation against
claims of plagiarism, weren't you?
St Matthews... You're an expert too. Can't wait to cite Dan Burton on the
Vince Foster case...
Anyway... did you hear the one about the Morning Papers... when I hit the
road, figure I'll be traveling 14-16 hours a day (nothing better to do:}) and then it's a
new rendition of "Get Me To The Church On Time" - kudos to Mitch Miller for that
one.. :} except I'll have some new lyrics.. :} We should do a special viewing of
Religilous and have Maher come over and talk about it.. :} CS Lewis was interesting today
on the BYU Channel... every time the tv service goes off, I get a really interesting
selection of viewing, and I'm actually serious about that... Someday, I hope they have a
show describing Avatars and universes.. that would be fun... I wonder if the psyops guys
will give me a view of another channel tonight :}
What a strange microcosm I live in. Can't believe I actually laugh at it,
but what's a Christ to do? New distinctions I hope to have one day, pastor, minister,
parson, priest and I'll bet there's a bunch more... someone already told me what apostle
means.. I don't mean to be irreverent, but it's a hard habit to break... but I will, I
Speaking of promises, I'd like to say a very fond hello to the people of
Israel and the Palestinian territories...
I've been thinking of what I could actually say to people regarding
Christmas, this year...
When I was a child, this time of the year was truly
special to me.. being with friends and family, and sharing the graciousness of so many
people in my communities... and it was easy then to feel the power and spirit of God, and
the love for His son that made it all possible... listening to the choir at church and
then, with my family, singing Christmas carols while my sisters played the ukelele,
visiting my grand parents on Christamas Eve... and waking up in the morning on Christmas
day to give and share gifts... of course, Dad didn't want to be awakened before 6am, so us
kids would make the orange juice and vanilla milk and patiently wait til the time came to
wake up our parents and the celebration of the day would begin...
It's hard to express - now - the meaning of
Christmas for me... for me, I think of the suffering and gift of Jesus, the incredible
gifts and promises of God, and the incredibly beautiful world provided to us all. All not
so incredible after all. And even though I may be on the road for the special day this
year, I will be very close to all the people I know who I love, and the people I haven't
met who I love.. and the mysteries of God that are being revealed before our hearts and
our eyes and our souls... and with that, an emptiness I've felt for years is filled and
renewed with such anticipation and hope and a vision of a world where noone is left empty
or unfulfilled... the promise and joy of the love I've received, the love He provides,
filling my spirit with a love so big that I hope to share with the world... His gift to us
all, and the gift I look forward to sharing with the world each day as time goes on
The gift I hope you'll all share with me
God Bless You, and if I can't be with you on this
special day of rememberance this year, know that I am with you in spirit. As it should and
will be and is... because I truly do love you... something I hope will never be forgotten.
Music of the Angels... prophets that they are... amazing ain't it...
Brickell & the New Bohemians - Now
Mitchell - You Turn Me On I'm A Radio
Hermits - Kind of Hush
Jones - Magical Child - Prayer
G - White Christmas
Soon, and the world will change again, some more. Thank God, and God
bless you all..
M.. lots of things I want to talk to you about and say to you.. and all
the cool people who laugh at the weird things... :} lots... and lots... big EH... and
more... .. ... ... Maybe you can explain to me how to do text messaging. No, I'm not
- Symbol Album - The Morning Papers
12/16/2008 - 9:31am - Hey Barack... one thing Rod and I have in common... no direct
contact.. and the walls came tumbling down :} I like that songs almost as much as I liked
Tennessee Ernie Ford's rendition of "He's Got the Whole World In His Hands".. I
thinkhis show was on right after Romper Room.... The cool thing about Romper Room was that
they gave you this plastic thing to put over the tv screen so you could use crayons and
color in the pictures they put on the screen... hmm... :} I particularly liked it
when they played musical chairs, although I never had anyone to play it with to beat to
the seat... now I do... it's more fun now...
Could you ask George to turn up the heat for the next few days.. oh yeah, tell him to
stop lying about everything too, that would be good...
Now, back to Rod... interesting how you Dodge questions in Dodge... anymore, I just
can't resist noticing synchronicity... read Ephesians lately Barack? Good thing you're
going on vacation, you need some time to think... wish I was going there with you... check
out Todd's wife, Michelle's bed and breakfast.. she makes really good cookies (if in fact
her name is Michelle and she has a bed and breakfast)...
So... I suppose I should save my comments for after we tour small appliances today...
you should keep an eye on this, Barack, how people will live if you and your friends
contiinue what you're doing... I can only carry so many medical supplies and beds.. so,
how bout you shoot hoops with someone your own size.. like me... from half court, right
handed hook over the shoulder.... that's basketball talk, ya know. I'm sure your
advisors can brief you on that.
Bali Hi is calling...
French is not weird... :} And I love French Fries...
Caroline... whose side are you on? I'm on yours... and Robert Jr... Why isn't
your family and my family friends?
- Believe - Dov'è L'amore
Clay - TBD - 100 - What the World Needs Now
Kennedy- Truth & Tolerance
- Missionary Man
Clark & George Duke - Never Judge A Cover By Its Boo
Joe Scarborough boo
(Hey Barack, don't boo, just vote...)
Twins - In The Name Of Love
Vannelli - I Just Want To Stop
Havens - Simple Dreams - I Don't Wanna Know
Taylor - Walking Man
PS. You know.
6:14 pm - Hear ye, hear ye... it's been a somewhat fun and also arduous day of
questioning... let's see, we reviewed more boxes of evidence, a brief tour of the
small appliance department, checked on the status of the potatoes and peanuts I didn't
plant in my garden this year (they're doing well, thanks, the potatoes are growing but
need more light) and if anyone wants a huge assortment of herb seeds and sweet corn and
stuff, I have a bunch of unopened packages... including lots of echinacea and good stuff
that would replace pharmaceuticals...
Otherwise.. the great rolling garage sale is going well...
Meanwhile.. many thnaks to Dick Cheney (never thought I'd say that)... Dick, did you
notice how God turned it around on ya.. Dick. Dick, He does that ya know... now that
you've onvicted yourself, how about turning the psychotronics off of George so he'll quite
lying. And, George... I know you're getting zapped, it's pretty obvious... so if you're
really a Christian, send the chopper guys down, fly me to the moon, let's make an
annuncemnet and get all this craziness over with. America needs a new pastor, and I know
who it's gonna be. You know I can handle what comes after that. Let's leave you with a
legacy worth remembering. but if you're not for real... no problem, Dick convicted you
today too... so, who do you owe allegiance to? And how's that working out? And Jeb's a
criminal. And there better not be any quakes in California, soon... got it? Got it Barack?
Let's not give Kentucky Fried a new meaning....
Barack, baby... How's Rahm doing... 21 calls... must be something to it.. and remember
the bleeps weren't bleep words. And Barack, before telling kids to scoop poop, you ought
to try it once or twice... or for the life of a dog.. any fool can have a dog.... spin
that one... put a little twist on it.
John McCain... I know you have some issues about certain things having to do with
emergency calls, but they're not going to be resolved by hiding. State's evidence goes a
long way when seeking forgiveness, redemption and such. And you know where I'll stand
about people caught in the middle. I have a deep respect for you, no matter what, and I do
consider you a patriot... how 'bout we get this stuff reconciled and move on...
you know that's how I want it...
M... So look... a little birdy or 5 or so keep pounding me about you.. who knows who it
is and what they really want to know... when I get down there, find me a secure place to
park my vehicle and I'll spend a couple days. By now, I have to assume you wither know
that I mean what I say, or you don't really believe who I am, which is fine, it really is,
and I intend no coercion of any sort, no emotional blackmail, nothing like that. I simply
need to know who I can actually count on. And then I have to decide what's best for God's
Kingdom. That's as simple as that. I hate to seem like someone willing to walk away or
turn my back on people and places and things I care about, but I have a huge
responsibility that I embrace with love and joy, and I won't sacrifice what's at stake...
I'm sorry if that seem soffensive, brazen or cold to anyone.
A meanwhile, I have to make sure I am always able to respond with whatever reliable
means I have as things occur. I wish it was just about His work, I wish I could just write
music and all sorts of other things... and what I have to do isn't just about America or
me or you, it's about the whole world... every person and being... McCain says
Country First.. he's completely right.. but I can't give those who are corrupt the
opportunity to complete the overthrow of the Kingdom or of the World as we know it...
regardless of any personal feelings I have about anything. I want to rescue America from
itself and it's corrupt leaders... I know how to do it, and I do want to be President for
every reason I've ever said.. and I'd be a good one... all I need to know is that I have
food, a place to sleep, plug my computer in and a little medical care... I know it sounds
like a lot, I can cover some/little of it... I know it's a tough position to put anyone
in... I'm sorry about that... but that's the world as it is today... it's also exactly
what Satan would impose to succeed... and I simply won't allow that to happen no matter
what. I just won't.
A lot of people think aversion therapy is a good thing.. I know I'm a little different
and all, and my responsibilities and id are unusual... I can handle anything thrown at
me... or throne at me... like you know who said, don't you know who I am, and don't
you know what that menas and that you can trust me? And after all the water under the
bridge... who cares... all that's missing here is real communication... so just be
patient, tell folks to wait and see for themselves... and as long as I have a place to
secure... and I do mean secure... my belongings everything else gets easier...
Now... for the fun of it, as proof... watch the world change... read the news tomorrow
morning... I have no idea, but wait til you hear... as the psyops guys say, NADA, but
God'll come up with something... and won't that be fun. I wonder what it'll be? I wonder
what trade organization NADA stands for? Seems I have tha tin a notebook somehwre.. btw...
think about the parallels of the Story of John Graham and a beautiful mind...
My hands ARE always outstretched in many ways for many resonons, for which there are no
true requirements, but the sharing of love and that little coffee shop in anta Cruz where
the Twin Lakes Baptist Church used to be.. right down from the Carmelite nunnery on the
Beach.... you used to be able to go down there in a storm and pick up opals and all sorts
of cool stuff of the beach... and harvest crab from the yacht harbor rocks... they even
have showers there and.. I don't know where this is going, except to say I can have fun
anywhere... but there's this place called Venice, and if I can't get to one I'll get to
another... cause I really am a determined son of a gun... I never fail when I'm committed
to something (even if I cant't spell commitment anymore (or even when I can ))... so.. ya
like records? I got lots of em all different kinds... it'd be a shame to use em to start
campfires... Any other questions? Other than, who is this guy really? And I suppose that's
the point of all of this... wish I had my dad's bugle... the one from the Spanish American
War that my grandfather apparently blew.... that lead to the Presidency of U.S. Grant...
Wonder - Super Woman
Goffin - This is the Place - Bridge of Sighs
East - Never Been Any Reason
Russell - Stranger In A Strange Land
Russell - Leon Russel - Prince Of Peace
Starship - Miracles
Youngblood - Alternative Anthems - Just Like At Nuremberg
Springsteen - The Rising - My City Of Ruins
8:11pm - Psyops have gotten intense since the last post, I'll assume certain people
understand what that means and what it may mean to my schedule... that's the way it
goes... and I'm getting pretty disgusted in every way... anyone who questions my
sincerity, please stay out of the way because you're either uninformed or cowards. Either
way, you'll be in the way.
Like this song says... except I'm not wrong...
Rundgren - Initiation - Fair Warning
- Musicology - Dear Mr Man
Tomlinson - LivingThings - Earth Roll On
12/15/2008 - 10:10 am - Captain's Log, Stardate... Last time I did Gethsemane I ended
up walking home in the rain and nearly collapsing from hypothermia.... on Christmas Eve,
thinking, if I wasn't so cold, maybe I could fly. Talk about tests of faith... in God.
What else is new? :} Cold... like the hermit who stays away from people because he loves
them so much he can't stand to see the pain... and now looks at a number of
futures, including the one in which he joins them... to what end. As I prepare all the
most important papers and proofs of my existence to place in the back of a truck, I
wonder, is this for the purpose a making history with truth, or finally being sucked
into the oblivion that so many have worked so hard to place me nto... the only certainty I
have is of the latter... been there, done that, and now, one more time. Good thing I grew
up in the country. At least it'll be warmer.
Wilburys - Handle With Care
Sebastian - I Had A Dream
Jackson - Earth Song
Taylor - October Road - On The 4th Of July
Taylor - Gorilla - Wandering
6:33 pm - How many watches do you need to own to know what time it is? I
don't know. Between Dave & Buster's and Dave and.. I have so many watches... it's like
being in Back to the Future only none of mine have batteries.. unlike the movie, Batteries
Included which is a whole 'nother story... I don't know what that story is, but I'm sure
someone must be planning to tell me soon or it wouldn't have come up... :}
Speaking of psyops and v2k....
About being... people be just because they do. And they be that way partly
out of faith and grace and discipline and spirituality... and then there are influences.
People who are often accused of being "bad people" for one reason or another
aren't really bad people at all, they're just different than you or I, or have different
preferences and cultural ways and values.... when approaching war or tensions between
nations, we generally only hear of the things the "other side" did that offends
our nation, even when it's our nation that provoked a fight. Ever notice how with
lots of kids, a bully might pick on someone incessantly and it's the kid who finally gets
tired of it and hauls off and hits the bully that gets in trouble, at least at first?
I say we've all been encouraged to dislike anyone whose prefences are
different than ours, and we've all been trained to believe it's right to do so. It's
called fascism. Please look it up in the dictionary if you think that's the remark of an
extremist. It's just a word with real meaning... it's not a political buzz word or piece
of spin to mislead you.
Now the bottom line on this conversation: I know there are people who will
have cause to criticize me for certain things that I may or may not freely acknowledge,
based upon their expectations of what I should be like or be, and I understand that, and I
honor people for their concerns.. about me and public image and all... but I'm a human
being just like you, having lived my experiences, I have my own preferences and opinions..
I live in crrent times with current technology and different means of communications.. and
I actually believe it's by design that there are revelations to come when God deems it
necessary for us all to know, when I am ready to receive it and when it is the right time
to use myself as an example of how experiences lead us all to things and opinions - even -
vices - and then to work on the same issues as other people having to deal with
difficult parts of themselves they'd given up working on because it was just too hard...
so I actually think that the things some would call my shortcomings actually give me a big
opportunity to relate to other people on things like cigarette addiction, medical
care, inaccurate information information regarding dugs and the use of lies in politics to
do everything from makeing sure you pay top dollar for pharmaceuticals you don't need and
are bad for you, as well as overthrowing the Kingdom of God... (and why it could never
All that said, I hope that closes certain discussions for the moment
that I'm sure will not be as significant as they seem now very soon... and I'm still
afraid to listen to Morning Papers... and I'm really going to enjoy the ride.. thanks for
the snow! I hear it Never Rains in... No really, I hear it... :}
Hammond - It Never Rains In Southern Cal
Programming note: I won't be turning left in San Francisco... and I'm not
a centrist either :}... but there's this beach... I keep wondering who I'll meet there.
Probably Penn and Teller... who knows if that's an inside joke or not, but I'll bet
I'll be listening to KMEL on my way through town... hmm... what could that mean?
That said... I got some more packing to do... something about Seeds of
Change.. I highly recommend them, worth googling... www.seedsofchange.com And then there's that last verse of puppy dog
tails I like to think about these days... "When the judgment day comes and my Lord
takes me to heaven"... kids do have imaginations, don't they?
South - Walk A Mile In My Shoes
Browne - Naked Ride Home - About My Imagination
Spheeris - Ports of the Heart- Whirlpool
8:56 - M - Imagine going on Bill O'Reilly's show and explaining to him
that if you checked things out with Enoch, Lou Dobbs, Space.com, CNN, the MSNBC Website,
and a whole bunch of other religious sites that know what's up, and they do, they'd
interestingly tell you that the birth of Christ happened somewhere between March 21 and
April 10th... interesting, ain't it? All this real and emulated synchronicity.... and then
explain to him why that may or may not be significant to you. and then look at the
currency of that time period... Aries... and this thing about certain people in my past,
and their birthdates, and all the emulations and then this little toy given to me by
someone close at hand a cute little blue M&M in a beach chair that looked like a
flower with the letter M on its chest... you don't have to tell him all that actually...
:} Oh well... I always thought it was cool to be born on the first day of creation...
The psyops guys are sort of trying to convince me today that you don't
exist :} I guess they think that would discourage me :} Shows they don't know me at all...
or that they do, and I'll be singing Away In a Manger alone again on Christmas Eve...
which I realized wasn't until next Thursday... :} Or is that Wednesday :} But I think I'll
be there by Saturday Evening... talk about camping out :} I'm just wondering, though,
how's the soundtrack of your life goin'... I can't wait to hear what you've found out was
in the music for you.. ya gotta admit, this is all pretty unusual... I look forward to it
and I just keep thinking of that song.. a ton of songs fit, including the one I've worked
on a bit... like I said, I can't wait to hear your parts... and I hope I will soon... :}
McDonald - Our Love
Angels make beautiful music, don't ya think? :}
Bonoff - Personally
11:03 pm - Meta axios moonwalk... one day, it look forward to knowing if I
influenced you at all, and to tell you in what ways you influenced me, but it sounds like
we agree on alot, including the cultivation thing, and that, my friend, is really gonna be
fun.. And this one in particular is a conversation I' like to talk over with ya,
cause it really is an essential conversation, in the context in which you placed it...
Ephesians 4-6... and I really like Ephesians too... It'll be interesting to know how this
info gets around too... then I'll understand a little more about how many people might be
expecting apologies.. :} Only sort of a joke :} Anyway.. I'm also interested in how
long you've been "resuing America" and what it means to you... looks like it's
been a while, and you deserve a lot of credit from many points of view.
Taylor - Walking Man
A central theme the last few years :}
Fogelberg - Holy Road
Gerrard & Pieter Bourke - Duality - Nadir (Synchronicity)
To other folks and leaders - I know this seems like a one-sided thing
going on here, but I promise, I haven't forgotten anyway.. just a liitle busy. tomorrow
we're going over tools and portable appliances, and the wonders of duct tape...
But mostly, I'm looking forward to most, other than meeting some people I
know I'm going to like... is getting back to talking about God and the Kingdom and Barack
and all that same stuff in sort of a more dignified "axios" and in ways that I
hope will open up many hearts and doors and possibilities in this world than anyone ever
imagined... not a thing I can think of that's more fun than talking about it,
other than doing it...
And, I hope you've all noticed, I've stopped the bleeping stuff, a
pleasant change for me too.. but as for the government... don't try my patience. I'm still
on duty... and I'm not letting down my guard.
- Lunar Sea
12:01 am 12/16/2008 - One other thing, speaking of synchronicity.... back
in around 1999 when I was coaching some people in a course, thought it was strange
that they gave me this birthday card... I've packed it or I'd quote it... from Marcel and
Paul... but it basically said something like imagine living until you're 70 (didn't
have a limit) like something to "live into".... and it had a cute little picture
of a house with a small dock on a small stream... sort of like I'd always imagined...
Imagine a little cabin in the setting of "A River Runs Through It", or
maybe the cabin where - you know, the McGyver guy (like I've been called for years)
- on Stargate SG-1 used to fish where there were no fish... except in my image, there are
McLachlan - Sweet Surrender (jazz version)
PS to someone else out there saying hi... My Heart is Filled With Love,
too.. thanks. :}
PSS: May God bless and protect Sarah Palin.... and her friends. Sarah,
please give them my love, and assurances that the divisions and misunderstandings will
soon come to an end. Love ya.
12/14/2008 - 10:30 PM... I was thinking today about what I could prepare as sort of a
Christmas message.. I really do look forward to sharing my thoughts with everyone as I
take the next step in my own journey, in hopes of making everyone's journey a much better
one than we all expected.. I was going through my things today, preparing to load them up
and go... I was really surprised to find things that I didn't even know I had, or that
even existed... things about my family and all... for a while I thought about my family
Christmases, how simple but fun they were, not much to spend on gifts and a lot of
tradition about who got what, like I always got my sister Alma a couple of Heath candy
bars, my grandma always gave my brother handkerchiefs and a carton of cigarettes... we had
a tree we cut from our own property at Los Palo Altos in the hills above Scotts Valley...
it became my job to cut down the Christmas trees after a while... I love decorating
them... And I couldn't help but thinking about how it was all so simple, and how these
little traditions, even us kids giving each other the same kinds of gifts each year,
weren't just repititious or lack of imagination, but a consistent knowledge and
caring to be sure that we always gave our family members what they really loved... really
what we were giving each other, despite our differences and rivalries and all, was love.
Unconditional love. Like the gift of Jesus, and the promises of God. And what family and
heritage and the richness and beauty of life really is.
It snowed this morning.. it was fun to see.. Emma Lee the kitten is really cute and
innocent.... (I'm still afraid to listen to "The Morning Papers") Al should be
glad that worked out so far :} Interesting stuff going on in Illinois.. I'm amused :}
It'll be interesting won't it?
Thanks for all the great reporting and Ephesiatic playfulness going on out there...
speaking of which, I was looking at some of my old comedy material... subscription joke
services I bought while being a DJ, and came across a comedy service that gave you
birthdays of celebrities for every day of the year as well as news headlines in history
plus little jokes to tell about them... it was during the time I was in Crescent City and
it snowed in June... the comedy service was called The Book of Days... those folks up
there were really trying to tell me things... I wish I'd known... even still...
The poetry and songs I came across from my "early days" were really
surprising...I have to admit, even prophetic at times, wiritng poems and lyrics straight
from my heart, that most certainly relate to the events in my life at this very moment.
I'm actually amazed. It's satisfying and exciting at the same time...
With that I'll just say, I look forward to the wonderful future we'll all share, as
always, soon, and forever.
M... I have a little more than 6 suitcases, but it'll be worthwhile... I could take the
hinges off the gate :}EH
I've had a strange life, but I have to say, like I've said before, I've really had a
lot of wonderful times. And to JT and Carly, sorry about that article. I'm so embarrassed
:} Journalistic pressure, you know.
DeVaughn - Be Thankful For What You've Got
Greatest Hits - Roger Wagner Chorale - Oh Tannenbaum
White - Love's Theme
& Garfunkel - Greatest Hits - 59th Street Bridge Song
Simon - The Essential Paul Simon - Something So Right - Paul Simon
Morrison - Moondance - Moondance
- Bless the Beast and Children
Goodnight, and bless everyone. :}
12/13/2008 - 4:38pm - What an interesting weekend... I'm not really sure I know what to
say except that it seems like things are going to work out fine... better than expected
... it's one of those things I just know... here's something fun. To M, AM I Wise? M M
So, that done... I guess we'll look ahead for what we'll find, and I'm pretty happen,
and looking forward to a drive.. can't wait to see Coos Bay... it's beautiful.
So guy's here's toast to a brand new future.. don't ever forget I love you all... I
really do... but it's time for the real work to begin, and the Kingdom to be realized, as
it is, on earth... as Earth Is, in heaven, after all. :} Somehow, I just knew that too :}
Chapman - Promise
Clapton - Change The World
Taylor - JT - Secret O' Life
McCartney & Wings - Wingspan Hits (Disc 1) - Silly Love Songs
and Crofts - The Longest Road - One Planet, One People Please
Lightfoot - Complete Greatest Hits - If You Could Read My Mind
Marsalis - Peanuts Theme
Benoit - Linus & Lucy
Taylor - October Road - Have Yourself A Merry Little C
12/12/2008 - 1:55pm - Hi. Dear John... I don't like that bleeping stuff either.. butya
gotta admit, it's better than the other typical alternatives that occur when you find out
your life is being destroyed by the government and country you love with all your heart,
by the very people you admire most. So, I still don't have any apologies for
addressing you and others with the language I used, nor do I think that delivering the
pysop information to me the way and time it was done was appropriate, necessary or legal.
When I think of all the people who have been harmed, let alone what's been done to me, all
I can say is that the suffering inflicted.. if you haven't really experienced it, you
couldn't possibly understand how tortuous and evil it really is. I don't need too many
explanations, because there are many more important issues for me personally and on
behalf of God... but this kind of stuff is something all of you need to explain to God,
individually, because there's no possible way for me to defend it, though I actually
condemn noone.. my first job was to observe and report my findings, and that's what I've
done and am doing... as objectively as I possily can, setting aside my own personal
feelings and anger... as a citizen, all I ever wanted was for America to be the land of
the free and the home of the brave.. and like any true patriot, I believed it was worth
taking the wrath and anger of my government and fellow citizens who did not understand the
situation or me because, as a majority of one, you know you're fighting the odds, but at
least, when addressing the power centers of the world, you know you're complaining to the
right people, and looking for constructive ways constructive ways to resolve and
constructively improve things... and slowly but surely, I knew people would understand me,
my motives, the information, and just how much better it is to live with the vision and
reality of God's Kingdom, cause it's gonna be beautiful, just as America the Beautiful was
supposed to be the empire to establish it on His behalf in service to us all... based on the example of Christ...
Psyops guys: the headaches and migraines of individuals in this househole due to
psychotronics and directed energy attacks are not appreciated. And leave the family
alone.. the whole family.. everyone in the universe... cause people know who the bad guys
- Green Acres Hmm.. So, M... Did you catch the reports from last night and this
morning? I think you'd find them interesting. Nonetheless, I just wanted to assure you
that I never took back a word about our possible partnership or my thoughts.. and you'd
better keep doing what you're doing as a minister no matter what, because you're important
to God and His plan, and if anyone on your end of this connection have questions, I'm more
than willing to take whatever time it takes to make sure they understand what I stand for
in the matter of service to God and the Kingdom... as well as any personal issues anyone
might have with my presence in their domains... on any level or situation just like I
said... you can always count on that, personally and professionally.. Cuz I am that I am
who I am, Chuck, your friend forever no matter what... and I hope you really do understand
that now.. so we can giggle and blush and wonder what to say, when I (hope to) see you
when I get to "Disneyland".... I am here to serve and empower, not take in
anyway, but like anyone, I like to receive... hugs... See ya soon.
Lorber Fusion - Step By Step
Blue - Venus
Rankin - The Kenny Rankin Album - Through the Eyes of the Eagle
12/11/2008 - 1:03 pm - What an interesting night of introspection,and
reviewing the facts, dots that are connectable and silly people who think they have
something to gain by testing me and trying to get me to look at all of my options so
they'd know what to do to counter whatever I do... well guess what, gang, I'm in no mood
for further tests, and anyone who plays games with me.. ANYONE.. will go up on the
traitors' list, and will be appropriately and legally dealt with when everything comes to
a head... and it will, because as you've noticed and will see, I mean what I say, I know
what I'm doing, and God is my pilot.
I have nothing whatesoever to do with what appears to be a covert war
going on around me, both in support of and against me, I can only conclude it's sourced by
the U.S. Government itself in one way or another. Nonetheless, apparently it's one of the
weird ways God's real servants are dealing with Satan.
That said, let it be know that what I am interested in is assembling God's
team of self-proclained willing servants, and, unfortunately, at this point, I'm not
particularly encourage by the responses and interactions I've had with the clergy, let
alone members of the public and government and media. Therefore, I can only conclude that
the Bible is going to be played out to the end despite the will of God but consistent with
how He viewed the conditions and nature of humanity on this planet. Emulations or not. So
it's important to say that I will be making stops as I travel out of the country, I have
no expectations to receive a better reception than I've received, and as much as I love
America, as a patriot, and as a servant of God, I take my responsibilities seriously and
will act to fulfill my duty to my country, as well as to fulfill the promises I made to
God ever since I was 9 or 10 years old... to serve Him regardless of what He asks me to
do. Regardless of what anyone things, and under any and all circumstances. This little
sight seeing tour of mine will be the final test of faithfulnes to God for this nation of
leaders who enslave its population and deride God.
Santa Claus is coming to town, and whtever gifts He has will be laid at
the feet of those who prove their faith, and there is nothing that says His blessings go
to America unless He says so. And He tells me, pack your own parachute, and do what is
necessary to serve God... and the Revelations in the Bible are not necessarily valid
anymore because of the predicted deceptions and emulations by those who would "speed
their work" in order to pre-empt "the Son of Man"... God.... from restoring
the Kingdom... God said He would shorten the dyas of tribulations... that's what I'm
doing. And being who I am, I say how it ends, not some phony leaders and apostate
Interpret that as you will, but there is nothing to interpret about my
usual, literal speaking. You may think it's humorous and you may make fun of it, but
that's just because I wanted to make it easier for everyone to latch onto the idea that
this really IS the final act of a play that's coming to an end... if you want to diminish
and deflect in order for all of you to not have to take responsibility for your egregious
crimes against humanity.
I'm still getting harassed continually,, I'm not sleep deprived, I'm not
angry, I'm just saying what's so, and that's all. If anyone's guilt leads them to any
other conclusion about what I said, then read the parts on reconciliation and atonement
or.. as the saying goes.. lead, follow or get out of the way. I need to know who I can
count on, and if they aren't willing to be who they say they are, works for me... (and if
they think it's funny to taunt me about that,it's your life). like George Bush said when
he attempted to hijack Christianity... you're either with me or against me.. and that's
straight out o f the Bible... and what's on the line is the next 1000 years.. and God's
got all the time in the world... except He made a promise, and He keeps His promises for
those who keep theirs.. or He takes His blessings to other people and places and works
with those who will be faithful to Him, the example of Jesus and to follow the Christ HE
provides, without requirement of explanation to anyone.
What's going on is not a game, billions of people's lives are in danger...
and if anyone isn't up to the task, please step aside and undeclare yourselves so that God
doesn't have to destroy the RELIGION of Christianity... in order to have it rise again as
a true moral spiritual walk and discipline.
These statements only apply to anyone who needs to get realigned with
their own stated principles and values. ANYONE. And your own guilt is the proof of YOUR
problem with doing the right things. I didn't cause it, you did, and now you're in Hell.
The steps off the bench are few and not steep at all. Feel free to read the Bible for
guidance. Politicians, leaders and ministers. Now is the time. Choose. And I am getting
things done today on God's time and HIS turntable. Proving yourself through public works
is nothing but vanity. Proving your faith by serving with the grace of God which convicts
your heart to do God's will at His request will prove your self to God. Whichever one
matters most to you is the final proof of your actions.
Dylan - Slow Train Coming - Gotta Serve Somebody
Brothers - Listen To The Music
Stewart - Human -Human
John - Honky Chateau - Salvation
John - Love Song
Estefan - Cuts Both Ways
Dylan - Slow Train Coming - When He Returns
- Ten Summoner's Tales - Epilogue (Nothing 'Bout Me)
Time Warner - You wanted to make it out that I was out to set up CNN.. in
order to take it over.. you got your wish. I want Time-Warner.. feel free to make all the
assertions you want. Your ass is fried, and your attorneys won't be able to deny the
evidence against you in your co-conspiracy with the Council on Foreign Relations to
overthrow this country.. and when that's exposed, guess what else gets exposed? God never
Interesting.. this looks like the 4 minute timer someone gave me for
Christmas or my birthday, or one of those other holdisays I've lost track of since
becoming a victim of governament directed energy weaposns attacks and
psychotronics... now anyone got any questions on what I'm focused on? I even forget that
Christmas is coming up, becuuse I have work to do, and I eat with dirty hands... I have
multiple changes of clothing... and God is in control.
Brothers - The Very Best Of (CD 2) - South Of The Border
12/11/2008 - 12:05am An interesting day yesterday... more sleep deprivation followed by
non-stop v2k and directed energy harassment... all aimed at getting me completely angry
with my pastor.. The only thing I was really convinced of today is that the sick people
are every bit as sick as I was afraid of, that it's likely there are extenuatiing
circumstances... and I don't know what the truth is about yet another situation
manipulated by psyops.. hard to tell.
The sermon I asaw tonight started out with the group, featuring a guy in the band who
looked like me, singing "Gotta Serve Somebody". It was great. So then, it cut
straight into a lecture about giving hilariously, and not giving to your work like it was
a charity.. except if you're actually a church, and you're a minister, and you're a
non-profit, then you are a charity. And, given the fact that the web site I get that's
supposed to be yours has apictue that has never matched your appearance on the shows
I've seen.. with some pretty mean jokes and an audience laughing at inside jokes that
wouldn't be funny to anyone without the context of our so called interactions thru this
web site,, the only true means of comunication I have to anyone.. done to set me up to
have to communicate and be tricked into thinking I was explaining facts to people
who may not even exist... at least not in the capacities they claim.. the differences in
hair and makeup and apepearances and all sorts of things indicate to me that I've been
totally manipulated once again.. and at the same time, I stayed true to my principals and
values... including giving everything I actually have to give - which isn't much - excep
tthe gift of God that He gave me so that when the time came, I could empower the
establishment of His Kingdom... whether you call it America or the Kingdom or whatever,
it's all the same thing and represents the same vision... so excuse me that there were
people purposely setting me up... I'm not afraid of them... I got the goods, and I
wouldn't be alive right now if they weren't afraid of the wrath of God, which means in
this case, a thousand points of light staring right back at them as they bring on their
own destruction, by the same means they use to destroy everyone else.
We're coming up on Fiday, and I'm not able to do anything except report on psyops I
have no interest in collecting evidence on, because I have more than enough to convict
centuries of dirty politicians and financiers. And even my being tired of all this is
being used to create headlines I refuse to waste my time trying to prove, and it appears
that what I get in return is a bunch of people, including the so called minister who seems
different an the same and all over the place with edits and presentation and all.. mocking
I'll say it again. I'lm very litereal. If I say I'm thinking of something, you'd better
take it seriously. If you think I"m playing love games and that I actually am
distracted from what's important, then a whole bunch of people are going to be in for a
very rude surprise. I do expect explanations for lots of things, and wnyone who thinks I
don't deserve them, can't use the information to drive my point home, or think I"m
lying about what I'll stand for and stand up for in the face of extreme circumstances are
going to find themselves in the midst of guilt by association becaus ethere are too many
important things to do than play games to test me. Because the test isn't mine to pass. My
job is to pass and provide judgment as necessary as THE single dircet connection to His
spirit and being that exists in these days of darkness. And if you can't see that by now,
then I have to move on.
Think waving goodbye while I pass by is something you ike.. wanna play double entendre
to test me... then I have one thing to say to anyone who think si have anything left to
prove in order to get anyone's approval.. and please notice how consistent I am in my
words, and then, in my deeds... God draws the line, I'm God of this world as annointed by
God the Fathe rof us all, and He trusts me to take HIS direction, and I know what I'm
doing no matter how difficult it is for me to face the possibilities of good Christians
who don't actually believe in God as anything more than someone to get to conform to their
way of thinking. THe proof of my citizenship relies on the faithfulness of the faithful,
I'm tired of the psyops, mixed messages, lack of action and response, and I"m going
to the border and on the way I''m doing what I said I'd do. I''m packing what I'm packing
because it looks like a psyop to me, and Dad said pack your opwn parachute... The bible
says anyone doing the work of God will not do so in secrecy, cause that's how you get
implicated in crimes you didn't commit.
Finally, as commander of God's army in the war of hearts and minds where
defensive use of force is used when actually required against the enemies of God, and His
will and promise for the full establishment of the Kingdom of God... I need to know
what resources are available to me, and all I get are games and people mocking God. The
truth is the truth. Don't like it, tough, then you will be in hell when it hits you that
you are economically enslaved and not serving God.
This message is not for my pastor, this message is for the idiots out there who
actually think this is a joke and that God is something to be laughed at. And anyone
who thinks they're being put at the head oft the line because they were last and can treat
me like this aand think it's just forgiven.. the Bible says, sure you're forgiven,
but you gotta prove yourself by doing works, the grace of God in your being... the only
grace that actually counts. And I'v ebeen consitent witht he work of Jesus in every way,
my life has been a complete model of the seoconf coming, and I do have th eright to claim
the Kingdom on Behalf of God.. and I don't care what the financiers and politicans want,
because thy're clearly the problem, they're what have haed me actually homeless
numerous times, bankrupted.. etc.. so I'm leaving this house not worrying about a thing,
with a fewew possessions and keepsakes and stacks of evidence and the tools I need to do
my owrk in THIS world, not some lost world from ages ago where all there were were donkeys
and carts to get around in, where populations were more isolated and yuour could
"secure a ctiy", one by one, and consider the work there done... the whole worl
is now the city, we're not doing Gaia, God's pulling the plug on the suffering of the
tribulations of the end of the days of the reign of the anti-Christ, and I'm the guy
assigned with the job to get it done HIS way by the means made available to me.. and my
responsibility is the the creation and the Kingdom first.. and there seems to be a whole
lot more faithful people elsewhere who actually are, to other religions...
Christianity's a great thing.. I'm one. Who wants to join my church. The train's beeen
rolling for a while. Punch your own ticket. I don't have any more time for this kind
of crap. And I"m heading south with a tail end load full of what I need to do to
accomplish the job. With or without ANYONE's assistance.. I have no use for anyone's
sympathy charity or anything else... you're either serving God or you're not. ANYONE...
Everyone gets their chance to tell their story. When they do it matters, God does NOT
forgive and forget with people who refuse to forgive themselves, face the consequences of
their own behavior, aren't willing to drop their pride and do what is right because it is
the right thing to do because they'd have to go through a little incovenience fo the God
who gave His life to save your assess already.
I owe noo one anyhting and no one owes me a thing. The benefits of being on the winning
side are obvious anyone want to think it's coercion or charity needs to grow up...it's
just the way it is... and the other way it is is that my job is either to eparate
the wheat from the chaffe and'/or allow the self-destruction of the anti-Christ, because
the great mercy of this is the end of such beings in the Kingdom, which for us, is this
planet.... and worrying about anything else but the present dangers is the exact
distraction the protocols talk about doing exactly the way they'r ebeing done.. including
me being psyopped tothe extent of finding it necessary to restate my position and dismay
at this time, to make it absoultely clear to anyone who thinks I'm going to bakc down..
God is in control, Jesus is the example, and my boss is the one true God with omnipotent
and omni-present power, and anyone who thinks they're going to stop me from the completion
of MY assignment as High Priest and Christ better figure out what God is in control means,
and then realize how every betrayal of mocking of me is the mocking of God, and God seems
to have set up a system that - just like military Armageddon, takes out everyone on every
side who fires a shot just like the Bible says, until the high are made low, and the low
are made high... because all that would be left are thep people who didn't participate in
the war.. except for those who accepted the anointing and responsibilities God gave them
the choice to selct of their own free will... which they have a right to exercise, adn
which will serve as the proof of their faithfulness and reliability at the moment GOd
needs them to have HIs will completed on earth as it is in heaven... as earth IS in
heaven... interpret it as you will the proof is in the pudding... and Stivo... stick it.
I have nothing to prove to anyone. His will be done. Take your psyops elesewhere,
whatever is so is so. Amen and Amen. God is in control . Good luck to everyone. Watch the
- Magazine U - I've Got the Music In Me
12/10/2008 - 2:14pm - So.. today's psyops log... sleep deprivation last night to make
sure I was easy to manipulate today, only the psyops guys are finally realizing that all
they're doing is getting themselves sent to the Hague, and they'll die by their own laws
and crimes. And that's the way that goes. What a waste of humanity.
Meanwhile.. M... I figure you're probably getting zapped pretty hard today.. hang in
there... don't worry about me.. I'll slowly get things done, and the longer it takes, the
worse for them. If anyone tries to interview you, just identify them as the
perpetrators of the worst crimes in history, and then I'll be set to go.. do what you
think is best, but I'll be there.. they're just trying to buy more time they know they
don't have. I feel sorry for them, but they did it to themselves.
Marsalis - For All We Know
Creating the Future By Empowering
With God, everything is possible.
12/9/2008 - 9:41 am - Congratulation to Patrick Fitzgerald and his associates for
excellent work in Chicago and the State of Illinois on behalf of AMerica... it's easy to
lose sight of people like him, who worked diligently on the Scooter Libby case, for which
untold facts remain to be disclosed... that will change the future. Bravo to you sir for
your continued diligence on behalf of America. I'm assuming there will be additional
Barack... this is your proof that the agents and public servants of America are
not the true servants of the politicians... especially when they know that the house of
cards is falling, and there will be someone to stand behind them as real patriots. I hope
you and Al give that a great deal of thought today.
As for those seeking to end their suffering by pleading guilty to crimes related to 911
- psychotronics can cause people to do things that aren't in their best interests.. these
men, although they maybe not innocent of some crimes, were not guilty of 911. That will be
my public position... and to the victims.. don't give up... it will come to an end soon.
Again, thanks to those who have protected me and my family, and continue to do so... as
I will definitely be your partners in the joy we'll share when we accomplish the goals set
More later... Mr. Fitzgerald, and his associates, are fine public servants who prove
themselves time and again. Like I said, it's good to have heroes.
Stills & Nash - Chicago
Mann - Chicago Institute
Williams - Colors of the Wind
12/9 -3:21 M - Don't know about you, but Im getting a familiar v2k
harassment by people looking to find ways to cause us to argue or not get along.. to raise
personal issues that may or not be of truth.. usual stuff... for me, it's on the lines of
why I didn't hear from you... and trying to see what I think and then what you think in
oreder to start a conflict...I do have some legitimate questions on that one, but it's
noit at all th emost important thing onmy mind, because there could be a hundred good
reasons not to... only 1 that make me perturbed, but oh well... at the same time, if
there's one thing people don't understand about me is how literal I am, and how I don't
complain til there's something really wrong.. sooo.. it'll be a conversation.. but I'm not
all that worried about it... but definitely has everything to do with the timing of my
jump... looks to me like the politicians are trying to stretch things out til next
summer... which ain't gonna happen. I'll be getting brained later, so hold onto your hats.
Meanwhile.. with v2k, playing men and women off each other is the best
trick they have. You can tell you're doing the opposite of what they want when the
harassment is bad.. particularly if they're getting you to think about all the logical
reasons that you should be upset with someone or reject them or get annoyed by
misunderstanding them, or feel misunderstood... just like I got when we first made
"contact"... so just be prepared for that, because it's very effective,
and you'll think it's you coming up with good reason to defend things that don't matter or
didn't really happen in the context you think.. like with Aesopian... there's a site
with a name like z-order from England, former MI-6 who explains how to do this very thing
procedurrally using re3motte viewing, in which case it's not eelectronic v2k, but actual
remote viewing ... like McMonagle and Ed Dames are teaching people... psuychic wars..
that's what they ultimately want to start to trap people who are psychic, so they can
claim them to be a menace to society.. a couple more days, adnd if you choose, we won't
have that barrier anymore... what a relief.. meanwhile.. ain't it interestin ghow news
people this morning are tlaking about how "ya never know what might be in the morning
papers".. which I'd welcome, cause that would be their final trap on themselves. And
I take nothing back...
- Music From Graffiti Bridge - Still Would Stand All Time
Anyway you want it... a little journey for ya :}
12/10/2008 10:28 - I'm getting zapped... what else is new.. in reponse to
my tv (they have me talking to my tv again:})... Funny, none of Charlie's Angels seem to
be much like angels anymore... look at me, I'm a walking talking, living (Ithink) example
of everything that's gone wrong in the world... and I didn't even know it. You think the
Dalai Lamma laughs more than anyone else... it' not that the world is absurd, it's that he
says, yeah, right, I'm the Dalai Lama. Look what that gets me... which isn't funny at all.
and the only thing you can do is laugh.
So I was thinking, if I was in the right kind of mood and people were
treating me like I was welcome, I'd greet you by throwing myself on the floor and say I'm
not worthy while bowing my head in humility to my pastor...(they said they'd teach
me humility, but I learned that.. when I learned to pleay (whatever that french ballet
word is) at my sister's classes. Course, Prince's pink tutu is about 2 stories in
one... Can't wait to find that edition of Off Duty... :} Anyway.. ok. I figured if he was
crazy enough to wear it, I'd print it. :} It was the best photo they had in Burbank, which
reminds me of the Halloween I wore... I made it look good. Fishnets and all. Needed a wig
though.. :} So... the point is, I won' teven play Morning Papers.. Iwas told if I did,
this would be in the morning papers, and that would be their cue to run a story about..
who knows what the crazy angels are up to? I quit trying to figure it out. Think
it's weird for you? So maybe we could go down to Venice beach wth my guitar, and see who
shows up... maybe throw a quarter in the guitar case to get things going... ? I
don't know what to tell you. 'Cept God really is like that. And you prove yourself to me
everytime I watch.
McLachlan - Surfacing - Angel
Newton - Red Roses For A Blue Lady
B Schmidt - Timothy B- Don't Give Up
- Pieces of You - Amen
12/7/2008 - 1:46 PM - Barack and friends.. I see the emulations, the passage of law,
one way or another it's all putting things in play that can only be reversible one way..
and we all know that that's going to be. So, let's just cool the jets and suspend any
thoughts of anything but short term perpetuation of systems that must be in place ffor
this nation to survive as it should and will under my leadership. Barack, you need to make
a number of choices, because good and bad, I never wrote a sword to you that I didn't
mean, regardless of how it cuts when the truth is told and the right things are done. The
true test of your character is about to receive the test of your life... I want you to
come out a winner. How about you?
I see a lot of good people, some I used to question, lining up to do the right things,
and I want you to know that God appreciates who you really are, who He always knew you to
And just remember, to offset me, I'm figuring my pastor has a long list of invocations
for me... cause you know I take request and attempt to include all... I want my MTV
Barack.. how dare you steal my party? .. anyway... she's a woman you know, and they like
to get things resolved. Drives me nuts sometimes, right Paula?
PS... A while back I left an insturction for someone to grab a backup of the files on
the site because I was having the feeling that it was going to be taken offline or
something.. I believe I noticed all the files on my computer at home to suddenly say they
were edited on 11/10/2008... all of the letters to leader shad been altered. Apparently
some of the documents from my "presidential campaign" were edited as well. To
make it sound more like God giving commands like it was about me, instead of representing
the citizens of America, as well as the world. I'm not spending time looking thru it all,
because that would be falling into the trap of wasting time on things I can't do anything
about... but it would also let it seem like I was posting the changes to the web myself...
so if there are really weird things, like an inappropraite song implying anything like,
playing Billy Preston's You Are So Beautiful in relation to children, that I would never
make such sexual inuendo regarding children. But that's how sick the psyops people are...
not to mention desperate.
And of course, that song is one of my original "Imaginay Lover" Songs... Atlanta
Rhythm Section - Imaginary Lover the same way I wrote Brand New Day,
knowing it matched the way I was feeling... as well as writing it with a message for what
I saw for the world in that moment... call it daydreaming, I call it creating, seeing what
it looked like if it was perfect, knowing nothing ever is, but at least knowing the ideal
when you see it, and then progress toward it is measurable and real.. And forgiving and
understanding... that's all part of the give and take of life, of sharing and growing and
becoming the best people can be at any given moment... and as long as people are
honest and caring and willing to see the ways we fall into behavior patterns that have
effects in layers and nuances... without the requirement of tiring and energy draining
introspection... having the opportunity to live in a world of freedom that encourages
creativity and communication... allows for the world you dream of... it's all about
vision, creating in your mind how you'd like things to turn out, understanding God has His
own plans and may simply be leading you somewhere... who knows the reasons... maybe just
meeting one of those angels who, for a moment, give you the spiritual lift you need at
that moment... but without that kind of vision, it would never even be a possible outcome
at all, which may be the next step God needs you to take to move on to accomplish thet
next thing that needs to be done. And those kinds of realities are just part of the
mystery God is revealing now, it is the reality of the situation, and all I really know to
do anymore is just to let God lead, cuz he's in control, and I told Him long ago that I'd
serve Him. And no matter what, that's what I'm gonna do. And, because it's the right thing
to do. And because He promised us all things we've all wanted so long.. and He promised me
the happiness I always wanted in my life... and I'm counting on that, because He
prommised. And wherever that leads me, wherever He leads me, I just believe I'll be
introduced to the people and circumstances that will provide that to me. And the Kingdom
will be established. And the world be be changed, soon, for the best... for all of us. And
that's worth whatever it takes.. even if it's not comfortable.. so long as noone tries to
prevent me doing what God has in mind... it'll work. And that's why I'm the captain, even
though I lead by following. Or do I?
God Bless Ya'll.. maybe I can get some work done now. I have to go to church, ya know.
Lauper - True Colors
- Just my imagination
(An imaginary lover song)
11:11 - Okay I fudged a little.. Something tells me I was supposed to see
tonight's show a while back while I was refusing to watch because of setups and psyops and
confusion.. I think I've answered your questions... but let's check a couple. I don't want
to change you, but I tend to change people whether they know it or not, and whether I
intend to or not. Constant inquiry. I wanna be where God meets Mary and Man... and when I
say partner, I mean empower those who are willing to be empowered... God is perfected in
us... and you're already perfect, we're already rubbing off, and I wish you wouldn't seem
so conflicted and worried... although I understand it because so am I. So I guuess I'll
enter the tabernacle from the one door... too.. maybe.. I got a couple of addresess and I
want to see the library.. and I'm not trying to add on to Christianity at all... just
including all the other great things God has provided the world in terms of spiritual
inquiry and knowledge... and like you said, the part I bring primarily is a
resetting of the foundation in simpler terms... so here's the deal... I really do think I
can deal with everything going thru your head... and I'm not as conflicted as it may
seem... but I'm gonna be down there soon... I don't know whose cross needs to be borne,
mine or yours or maybe that you don't want anything to do with it... and then there's
number 4, unattractiveness having to do with the bitter pill not the appearance of the
man, which has been perverted by certain media people who wanted me to look like some
derelict or something... and my remarks about "My message" were not to get you
to change anything, but for yourself, like with Ecclesiastes, to re-examine if the message
was sourced from a sense of self - or if it was from the source of God Himself - not
even questioning you regarding humanistics, because I never got that impression of you...
and my own thing about money is just about the idea that if I am source, at this moment
per God, then I need what I do to be readily available, and at the same time we're in a
capitalistic world... so I'm hoping what I got tonight was some mixed messages because I
didn't know who your audience is... but, the tent is headed your way... and I have a blank
board - drive-in theater screen - that I use to create with too. So I decided that all in
all, this was a positive session. But otherwise, with the inquiries I've witnessed, not
knowing when these were recorded, I sense a great deal of frustration on your end that
will be resolved very soon. so... just remember you don't have to impress me in any way,
you already do.. and even if we never meet, I'll still consider you my partner in His
work. An important one.
So, if you have concerns.. of course you do. The beauty of real
communication is that all questions can be answered... And if my speaking and writing has
diminished your self esteem in any way, I'm sorry for communicating poorly, and that you
got caught in the middle of all this psyops stuff... that was my greatest concern... and
I don't want to change people.. I want them to be who they are.. the world
is changing because of that, M, and I don't get hung up on past events.. I like to look to
the future... right now it looks good in lots of ways in the world... more friends than
you can imagine in the establishment of the Kingdom... you and a couple people rescued the
spirit of America... which of course was intended to be the living example and home of the
Kingdom of God, in the New World.. and all the rest.. I don't believe in
coincidences anymore, haven't for a long time before all this craziness started... I hope
things didn't get so odd and confusing for you that you didn't decided to step away.. I'm
looking forward to shrugging my shoulders, and talking about the things that need to be
completed before we begin.. if you're still willing... and I bet I can crack you up
Arie - Acoustic Soul - Ready for Love
Speaking of not believing in coincidences, the music that comes up when
I'm writing... I want to listen to the whole album and answer each song for you... and
even that gets confusing without talking.. so all I can say is that I'll respect whatever
choices you might make about anything... me liking sky blue may be different, but the
sky's the limit... and it's time to get this thing done or fall back to the next position
.. for me... cause I'm not gonna fail... I don't know what else to say except, after I
shrug my shoulders, and I blush, I hope you'll want to talk. And I refuse to have it
be that I have any assumptions or presumptions about anything... And I think things are
going to work out quite well. And the Kingdom will truly exist, the way God had in mind...
John - Madman Across The Water - Goodbye
Johnson - It Must Be You
Franks - Soul Mate
So maybe, let's start here again... and not worry about anything but
where it goes from there. Friends, equals, possible partners... and accomplishing God's
plan.. whatever that actually ends up being...
Wright - Who I Am - Who I Am
The road winds and the hills are steep as we walk along on tender feet,
We turn our backs on what's behind, and look ahead for what we'll find. Capiche? Did I
spell that right, coach?
Milgrem... a person involved in mind-control... it just never ends...
anyway... hard to tell if there are links. Moved to another label.. The apple guys.. and
then there was the Rod Stewart album in the Dire Straits sleeve... wrong label... question
answered. Communique... if you think I'm.. :} They quit giving me interviews :} Jiggers,
it's the Police, the Cops, Mary & the Coptics... the beautiful part of creation
is the ability to just create it from a vision... Everything is possible.. where do I keep
hearing that :} What was the Beatles first hit? Something about those apple guys :}
1:06am - If there's anything I believed it's that you're getting zapped...
maybe tonight was the proof... batteries go dead wherever I go, at times, and it's always
when I need them most, and it's because of directed energy weapons. Obviously, you don't
drain me... at all... I've never met you in person as far as I know... I respect you...
and we both know there's more to the story... and we both know it's more than symbiosis...
otherwise neither of us would be so confused. And you bet, I want more.. but God does work
funny magic... and I have many crosses to bear... and one of them is yours... interpret
that as many ways as you will... that's the way I want it. I don't care why. I just know.
And with that, I guess I should pack quicker, before I get brained :} But I assure you,
I'm going as fast as I can... and sure, I'd have like the big time ending... in a song...
but, you'll be with me every moment... you give me faith to carry on... :} And I know you
know what Jackson Browne means :} See ya. More than you might imagine.
Tapestry... One of them is me... Carole
King - Thoroughbred - I'd Like To Know You Better
1:56am - I don't know what's going on... Purple Rain is a favorite movie
of mine... full of symbolism and double entendre... not all of which I fully understand...
The Beautiful Ones comes to mind... specially the end... I could play a million tunes that
would never express what's going on here.. in me... but, I guess when it comes down to
it... You Are So Beautiful most certainly comes to mind.. but I think it has more to do
with this... for me... not having to do with God.. and having everything to do with God,
and knowing the traps and deceptions set up to prevent me, to prevent you, individually,
and together. Women, in particular, often think I'm indecisive... but it's just not true.
I believe in choice..but there's this other tune Billy Preston did... Billy
Preston & Syreeta Wright - Late At Night - With You I'm Born Again Seems
like every song on that album would work. I keep my commitments... even if I can't spell
it anymore... :}
Clapton - Change The World
Raitt - Something to Talk About And when they ask, I'll say, interpret it as you will.
- Happy Man
Simon - Right Thing To Do
Ingram - If Loving You Is Wrong - A special request from a guy you'll meet when
we meet the press, but I turn it around to if loving you is right, I don't want to be
wrong... just cause I can :}
Denver - Annie's Song
- Colour my world
Russell - Leon Russell - A Song For You
I can't possibly seem any crazier than I've been... I can't explain a
whole lot of things these days.. but that's what happens when God's in control... :} He
gets the Kingdom, and... there's this other tune I really love that I don't think is
online called "Whatever We Imagine"... cool tune.. and then there's find
100 ways... and since you know so much about me, that means I get to listen and giggle..
and then do this, I hope.. maybe... with a mustard seed of faith... George
Harrison - 33 & One Third - Learning How To Love You
Yeah I'm embarrassed too.. I'm used to it.. it just ends up embarrassing
them.. you know, those guys, they, them, the government.. ooh... I'm scared. Cause I got
the goods on the Skull and Bones. It was fascination...
So what do you think... wanna help save the world and put God's Kingdom in
place or not? It'll be fun :} A lot of work. You gotta be tough to hang with
me.. sort of .. when necessary... but watch the magic I really can do... You're reading
this aren't you? :} And I got this really great media relations representative... who
seems to be the one who hooked us up... and he sorta looks like me... it just gets weirder
and weirder... KC and the Sunshine Band... Baby Give it up.. you'd be amazed at what's
playing on my music box... and Joe keeps rubbing his chin...
Enough for this press conference for this evening, or morning.. hard to
tell in my world :} But let's be the guileless fools we are/aren't, and prove Barry to be
a prophet, and the Allmans and you know, all them angel people.. and then we'll do some
invocations and get the psychotronics knocked down, and then maybe we can all have a
little privacy again... and my name is Chuck. I'm a guy... The Archies... Sugar Sugar...
weird. It's gotta be Tempest... or vibes.
Manilow - Could It Be Magic
I'll let you get out your glow in the dark crayons and color in your own
rainbows... told you should try painting :} Bonjour... that's like the soup of the day
Tune in tomorrow, folks, same bat time, same bat channel... :}Billy
Joel - Just The Way You Are
That ought to hold the gigglers on tv for a few days. :}
Oh yeah.. politics, tomorrow, as opposed to the politics of dancing... my
press guy'll explain it, whoever that may be :}
12/7/2008 - KLM... I keep thinking, wasn't that the crash in the Bahamas or Jamaica
back in the 70's? And then I receognize it's what's between me and the future... Symbolism
Speaking of which... A hearty congratulations to David Gregory... and I mean that... no
slouching in your chair dude, it'll scare me. Couldn't have happened to a more
Barack..since you won't step up, guess I will. I'll be watching, but your true agenda
is clear to me... what's the phrase the psyops guys like to use - NADA... I wonder who
will be left in your cabinet...
Car makers... the right plan if your 34 billion figure is actually accurate is $80 bil
including the financing programs. Tell Congress I said so.... Remember, Congress...
and this is not a threat...anyone going along to save themselves will get caught up in the
dragnet... save yourself, lose yourself... here we go.
Bill and Hillary.. Sweet Georgia Brown.. the core problem will be banished.
I see so many things in the future... but for now, what I feel... I have to say to C..
thanks for anchoring and grounding me all these years... keeping the vision alive... we'll
Still amazes me all the decptions, and how good they were and worked... I've got
afeeling many people will discover the same sorts of things in their own lives...
no wonder they'd call me the comforter... glad to be that...
How can you miss someone you've never met? I'm finding out... cracks me up to
realize how many people in the audience laughed at the inside jokes... I did, after all,
say to call me UBU... and even if I never did, it would still leave me feeling glad to
have met you. Sounds like a new song to me... 2 in the works...
It's raining today.. bummer... not like I go outside much... I suppose if I can't get
the camper built, I can always buy a cheap pup tent later..
McCartney - That Would Be Something
Denver - Thank God I'm A Country Boy
Singers - Come Go With Me
Rankin - The Kenny Rankin Album - Groovin'
Taylor - Dad Loves His Work - I Will Follow
And that's all I gotta say about that. Tell Biden to stop laughing. :}
Anyway.. work to do... talk to ya'll later... and don't forget, I'm not THAT
distracted...but if ya gotta be distracted... Funny how I have a way of
complicating/simplifying people's lives... I didn't mean to do it :} Love ya'll
PSS: Heard this tune a long time ago, thought, I'd like that :}
- Musicology - Reflection
4:20 pm - M... One of the things that's been going on today... and for a while... has
been the idea of being able to manipulate me into public displays of affection thru the
site... and years before as well... under circumstances that were never of my choosing...
You know, JT, Woman's Gotta Have It... anyway...
One of Prince's
tunes is The Greatest Romance Ever Sold... I just listened to it...I'll still tell the
story in a minute after I upload it, but I'm embarrassed and blushing. So, I've been
"questioned" and prodded an dsuch to make some grandstand plays like when joking
around wiht the dripdrip incident.. everything about this set up the same way... except,
that regtardless of anything else, I really was contacting you originally because I was
impressed with your presentation skills, ability to communicate complex ideas and
professional abilities as part of the team to establish the Kingdom of God. I never
patronize or flatter or appease that way to cajole anyone into anyhting, and when I said I
believe that I think you're brilliant at what you do, I meant it, and I rarely say that
about many people. Ask the media :} Maybe ask David Gregory why I like him...
professionally, an who knows, if I ever met him, I think I'd probably like him. And I like
the quality of his work. Just like Tim Russert. Except different.
This particular scenario I was mention has been run on me a couple of times before, and
now, you... except... despite the psychotronic amplification of my thoughts and
feelings... and the desire of certain corporations to tur this into a love story being
sold instead of the first truth, that it's the sale of God's love that was sold from
various entities to others...
I guess I want it to be clear that my first interest in you is professional, and if the
psychotronics wasn't happening and I could have private communications and they'd let us
talk on the phone as proefessionals, or even get mail, none of this would be happening on
this site, nor would I ever express more than business unless something developed
down the road on its own... like I said, the last thing I want to do is to rush into a
relationship with anyone let alone the fact that what's most important to me right now is
I'm don't want to diminish you in any way, nor do I take back a single thing described
regarding my personal feelings... that's the part I can't completely explain, nor do I
wish to discuss it in public, and it may have never come up at all without psyops and
psychotronics.. Alot of the more extreme things I've mentioned I believed were understood,
at least by you, that it was being done to a great extent of psychotronics, as an example
of how psychotronics was used to get me to CNN in Atlanta. They even used the Prince
Musicology album to get me to believe I should do it. In fact, I'd never heard of the
Musicology album until Kyra Phillips played the cut "Cinnamon Girl" on her
program... and wouldn't you know it, Cinnamon Girl is sort of an image of someone
I"ve used to imagine my "Imaginary Lover" when writing and thinking.. . Neil
Young - Cinnamon Girl... I haven't played it because of the personal inferences...
So about you, M... just to keep things in perspective.. I don't know what to think.
Even that song mentions "Li"... I Ching - Peace, peace child.. look it up, I
don't know.. anyway... I can't at all deny my intrigue watching your sermons..
for how I get so much additional depth in my own thinking and development of
thoughts and ideas and interpretations of the Plan of God.. and the fact that you explain
words, language, that has no meaning anymore, and is why people can't understand things
anymore... and then, your intelligence, and given some of the lines you've thrown out
there, and so many others things I simply can't deny that if I met you in person I'd
wonder if you were the person I'd been looking for all this time. Whether you ever knew I
thought that or not. Like lots of people do about other people. But if it is true that
when I meet you I still think the more pesonal things about you, I'd prefer that be
allowed to happen by itself, naturally... like people have relationships that grow, get to
share discovery, and all the special private things people share with each other, and
maybe noone else. Secrets and all the rest...
And I have to tell you, the idea of sharing my life with someone who shares such love
and commitment to God excites me, because I"ve been looking for someone to share my
whole life with in leadership and the Golden Rule, religion or not, what I now think of as
God's plan in its essence... music and art and all sorts of possible things beyond that...
I think that sort of says that part.
So, tho the media and psyops people who want this all to look like some grand love
affair instead of two people meeting to share God's work, it appears as God had in
His plan.. maybe... just remember that I don't want to be part of your show that lets
other people off the hook... and I certainly have no desire to in any way harm her work on
behalf of God, or diminish or embarass her in public with your childish psyops... I always
believed if I was a very discrete and private person... anyway trying to give another
impression is a liar. And you'd damn well better not harm her or her flock, because she's
part of my flock on behalf of God. And I assure you, all the tricks you'v eall played on
her over the years will come back to haunt you. That's how God does things to the
evil-doers, and it's not a joke. Watch the world change now.
M... I think about what it will be like when I meet you... maybe just look at you and
shrug my shoulders and blush... I don't even know what you know. But I can sure see why
some people would have some questions, and that's why I wanted to come down and talk as
professionals, and I want you to know if a scraggle looking hippie like guy walks into
your offices at Wescott or elsewhere, I won' thurt anyone.. but I'm no longer welcome
here, I'm comiited to God's work, I've got the info I need to turn things around in this
world as well as my "own commission from God" and I simply have to believe,
believing that you know who I am, I have to believe you'll asssist me as a child of God
comitted to His work, I can't believe you'd turn me away.
But if you do, I'll understand for a number of reasons, and then I'll move on. I'm not
heading down there with any certainty or real expectation. I just have no where else to
go, (a psyop scenario used on me around 1990) really, but lots of doors to knock on in
L.A. and I actually know there are people down there who know who I am...
And this thing inside me that has me writing music... which is rare and unique...
Forrest and me are gonna go have a talk now. We know what love is :} I think I'm gonna
name a dog Forrest :} Easier to explain :}
Russell - Sweet M A Li
Perry - Foolish Heart